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My Supposed Existence: 03.06.2005
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This is too fucking funny. Posted by Chloe at 12:47. Flaming bitch from hell! So, there's one day left. And there was much rejoicing. Big was good enough to leave his posh ass Dodge Intrepid in my charge for the duration of his trip and I was good enough to do something funky to cause the battery to die when I went to drive it back to student parking across the street. So guess what I'll be doing today? Just forget the fact that I had all week to plan and work on this, k? And I won't be working with her ...
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My Supposed Existence: 02.27.2005
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SVU and the start of Spring break. I ordered the fifth season of Law and Order: SVU (my favorite show, ever) and it should be here just in time for me to start a week long veg-out for Spring break. Of course, it won't be a full veg out, since I still have to work, but at least I won't have to worry about classes and whatnot. Like I do anyway. Anyway. Posted by Chloe at 22:56. A drunk guy giving bowling tips. We can go tonight if you want " and then smile the way he does.*. I don't think Big minded that m...
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My Supposed Existence: Gettin' Lazy.
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I've been going through this very reflective period- where I don't know if this is what I want to do with my life. I've been tired, sore, and angry. I snap at my patients- even the ones I like. You know how you act when you say "Sorry- I'm just having a bad day."? I'm like that every day. I can only do twelve things at once, you know. I'm reaching a point where I'm only happy when I'm with Richard, and that scares me. I don't want to become dependent on him for my joy, but everything else is so shitt...
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My Supposed Existence: Who nurses the nurse?
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Who nurses the nurse? I've finally resigned to admitting this- instead of "oh, it's just a cough.". I feel like hell. And I further feel like. well, I don't know. I guess I'm happy. I'm crazy in love with this guy who was frickin' custom made for me. I have a good job. Decent GPA. I'm tired. But other than that. One girl actually said, "You know, you're attitude pisses me off.". So I'm happy. Happy like Julie Andrews spinnin' 'round on a mountain top like a mental patient happy. Posted by Chloe at 09:26.
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My Supposed Existence: Unsent
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God I just don't know anymore. My whole cynical system has failed me and I'm actually starting to believe in the existance of "the One" again. Like when Big flies to Paris to "rescue" Carrie. He puts his jacket around her, looks deep into her eyes and says, "Carrie, you're the one.". I can cry just thinking that "the One" might not be fiction after all. The only downfall to this revelation is that my writing skills quickly begin to deteriorate when I start to gain "hope.". Goddess help us all.
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My Supposed Existence: The funniest frickin' thing I've ever seen.
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The funniest frickin' thing I've ever seen. Posted by Chloe at 18:26. Back By Popular Demand- Sex! Im sorry to report. Hows about some double deuce action! Hopefully youll get this one. Murfreesboro, Tennessee, United States. I'm 23 going on 46, and I look really cute in scrubs. View my complete profile. God Can't Save You Now. Was It Good For You? Jumping On The Bandwagon.
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My Supposed Existence: Hey, You...
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Ok I know. It sounds corny. And maybe you'll think I'm a kid with a crush, but apparently, I'm willing to take that risk. The truth is, that I haven't been able to stop thinking about you since IHOP. There's something very special there, and not like "short-bus" special, I mean, special to me. Here's hoping I don't do something to fuck it up. Posted by Chloe at 03:16. The funniest frickin thing Ive ever seen. Back By Popular Demand- Sex! Im sorry to report. Hows about some double deuce action!
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My Supposed Existence: 03.13.2005
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Someone read my blog! Read my blog and posted a really nice Chasing Amy. Style comment (on the Close your eyes. Post) He has the coolest computer desk. Anyway, I snatched Big from the airport Saturday afternoon and we spent the rest of the day together watching movies, and most of the night drinking frozen strawberry jesus juice, made courtesy of my Magic Bullet. Which is not a sex toy, I promise, although the iced cappucinos are orgasmic- zing! And sex. Did I mention sex? I missed sex. *sigh*. Ow, my mo...
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My Supposed Existence: 02.06.2005
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I feel stupid and contagious. I am sick. Not just in the way you may be thinking from reading my previous posts, but really really sick. The flu is HUGE in Tennessee right now, and I've been trying my best to avoid it like the fricking plague. (Duh.) But here it is, at least the infant version. I'm stuffy, sore, coughing, but still able to function miserably. Yesterday, as predicted, dinner and a movie with Big turned out to be dinner and sex with Big. God, never fall in love with those. It sucks. I eras...
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My Supposed Existence: Sorry to say...
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Well, for the simple reason that more than one person actually reads my "other" blog-I've moved to MYSPACE. Yeah, I'll pay penance later. Shut up. Not that I don't dig that one dude that reads my blog here, you know. Grr, baby. Posted by Chloe at 15:03. I cant say it any better than this. He said lets go, I said hell, no. Who nurses the nurse? Here I go again. Ow, my most of me! The funniest frickin thing Ive ever seen. Murfreesboro, Tennessee, United States. View my complete profile. Was It Good For You?