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This Day: A new year?
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There will be good days and there will be bad days, and this is one of them - Les Barker. Monday, December 31, 2012. I put it to you, is it really a new year? They never. Go. Away. My head, the sponge of other people's art that it is, recalls moments that have made an imprint. Jack Nicholson saying "what if this is as good as it gets? The line from the Paul Simon song "From what I can see of the people like me we get better but we never get well.". I can tell you what has changed for this coming year.
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This Day: Depression is the AIDS of the mind
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There will be good days and there will be bad days, and this is one of them - Les Barker. Friday, November 15, 2013. Depression is the AIDS of the mind. I have no idea why I am writing this. I don't even know if it will make sense. I suspect not. But no one reads it, so who cares. As a side note, I always thought the most insidious computer virus would be one that attacks antivirus programs). So what is this magical mental defense system? I have no hope left. It removes your desire to keep living. I just...
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This Day: December 2011
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There will be good days and there will be bad days, and this is one of them - Les Barker. Saturday, December 31, 2011. Again, and again. The New Year. And as tradition, I make a blog post, looking back at the list from last year and making a list for the next. Except I won't. Why? Because I am tired. I am abso-fucking-lutely tired from the past year. Do you know why? I should have known better. So here's what I'll do. I'll go over the old list. Propose to my girl in a personal and creative fashion. I tou...
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This Day: November 2011
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There will be good days and there will be bad days, and this is one of them - Les Barker. Tuesday, November 29, 2011. Where I skate upon the thin edge of my sanity. Do you know what the Golden Ratio is? Is often correlated with the pattern of growth of Nautilaus shells. Or the shape of the human ear. The Golden Ratio is also found in the shape of a Pentagon/Pentagram. Here the colored segments are in Golden Ratio to each other. And the human body maintains this aspect ratio. So what does that mean? Are w...
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This Day: A letter
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There will be good days and there will be bad days, and this is one of them - Les Barker. Thursday, April 12, 2012. Dear Flight Attendant whom I think flirted with me on my flight from Indianapolis to Charlotte,. The shy idiot in 19C. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Socially maladjusted PhD. A fount of witticism, self-loathing and paranoia. Essentially, Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf rolled into a person. View my complete profile. The Three Movie Weekend. Welcome to Fucking Gravelscarred.
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This Day: August 2011
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There will be good days and there will be bad days, and this is one of them - Les Barker. Saturday, August 13, 2011. I don't want to feel any more. I want my emotions burned out of me. I want the wick of my nerves lit, and as my nervous system flares the silhouette of my skeleton will strobe through my skin. The hail has the cats startled, and the late night Saturday has me scared of the ghosts of Sunday afternoon as they walk along the street, and the stabs of random pain I can't seem to shake. Except l...
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This Day: The traditional New Year's post
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There will be good days and there will be bad days, and this is one of them - Les Barker. Tuesday, December 31, 2013. The traditional New Year's post. I would be angry with 2013 except it doesn't look like 2014 will be any better. In the end, I don't really have much to say. I observe my life to be pretty shitty. It has been the entire year, and there is no hope for the future. I am going to die alone. What does this all mean? The depression would cause me to kill myself. The traditional New Years post.
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This Day: May 2014
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There will be good days and there will be bad days, and this is one of them - Les Barker. Wednesday, May 14, 2014. The ongoing list of songs to play at my funeral after I kill myself. The Parting Glass - Irish traditional. Fare Thee Well, Oh Honey - traditional (Long Road to Freedom). Leavin' - North Mississippi Allstars. The Lakes of Pontchartrain - traditional. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). The ongoing list of songs to play at my funeral af. View my complete profile. The Three Movie Weekend.
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This Day: December 2013
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There will be good days and there will be bad days, and this is one of them - Les Barker. Tuesday, December 31, 2013. The traditional New Year's post. I would be angry with 2013 except it doesn't look like 2014 will be any better. In the end, I don't really have much to say. I observe my life to be pretty shitty. It has been the entire year, and there is no hope for the future. I am going to die alone. What does this all mean? The depression would cause me to kill myself. Wednesday, December 11, 2013.
