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journey to a new life: November
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Journey to a new life. Sunday, November 04, 2012. This is the month that brings so many memories. I am glad that we cannot see the future, no matter what we might wish in hindsight. My steady Eddy - my husband, my lover, my friend, my flyboy - I love you and never more than on these days of remembrance and love. The memories rise up and we are acutely aware of what weve lost. i am holding you close. i wish you peace. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. My Dream Come True. In the...
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Boo's journey through widowhood: Good news
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Boo's journey through widowhood. Monday, December 17, 2012. My house is sold. I leave our shared marital home in 5 weeks . on the 21st January. Ovens, American F/Freezer, the new roof, skylights, new built in cupboards, architrave . and so much more. I remember him working so hard. Saying, "nearly there, Boo . another 3 months and it'll be done." But he had those 3 months stolen. I remember him saying, "you walked right past it . you didn't notice, did you? I remember decorating our back reception room (...
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Boo's journey through widowhood: update on stolen fairy dust
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Boo's journey through widowhood. Thursday, October 11, 2012. Update on stolen fairy dust. After sending texts to two numbers - I was finally graced with a response. I have been promised a payment on Tuesday. (I have a feeling that I would have been ignored had I not texted her other half though). The person who I let down, albeit because I was extremely ill, has not bothered to ask how I am . I guess my boiler will now go unfixed. So, I'm trying to sell the Kent pegs,. What a fucking nightmare. And t...
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Boo's journey through widowhood: So glad I went
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Boo's journey through widowhood. Monday, October 8, 2012. So glad I went. It was our friend Marcus' 50th Birthday . and he arranged a private function to celebrate . at The Pavilion. Live music courtesy of EK1, followed by a set that got everyone's feet moving. Old friends and faces. I have no idea why, but I felt nervous about going. Without my Cliffy. I bought Marcus a bottle of Hine. Margo Mayhew, good to see you . in you go.". OMFG "Two devils and a vampirette! I said, incredulously. "OMG, Margo!
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journey to a new life: Humbled
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Journey to a new life. Saturday, November 03, 2012. My life has been a bit difficult recently as I have been suffering almost daily migraines - not always the headache but certainly the aura. After a couple of months, your brain gets weary. I am grateful for my business partner, J, who after almost ten years is. My family. Our values, our approach to work and life, our dreams for the future mesh so well. He is a joy and blessing to my life. The Grief Project, I am so grateful to be able to be a part of s...
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Boo's journey through widowhood: Starting at the beginning
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Boo's journey through widowhood. Monday, March 30, 2009. Starting at the beginning. It's almost been 3 months since my husband died. In the first days I was incapable of creating a blog, so I will begin by describing what those initial days were like and then move onto posting in "real-time". And moving over so he could. We cuddle and enjoy the documentary, chatting about it and laughing. Really loudly and I know something's wrong because he always called me "Boo" unless he was very annoyed with me. ...
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Boo's journey through widowhood: Celebrating
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Boo's journey through widowhood. Monday, October 15, 2012. I think I might be getting used to going to social functions alone. It doesn't fill me with fear or sadness these days. Last night I went to my goddaughter's Engagement Dinner. Without Cliff, clearly. Loved her fiancé and his parents too. It was a great night. Lovely to be ensconced into my BFF's family - a place I feel very much at home. I was thinking about this "getting used to thing" and couldn't decide if it was a good thing, or whether I sh...
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Boo's journey through widowhood: Now that the magic has gone
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Boo's journey through widowhood. Monday, October 8, 2012. Now that the magic has gone. Didn't take long. The magic from last night has been cast away by someone who has let me down. And they're blanking me. Owe me money. Let me down. They know how ill I am and that I need it for food. But their word is jack. Why the fuck is it that I am expected. That I have to do what I say I'm going to do. And no other fucker has to? I'm inconsolable. Angry. It's made me ill. October 9, 2012 at 2:49 AM. I am so very so...
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journey to a new life: Done
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Journey to a new life. Monday, July 23, 2012. Here I am - Monday evening. Sucking it all in. Mourning the loss of a dream - knowing that this was the best action I could take. I am happy that I finally posted a photo of him - - he. Was so important in my life. Saturday afternoon I told him that "we" were over. I am sad but committed to myself and the future. Im so sorry. I know it hurts to let go of a hope for the future; yet I also know that its good to let go of something that could never be. Supa Dupa...
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journey to a new life: October 2012
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Journey to a new life. Monday, October 01, 2012. The past two months have been amazing. Hurtful at times and joyful at times - isn't that life as it is? I have reorganized my house - rearranged the living room furniture - packed all the guy's things that had accumulated over the past two years - organized my studio for easier writing, painting, collage, and other creative endeavors and just plain tried to redesign my life for the road ahead. A refined life - what does that mean? It means having time to w...
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