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Friday, December 10, 2004. I feel lit crying. All i need is a strong shoulder. But nowhere to b seen. Wat i wan for christmas? I feel so alone. My hse look lit a hotel to mi. N i simply hate the feelin. I miss my parents. I miss my dog. Why aint i a RICH bitch? But can we b lit gong n mic? Jux tis simple question can kill us. I really too depress to put in effort. I look happy n strong. But i jux feel lit cryin inside. Jo n mic can go shoppin together. But all i can do is slack in town n fag. I wan a fren.
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Thursday, August 26, 2004. Arrhhh nth's new in my boring life! Hee i haf catch a lot of shows nowadays! Hmm last week is a movie week. Hmm i watched. 'three of a kind'- - lame enuff! Open water'- - though ending is sadx but. Still not worth my $8.50 (actually is xing's buck! Sunday nite i catch 'alien vs predators'- - the best of the 3! Hee i so bored tat i catch e. 9-10.33 show! Wif kellin n ah boy! I watch GARFIELD le. power la tis show! Watch yst. which is wed nite. 7.40 to 9.10? Ya so nv go sch today!
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Monday, June 07, 2004. I cant stay in this sch anymore.is more den suffering. I tot she will be there for mi.but it disappoint mi alot. She is not there.n i feel tat i fan her too much le. N i decide not to bother abt her.actually tot of asking her. To go for breakfast tmr.but. forget it lorx. She now got her own group of frenx.i should leave outta her life. Hmmi still treat her as best frenie.n now i hope she found hers. In klass was a torture.they gif mi those face when they saw mi. Puzzle. actuall...
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Thursday, June 03, 2004. Why mux the 2 of us.suffer? Haixeven a 5.90 tingy i haf to tink so long. Haix eat 5.70 mac oso feel guilty. Why choose the both of us? I hope i can start all over again. Find the true-est frenie. If sum1 put in the effort. I will surely accept it. I noe becca is. But every1 alreadi starting losing trust for every1. I noe but i really cant help. I cant even handle my sucky typical life. How m i goin to help him? Wat if he really go into army tis yr? Haixbut nw in my heart. Den i s...
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Tuesday, June 01, 2004. Jux got back my result. I got scolding from my parents. I nv expect tat i will do so badly. I already do my best. Cant u try to understand? U all r busy,n nv notice it when i study! Why say tat i can go nowhere, has no hope for mi! I got do my best, dun u all noe? Dad saw mi keep asking mi to study. Say tat the root of it is mi running out of hse. I dun wan anymore ppl to noe abt my result. I dunno wat my god-father will say. Everyone around mi is lit so 'hypocrites'. N i hate tat!
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Monday, June 28, 2004. I cant take it anymore! I feel tat ppl r bitching. I hate all tis! Are you people really bitching. StOp surfacing in my life can? I rather dead den alive to. Whu are really my frenie? Tat's make mi wonder. I didnt hope much tat we. Will be lit we use be. I jux hope you can. Mic will tell every teeny weeny. Can you do the same? Tat's all i wan. Mayb i m too. But tat 's wat i (at the meantime). Tink tat frenie lit us should haf. I nv wan to face the reality tat. Much when she see u.
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004. Two daes after my great grandmother cremation. Though is a hapi ting tat she lived up to 88 yrs old. But i cant stop my tears from flowing. 10/6/04 morning 7.50am. She left us.the nurse said she left peacefully. The nite b4 she dead.i was at the hosp.she was weak.she rely on morphine. she suffered alot before she leave.tat's really hurt mi. After great grandmother is dead.i den know tat my family is so. Bigi haf so many relatives but somehow. During new year,we dun visit them.
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Monday, October 11, 2004. Tis few days i haf met ppl tat i long lost contact. Lit cc wl. yq. tw. jason. jianlong. I so happy to see them again. They say my diff is tat my hair long le. Rack up the pic. Last time really look lit boy boy. Change alot. now look lit pig. Thankx kor. thankx for pampering mi. Thankx wl. thankx for bring me back all. My happy n unforgettable memories. Confession/ all or nothing. Caught in the moment =( * 3:09 PM. Sorry ppl. long itme nv write le. Lets' make some update. N u pro...
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Sunday, June 27, 2004. Yst jux came back from malaysia.KL. I bought quite alot of tings lorx. But after hearing mummy say:. We got not enuff money. I tot ting r goin real fine. Issit too late to save for. My mum conditions getting worse. N i m the. I gonna save lit hell. I wan my mum to get well. I wanna kill myself! I nv do well. still having fun outside. I promise. i will do well. I love mummy n daddy. Caught in the moment =( * 1:23 AM. The one n only`-. I m a total. The break of dawn.
