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Satin Scorpion : Shusu's Blog. My Blogs : Aussie's Lab Blog. This is my space. I speak to myself here. if you cannot handle this, turn back. Saturday, May 24, 2003. Slowly, slowly does it. I'm gradually pulling out. don't lose the momentum. there are major setbacks, of course, but I can turn them into something good. Need to finish letter to mom. 60K of graphics : Koani by Alice in Wonderland. Background and buttons by Triple Orbit Graphics Sadly it's no longer at its former website.
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Satin Scorpion : Shusu's Blog. My Blogs : Aussie's Lab Blog. This is my space. I speak to myself here. if you cannot handle this, turn back. Friday, February 14, 2003. Scared. pathetically horribly scared. terrified. And no, not of all the other shit going on, though it doesn't help. Somewhere in this blog, I woke up again. I worked so long to get that far. And now. even that's busted up. No trust, no security, no voice. How to turn a tiger into a mouse. For fuck's sake it's been three years.
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Satin Scorpion : Shusu's Blog. My Blogs : Aussie's Lab Blog. This is my space. I speak to myself here. if you cannot handle this, turn back. Friday, January 31, 2003. How ironic that one named after the Little Flower. Should suffer so from the sin of Pride. 60K of graphics : Koani by Alice in Wonderland. Background and buttons by Triple Orbit Graphics Sadly it's no longer at its former website.
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Satin Scorpion - Shusu's Blog
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Satin Scorpion : Shusu's Blog. My Blogs : Aussie's Lab Blog. This is my space. I speak to myself here. if you cannot handle this, turn back. Saturday, February 08, 2003. What else could have happened to it, when two people stronger than me came along and said,. You don't have standards,. So why am I still recovering from this? Damn it. I need to believe in death again. I need to feel something through the numbness. My reason, my soul, my skin. I hold these to standards. And they hold me together. Sometim...
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Satin Scorpion : Shusu's Blog. My Blogs : Aussie's Lab Blog. This is my space. I speak to myself here. if you cannot handle this, turn back. Friday, April 11, 2003. I hate my life. I hate myself living my life. I hate people who cannot fucking figure out that what they say is hurtful GODDAMNIT and it might just conceivably ruin someone's day. I hate doing the same things over and over again. I hate immersing when I should be doing something else. I hate being alone. I hate leaving myself alone.
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Satin Scorpion - Shusu's Blog
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Satin Scorpion : Shusu's Blog. My Blogs : Aussie's Lab Blog. This is my space. I speak to myself here. if you cannot handle this, turn back. Saturday, January 25, 2003. Of course it's on purpose. Maybe I just don't trust anybody. But if I hate being alone. Fuck FUCK. Something has to give! Fuck the people who keep telling me I shouldn't be alone in my head. Fuck the people who scorn me for not being exactly like them. The trouble with being one-of-a-kind is that there is never, EVER a full house. And not...
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