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l e s m o n g .: October 2005
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Humility is not thinking less of yourself, but thinking of yourself less. Friday, October 21, 2005. I open my eyes. I try to see but. I'm blinded by the white light. I can't remember how. I can't remember why. I'm lying here tonight. And I can't stand the pain. And I can't make it go away. No I can't stand the pain. How could this happen to me. I've made my mistakes. Got no where to run. The night goes on. As I'm fading away. I'm sick of this life. I just wanna scream. How could this happen to me. Coz i ...
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l e s m o n g .: January 2005
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Humility is not thinking less of yourself, but thinking of yourself less. Saturday, January 29, 2005. Hmm, since she seldom read dis blog nowadays, i think i can say dis here. actually dis few days had been quite fine. handling wif stuff as friends etc. yah, but well, u know what i'm like. got things must say wan, what i feel MUST come out as words. haha, but damn shit. coz now we're friends and friends don't say "i miss u." right? If u really love her, bring her happiness not sorrow! Posted by am i me?
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l e s m o n g .: March 2005
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Humility is not thinking less of yourself, but thinking of yourself less. Monday, March 21, 2005. Started the day bad lah, some screw ups and irritated pple in church and stuff. felt kinda affected lah, but i guess its okay now. worship was good, the mime was touching and the sermon was striking! The whole service was perfect for me! Clap beat out, tunes out, one guitar only and the kids are not even singing! Arrogant ass.] haha. yah, then went for meeting, and then to work. everything seemed...Only u al...
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l e s m o n g .: December 2004
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Humility is not thinking less of yourself, but thinking of yourself less. Thursday, December 30, 2004. She called she called! But why did i talk to her in tt tone? Stupid lesmong. damn stupid sial! Let's hope its not gonna start all over again. darn! Is it the timing? If i've not read the blog, will all these happen? I feel like we're like romeo and juliet. star-crossed lovers. where all the timings of their plot are mixed-up. shit shit shit. how to tell her? Should i let her read dis blog? After reading...
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l e s m o n g .: February 2005
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Humility is not thinking less of yourself, but thinking of yourself less. Monday, February 28, 2005. Just read her blog. totally mis-understood. seems like she still doesn't know how i treat my gf. she compared the topics and the way i talk to jp and amanda wif her. wth. how can we just compare like that? I must bear in mind what to say and what not to say, which added on another thing in mind is to be tactful! Won't it be harder for both of us to forget? I cannot bear to hurt her again! I'm not even a l...
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l e s m o n g .: May 2005
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Humility is not thinking less of yourself, but thinking of yourself less. Sunday, May 29, 2005. It has been pretty frequent now. pple haf been asking me. "i believe EVERYBODY goes to heaven." i believe dis, i believe that. its quite a sucky feelin. u know what's right and what's wrong, but u cannot express it. u cannot stand up for ur own faith. been consulting pple abt dis topic mainly, "is it really true that EVERYBODY goes to heaven? Including monks, mediums, and etc? Why can't i be firm? Faith matter...
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l e s m o n g .: July 2005
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Humility is not thinking less of yourself, but thinking of yourself less. Monday, July 25, 2005. Take me in, Lord. Take me past the outer courts. Into the Holy place. Past the brazen altar. Lord I want to see Your face. Pass me by the crowds of people. The priests who sing Your praise. I hunger and thirst for Your righteousness. And it's only found one place. Take me in to the Holy of Holies. Take me in by the blood of the Lamb. Take me in to the Holy of Holies. Take the coal, touch my lips, here I am.
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l e s m o n g .: August 2005
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Humility is not thinking less of yourself, but thinking of yourself less. Tuesday, August 30, 2005. I'venvrbeenfeltdisleft-outinmyWHOLEENTIRELIFE. somanythingsiwannablog,butican't! Becausepplemightbehurt. pplemightbeaffected. pplemightbeworried. someofthemareevenfrommy"support"buddies. darn! I wanna gif up, but i can't. for the sake of my Father.*. Posted by am i me? Posted by am i me? Posted by am i me? Tuesday, August 16, 2005. What a great joy! Everyday i'll just wanna tell myself that ". So the whole...
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l e s m o n g .: April 2005
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Humility is not thinking less of yourself, but thinking of yourself less. Tuesday, April 26, 2005. I was pissed today! Not only pissed by filled with resentment and hatred. not kidding, can even picture myself killing. imagine that. but that's not the deserver-to-be-shot part, it is actually blame other pple for ur own insecurities. and even called pple and shouted at them. was bad, felt really guilty and ashamed of myself. maybe that was the limit that i've exceeded? Blessed are the peacemakers. Cause y...
