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More on 'Fear and Loathing' (X-Posted). I went to a demo on fear and humiliation/degradation last night. And all i can say is that i learned alot about myself. To hear Him say all of those degrading things to me.to bring up insecurities i feel about my body, my personality, my being - and have Him still hold me and love me all the more for them afterwards, well - that would be calming.to know that He accepts these things would help me to accept them. Er, okay.a little creepy. But the thing i am m...Anony...
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12:47am 05/03/2004 mood: thirsty music: Great leap forward...billy…: the_toybox
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Music: Great leap forward.billy bragg. Mistress and I were discussing my puppet/doll fantasies and she decided to glue all my fingers together, so I have doll hands. Typing and smoking, that’s a whole new adventure. But so very interesting, indeed. So many people I know (in the darker world) are just so thirsty for someone to have a clue, and I’m blessed with people who seem to know me so well. So many women and boys I’ve wasted so much time, just never had a clue, I suppose someday I will need to acknow...
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i have been a bad girl.... (X-Posted): the_toybox
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Allison' - Everything But the Girl. I have been a bad girl. (X-Posted). Master and i had a wonderfully wicked weekend this past weekend, and i am JUST now getting around to posting about it. As he was fucking me.he asked me like i was a little girl, and i got off to it then, too.i just didn't put it in that context, and never really thought about it afterwards. I hope He is. Post a new comment. Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal. We will log you in after post. We will log you in after post.
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Connecting with each other. Created on 19 September 2003 (#1336051). Last updated on 25 March 2011. All Members , Moderated. The community MOD is. Hello and welcome to the community! I wanted to make this community for Chicago women to meet each other and make friends. This is a community for Chicago females to meet each other, make friends and more, and a place to talk about women's issues, interests, and things to do in Chicago! Thanks so much to both. Icons she submitted- which won by 1 vote!
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2 Weeks (X-Posted from my LJ): the_toybox
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2 Weeks (X-Posted from my LJ). Master was here for two whole weeks! We had a great time seeing how it will be when we live together. i foresee it as blissful.*sigh*. We have decided to set a 'play date' when we are together. It had been far too long since we had really been intense.Speaking of. Take off your shirt". This is how you deserve to be treated, isn't it? He slapped me again, "This is how you need to be treated, isn't it? He spit in my face. "This is what you want, isn't it? Where is your place?
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Level 42 - 'Something About You'. X-Posted from my own LJ. Master and i are back from our vacation to my hometown, and with recent events, we have had a conversation that led to this sort of essay entry:. But it is more than that, addressing Him correctly is one of the many little things i can do to keep D/s alive in our everyday life together. Especially when we are both fighting mundane daily crap that tends to keep us from living the lifestyle we both so desperately longed for all of these years&#...
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Well, Saturday night, Master hosted our first play party in the basement.we worked all day to create a dungeon-like setting, and it was really intimate and nice.everyone seemed to have a wonderful time. i even broke in the new fondue pot! After the party was over, and the mess cleaned up - Master took me upstairs to fuck me hard.we ended up making love and holding eachother all night. Post a new comment. Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal. We will log you in after post. Post a new comment.
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So - lately things have been a little more on the vanilla side when it comes to physicality, yet - completely D/s when we ARE having sex. It is amazing to feel this way.to feel the life i want mesh with having to exist. i am extremely happy for the first time in my life.and have been for months - yay! I was pondering the other day about people who play casually. i have never gone into subspace with someone i didn't have feelings for.is it possible? This is open for discussion. Post a new comment.
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Uh-oh!!!: the_toybox
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So it seems that I'm in a bit of trouble. I've been neglecting my journal (and my emails). I've been neglecting a lot these days. But it doesn't feel that way (honest, Sir). Between work, building a business, planing a birthday, being supportive to those around me whom I LOVE, taking the time to play with Daddy and be played with, and research, watching TV, and spring cleaning . I used all my time up! So now. I'm in trouble. I've done a no-no. I must strive to be better. Post a new comment.
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I have realized that after a scene, I tend to become so emotional.a really needy feeling. It can last for a few minutes or even a few days. Does anyone else experience this feeling of neediness? My questions are.Is there anything that I can do on my own to help alleviate some of the emotions? Oris this something that I shouldn't even be fighting? Where does this feeling come from? Post a new comment. Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal. We will log you in after post. Post a new comment.
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