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Quest for Happyness: December 2013

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Tuesday, December 31, 2013. Nope, not leaving my job yet. Just resigned to my fate of having lots to do and no time to finish them. Or maybe just lack the discipline to. Hmmm. In 2014, I resolve to. 1) be a better mother. I will leave work at sch and finish wat I can before I leave. I will spend more quality time with Amelda and be more patient. Tall order but it doesnt hurt to try. 5) clear my table at work and keep it tidy. I need to be more disciplined and to clear my mess. I have to do it! 1 Threw my...

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Quest for Happyness: November 2009

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Monday, November 30, 2009. Waiting for the time to go to the airport to pick Mr R. hopefully i will not fall asleep driving! Getting the keys next monday! Yippee. very excited. so many things to do. :p will bring laptop to genting to do work. haha. next two days will be in sch to clear work though. and need to clean my extremely messy table and art room. haiz. Haiz i need a better system of storage and compartmentalisation of my documents and all. argggh. Hmmm i am sleepy. Bowled badly today. :p. To make...

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Quest for Happyness: May 2012

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Sunday, May 6, 2012. The loves of my life. Posted by some beans and some bucks. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). The loves of my life.

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Quest for Happyness: Probably will feel like shit later today

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Monday, October 27, 2014. Probably will feel like shit later today. But I am still typing this. The sofa is bloody itchy and I am bloody irritated. Just needed to type it down so later Ill move my tired and bloody irritated self to take out all the sheets and covers and get hubs to go wash them all at the laundromat. Bloody hell. Dunno if he will have time or not. If not then Ill go on Thursday or something. Minus the hubs and the kids. Posted by some beans and some bucks. It aint fun at all at times.

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Quest for Happyness: December 2012

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Saturday, December 22, 2012. I know u are tired. I didnt exactly have it easy too. Dun always make it look like I messed up the house or that I intentionally left all the things undone. I know Im terrible at being a wife and mother but I really dun need that reminder. Im defensive yes. Live with it. I cannot ignore all that vibes coming from u. I hate that feeling, that reminder of my father. Guess coming from a less than perfect background has implications further than what we can imagine. Sigh The year...

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Quest for Happyness: April 2010

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Wednesday, April 21, 2010. I wish for time to sleep and do all that i need to do. Hehe tat is kind of like my own birthday wish. haha. but not in these exact words. cannot say exactly or it might not come true? Getting a bit too tired about all these. haiz. and the body is not as able to handle all the abuse i am inflicting on myself. hmm. i have aged. Time is flying by so quickly and i am feeling like i am lagging way behind. need to geta hold of myself and get moving. i need something to walk m...Woo h...

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Quest for Happyness: I've failed

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Wednesday, October 29, 2014. Failed to let ameldA sleep at 9.30. Its bloody 11pm ald. Its been so for the past few weeks. Damn. Failed to get her to move out to her own bed. Failed to get her go eat healthily,. Failed to get her to greet the elders. Failed to talk patiently with Amelda. Failed to let Ayden sleep on his own. Failed to stay calm always. Basically, Ive failed. Big time. Posted by some beans and some bucks. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Probably will feel like shit later today.

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Quest for Happyness: July 2012

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Monday, July 16, 2012. How can one just go back on his/her words just like tat? I always thought it was one thing but ended up like another. Disappointed. It was agreed upon. It wasnt one sided. Ppl change all the time. Just didnt think it would be so with this person. Looks like this will not be the only matter. Sigh. Cant help but feel like it is all a lie. Feel cheated. Damn. Posted by some beans and some bucks. Friday, July 6, 2012. Did u really have to? I am just plain unlucky. Monday, July 2, 2012.

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Quest for Happyness: Sense of dread..

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Monday, December 30, 2013. Is building up. No frens, cant perform well at work, cant do well at home, cant take care of Amelda well. And many other screw ups. So many tat I cant believe it. Here is a list of wat I rem from this year. 1 Threw my keys away. (Expensive and troublesome mistake). 2 Made a blunder in booking of flight to HK. 3 Made a bit of mess of the budget for musical. 4 Pushed responsibilities to others though not exactly my fault and feeling bad about it. 5 Being badmouthed at work.

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Quest for Happyness: December 2009

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Friday, December 11, 2009. Waiting for time to pass. I love holidays. Like the thrill of just not having to go work if I dun feel like it and just rotting away. It's a good feeling. Year end hold are the best. Travelling, family gatherings and all. It's good. There's also the bonus. Makes me feel that all that shit that happens throughout the year is ok afterall. We are all just slaves, aren't we? Been sitting at ya kun for 15 min and I see many ppl with weird habits. Have I really been out so little?