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Silver Rings and Smoke: Daylight Happiness
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Silver Rings and Smoke. We simply vanish in anger and disintegrate from within. When it starts to be light outside and the sky is a tentative blue,. I lie back and close my eyes, ready to drown myself in you. Love so tender it comes ripping through. Laughing at us, at me and you. In cold dawns and frosty dusks, it has often come and awakened me thus. Tuesday, January 04, 2011. January 7, 2011 at 4:03 AM. When its dark and we stand on cusps. When its just us and the beautiful dusks. The love so tender.
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Silver Rings and Smoke: February 2008
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Silver Rings and Smoke. We simply vanish in anger and disintegrate from within. K had conveniently forgotten to mention that she couldn’t cook. Not like I was banking upon her but the simple task of cutting vegetables seemed to require detailed instruction so after a while I sent her to watch television with Yogi. They both showed their mature sides while fighting for the remote but I was just happy I got space to move around in the kitchen. Friday, February 29, 2008. Wednesday, February 20, 2008. Ever s...
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Silver Rings and Smoke: June 2008
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Silver Rings and Smoke. We simply vanish in anger and disintegrate from within. The things we say (conversation excerpts). I don't know.you know. I sometimes get the feeling that I'm restless because my soul's so impatient. It wants to hurry through this life because it's so eager to start over.". To my best friend, on discontentment. To break a person on the inside all it takes is love and then it's just you incarcerated in those thumping red walls of pain.". In a shrink session. Friday, June 27, 2008.
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Silver Rings and Smoke: And So It Begins
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Silver Rings and Smoke. We simply vanish in anger and disintegrate from within. And So It Begins. I stare at my lap. Look out of the window. Stare at my lap again. Look out of the window again. I have never been this nervous. Or perhaps I have and don't remember. He seems fine. Drives. Smokes. Drives. I wonder if he's smoking because he's nervous too. Is it the music? I'm actually very proud of myself for keeping so quiet! I guess he notices as well. What's with the silence? Thursday, July 15, 2010.
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Silver Rings and Smoke: March 2008
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Silver Rings and Smoke. We simply vanish in anger and disintegrate from within. Wish Upon a Star. I never once thought that I would grow up to be a little bit of a cynic myself. I never imagined that when I would look at stars and wish upon them, my focus wouldn’t be that the wish would come true. I would instead be madly hoping that someone would be out there, listening to my wish and at least deliberating upon it if not making it come true. Thursday, March 20, 2008. Monday, March 17, 2008. I thought we...
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Silver Rings and Smoke: Justice
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Silver Rings and Smoke. We simply vanish in anger and disintegrate from within. Advance and never halt, for advancing is perfection. Advance and do not fear the thorns in the path, for they draw only corrupt blood. Injustice must be fought at all costs, lest it begin to resemble justice itself. Vanquished spirits and broken hearts,. Can and must only bleat. One needs to be the sun. This is what I think:. Tuesday, August 21, 2012. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Marriage is o...
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Silver Rings and Smoke: His Song
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Silver Rings and Smoke. We simply vanish in anger and disintegrate from within. I close my eyes and all I can see. Is a black abyss inside of me. The darkness playing it's due part,. Descends slowly into the hole in my heart. I'm going where I won't have to be. To a place where I will always be free. I've come looking for you. Said I,. You wish. Said He. I don't know what that means Said I. He smiled and walked away. Tuesday, March 27, 2012. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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Silver Rings and Smoke: Besotted
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Silver Rings and Smoke. We simply vanish in anger and disintegrate from within. He's wonderful. And he doesn't know I exist. It's strange and happy and crazy and beautiful. For the first time in years I am smitten. My school girlish infatuation with him disturbs me a great deal and is a constant source of amusement for a couple of close friends. There are dreams and fancies and castles in the air and a boy who doesn't know that I exist. Thursday, September 23, 2010. September 23, 2010 at 2:46 PM. Marriag...
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Silver Rings and Smoke: May 2008
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Silver Rings and Smoke. We simply vanish in anger and disintegrate from within. Friday, May 23, 2008. Thursday, May 15, 2008. Inside, I had this fire which roared at all times and needed to be fed to maintain it's fierceness, it's fieryness. His insides were like a lake, deep and clear, into which everything sank without a trace. I now understand. It is like air and water. Air bubbles in the water always pop. They sink without a trace. And in it's wrath, Fire evaporates. Wednesday, May 14, 2008. The chil...
