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SMILE evri now and then. Please dont judge me by my face,. My religion or my race. Please dont laff at wat i wear or. How i look or do my hair. Please look alil deeper,. Way deep down inside. You may not see it, coz. I have alot to hide. Behind my clothes the secrets lie,. Behind my smile, softly, I cry. Please look alil deeper,. And maybe you'll see. The Lonely lil girl,. Dat lives inside of me. Listen to her carefully. Only den you know how. She can eva be. Please try to befriend her,. Coz maybe den,.
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You Never Care
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Click on the buttons to navigate. Saturday, December 25, 2004. Jemu ku melihatmu,. Biarlah orang memandang LEMAH. Yang dulu pernah ku CINTA. Namun terlanjur kau BERSAMANYA. Dan kau terluka oleh cinta NYA. Kini kau hadir ku sudah JERA. Tuesday, December 14, 2004. Yayaya. i've been missing in action since 21st November. Buzy working laa.and the good thing is, my personal PC is DOWN! I'm lazy to travel to my parent's room to use their pc. But today i had to coz i've been missing lots of my online thingy!
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You Never Care
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Click on the buttons to navigate. Wednesday, October 04, 2006. Peace and mercy upon you]. I'm so tired. i can't sleep, i'm so disturbed and petrified with the same nightmares i get every night. maybe i think too much. sometimes, i have doubts in loving someone. i don't feel secure. Tuesday, October 03, 2006. 2006 have not been a good year for me. so i've plan wad to do before 2007 comes. Fear of Social Situations. Worry, Worry, Worry. I've to stop my anxiety. or i'll suffer. Top Performance on the Job.
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Click on the buttons to navigate. Monday, May 30, 2005. Assalamualaikum manusia Hi everybody! Drum rolls) then (applause). 20 Things You Don't Know About Me. 1 I'm a nagger. 2 When i was young, i own a recording studio(in my bedroom). Complete with a radio with a voice recorder and a few used cassette. Tapes that my mom use for some religious hearing at the mosque. In my room,. I'll sing all the nursery rhymes and became the best singer back then in. 3 I spend hours staring at the mirror. Topic to talk a...
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You Never Care
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Click on the buttons to navigate. Wednesday, July 28, 2004. My name is Aly and i'm 21 years old. I love chocolates and home cooked food. The youngest in my family also in my office. I enjoy good music and spending quality time with my loved ones. Whisper, talk, scream.
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You Never Care
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Click on the buttons to navigate. Thursday, February 17, 2005. I miss him so much! Oh well, mimi will be back on Saturday. another 2 days. Hmmm 2 days. in silence. don't know why but i'm so dependent on him. Every single thing that happened to me, small or big, it's a MUST for me to. Tell him or share with him. tho he'll just say."eh? Its good enuf already. ;). Anyways, mimi. mimi. mimi. he's my baby. always be my baby. hehehe. In love with mimi. Arrival. I Miss Him So So Very Much! Did I hear you right.
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Click on the buttons to navigate. Wednesday, October 26, 2005. Listening to "Runaway Train - Soul Asylum". Stomach cramps, very painful. Clement's not around, and i'm handling the operations alone. Luckily yasmin is around to help out. or else, i'm dead. I earned extra cash enough for this week's expenses. I don't think i will spend that much this month. only that i have to give kids zakat hari raya. strictly for kids under 12 years old only! Call you up in the middle of the night. Life's mysteries seem ...
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Click on the buttons to navigate. Tuesday, August 30, 2005. Peeps check this out. Watch crazy net videos at GoFish.com. Just look at his face! Wednesday, August 24, 2005. Just thinking of the person i missed most. My most beloved gramp. Sigh* its been more than a month since yayi left. i miss him so much. i'm sure nyai miss him as much as i do. she have been so lonely since yayi left. May god be with him always. I think i gotta end here. i'll cry if i keep on thinking about it. Have to go back to work now.