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Missing Marylyn: 09/11/2011 - 09/18/2011
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Thursday, September 15, 2011. Or better, writing some literary criticism! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). This blog is the place for what I'm missing in myself; it's an invitation. Build it and I will come? View my complete profile. A Control Theory of Attachment Behavior. Every living being has been. In a sense, arbitrary-. The same archetypal energy. The heart of things. Doubts, blame and excuses,. A wide range of visual stimuli,. Love thrown into bias by lust-. Eventually they must part. Those who feed us.
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Missing Marylyn: 03/16/2014 - 03/23/2014
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Tuesday, March 18, 2014. She's gone.the most influential person in my life. My mother just died. Yes, she up and died. Why did she do such a thing? Maybe I actually loved her! And I’ve realized she felt that for me. So, what do I do now? I have realized that she cared about me in a primal way; it has nothing to do with competing philosophies. At what level do I want to live and experience things? If I stick to the basic level, I was loved by her. Yes, I was. And that is good to know. The heart of things.
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Missing Marylyn: She's gone...the most influential person in my life...
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Tuesday, March 18, 2014. She's gone.the most influential person in my life. My mother just died. Yes, she up and died. Why did she do such a thing? Maybe I actually loved her! And I’ve realized she felt that for me. So, what do I do now? I have realized that she cared about me in a primal way; it has nothing to do with competing philosophies. At what level do I want to live and experience things? If I stick to the basic level, I was loved by her. Yes, I was. And that is good to know. The heart of things.
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Missing Marylyn: Weak sisters...?
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Saturday, July 13, 2013. 8220;You can’t do this to me! Perhaps things are different in the 21. And the delusion continues until it's shattered. I cried Ellen's way too once, to someone over the phone with whom I’d lived. I imagined that we were still together (despite our separation while he recovered from a minor motorcycle accident). When he told me he was now with someone else, I felt helpless, abandoned. “But what am I gonna doooooo? Do girls these days have it easier? Of course heartbreak still exis...
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Missing Marylyn: 06/27/2010 - 07/04/2010
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Sunday, June 27, 2010. Early on in the history of being a girl on earth,. The feeling comes with the song: “Get ready.”. Because you don’t know yet! You don’t know yet what’s going to happen. It could be anything. And that’s exciting. “Get ready, ‘cause here I come.”. Who will it be? Your world could change with one kiss. Or so you believe. By “world,” you mean, a set of sentiments, layers of belief. Between what you perceive. And what those perceptions signify. In the culturally prepared environment.
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Missing Marylyn: 12/26/2010 - 01/02/2011
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Tuesday, December 28, 2010. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). This blog is the place for what I'm missing in myself; it's an invitation. Build it and I will come? View my complete profile. A Control Theory of Attachment Behavior. Every living being has been. In a sense, arbitrary-. The same archetypal energy. The heart of things. Doubts, blame and excuses,. A wide range of visual stimuli,. Love thrown into bias by lust-. Eventually they must part. You will not be shocked. Finery and money become. Viewed in a c...
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Missing Marylyn: 05/24/2015 - 05/31/2015
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Monday, May 25, 2015. Bridge over the river whatever. With retirement envisioned to happen in less than a year now, I’m no longer invested feelingly in work. I have neither the bursts of compassion nor muffled fits of fury that I used to have. I just want to get through the day. This is not really “me” anymore. And my body is slow and achy; it’s no longer eager. It wants to lie down all the time. It wants to eat, drink, and be slothful. My mind wants to avoid stress or focusing. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Missing Marylyn: 08/29/2010 - 09/05/2010
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Saturday, September 04, 2010. Through the looking glass, without a glass. But does this mean I have to use words like “alcoholism,” and go to AA meetings? So, I will become that other person, the smarter, more perceptive, more agile one who can remember everything. That’s the person I want to be. Can that person have a drink now and then? I don’t know yet. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). This blog is the place for what I'm missing in myself; it's an invitation. Build it and I will come? In a sense, arbitrary-.
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Missing Marylyn: 04/18/2010 - 04/25/2010
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Thursday, April 22, 2010. Light at the end of the tunnel? Go to someone else! Someday, we'll both find out. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). This blog is the place for what I'm missing in myself; it's an invitation. Build it and I will come? View my complete profile. A Control Theory of Attachment Behavior. Every living being has been. In a sense, arbitrary-. The same archetypal energy. The heart of things. Doubts, blame and excuses,. A wide range of visual stimuli,. Love thrown into bias by lust-. He's six, ...
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Missing Marylyn: Bridge over the river whatever...
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Monday, May 25, 2015. Bridge over the river whatever. With retirement envisioned to happen in less than a year now, I’m no longer invested feelingly in work. I have neither the bursts of compassion nor muffled fits of fury that I used to have. I just want to get through the day. This is not really “me” anymore. And my body is slow and achy; it’s no longer eager. It wants to lie down all the time. It wants to eat, drink, and be slothful. My mind wants to avoid stress or focusing. View my complete profile.
