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The Act of Returning to Normal: New Year, New Perspective
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The Act of Returning to Normal. Sobriety is so much better than I thought possible. Wednesday, January 1, 2014. New Year, New Perspective. Here's my gratitude list for the past year:. Another year sober. Whew. I have no regrets about the wine I didn't drink and still feel deeply grateful to be here. Trying to quit smoking reminded me of how difficult it was to forge a life without alcohol. I've learned that I feel ever so much better when I don't eat flour or sugar. There was a three month period las...
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The Act of Returning to Normal: 03/01/2013 - 04/01/2013
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The Act of Returning to Normal. Sobriety is so much better than I thought possible. Saturday, March 30, 2013. Not-smoking, Day 4. I never realized how many times a day I would have to say "no". The other thing I've realized is that I relied on the excuse of smoking quite a bit. I let it excuse and soften my failures. It will take some time to really understand this one, but I can see it with running. I fear success. I wonder what else I've been using it to excuse? Posted by The Act of Returning to Normal.
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Never Too Late Too Start Over: Anger
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Never Too Late Too Start Over. Saturday, November 17, 2012. Warning. This post is full of anger and resentment. Sometime I just want to post on every fucking thing on facebook in anger. I don't care. Shut the fuck up. Why is your life good. Why the fuck am I not in a relationship. NOBODY CARES,. But I guess I care because it makes me so fucking angry. My depression is back. Along with anxiety. And some anger mixed in. Wouldn't you love to be me right now? November 18, 2012 at 4:16 AM. Whole30 - Day 20.
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Never Too Late Too Start Over: August 2012
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Never Too Late Too Start Over. Saturday, August 11, 2012. I made it through last night. Dinner party at my house went great. One person brought alcohol and had 2 drinks. Everyone seemed to have fun. And so did I. Today will be a challange maybe. I'm alone at home. Was invited to the lake but that will be drinking time so can't do that. Plan to stay home and get some stuff done. Feeling ok so far but it's only 6 AM. Friday, August 10, 2012. Time to try again. God give me the strength to do this.
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Never Too Late Too Start Over: November 2012
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Never Too Late Too Start Over. Saturday, November 17, 2012. Warning. This post is full of anger and resentment. Sometime I just want to post on every fucking thing on facebook in anger. I don't care. Shut the fuck up. Why is your life good. Why the fuck am I not in a relationship. NOBODY CARES,. But I guess I care because it makes me so fucking angry. My depression is back. Along with anxiety. And some anger mixed in. Wouldn't you love to be me right now? Tuesday, November 13, 2012. I have recently recog...
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Never Too Late Too Start Over: December 2011
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Never Too Late Too Start Over. Saturday, December 31, 2011. So as I read and wrote this year I saw no changes. The same problems over and over. Alcohol. Depression. Related? I don't know, but I do know alcohol makes the depression worse. I wrote last December 17 my surrender to alcohol. That lasted until early January. I did have 105 days of sobriety in 2011. I can't recall alot of details about that time off the top of my head. I don't know. I'm pretty comfy here at home. Friday, December 30, 2011.
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Never Too Late Too Start Over: January 2013
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Never Too Late Too Start Over. Thursday, January 31, 2013. So the last few months have been spent drinking and I have gained nothing but some extra weight. So I'm back on the wagon. Today is day one for me. I am taking antabuse to help me not drink. I know a lot of people may not agree with that but it has helped me some in the past so I'm willing to try it again. Life is out there for me to join. I plan to jump in with two feet! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Whole30 - Day 20.
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Never Too Late Too Start Over: February 2013
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Never Too Late Too Start Over. Sunday, February 3, 2013. I am talking tonight on The Bubble Hour. About my experience at rehab. I'm not really nervous. I hope my experience can help someone else. A friend texted me last night and asked me to get a drink today. Now I have to tell her I'm not drinking. Again? Is what I'm afraid she's going to think. I know what others think of me is none of my business but still at this point bothers me some. But I have to tell her. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Never Too Late Too Start Over: March 2012
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Never Too Late Too Start Over. Saturday, March 24, 2012. I am so happy to be sober and happy this morning. My outlook on life is 110% better. Not sure if it's the med changes or what but I will take it. Day 35 - 5 Weeks! Wednesday, March 21, 2012. The most important thing I did was really surrender my alcohol problem to God. I can't tell you how my outlook has changed. I feel happy, full of hope and belief that I can stay sober. I can socialize without alcohol and I can make my dreams come tr...Beach, Bo...
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Never Too Late Too Start Over: October 2012
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Never Too Late Too Start Over. Tuesday, October 30, 2012. I am no good at waiting. I am currently waiting to go for a drive with a friend. I expected he meant earlier. He didn't say earlier I just assumed. So now I've been ready for over an hour and just wait. I've change twice in this process. Waiting is the journey, the learning, the growing. I need to embrace the here and now. To not expect everything now but learn patience and the ability to live in now with what I have. I guess I wait on acceptance&...