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The Compendium: 200704
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Bring on the pain! Monday, April 16. This night shift should go on for only 4 months, however, what I do with my summer is up in the air. I feel backed up against a wall, though. I still remember what it was like, only 4 months ago, to have just clothes, a bike, a pot, pan, bowl, fork, spoon, knife, and a dying laptop to carry me through (oh, and an Ipod that was given to me.). So here's what I want. I want to stop browsing the internet and playing video games by myself. I want to stop working wh...I kno...
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The Compendium: 200708
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Bring on the pain! Thursday, August 2. I woke up this morning, thinking that I should take a few minutes to write here. Though I have no internet and I have to go to work soon, I decided to run over to a community college not far from here and pour what I can in a few minutes. It was almost as if the world was belittling me! That was a really scary time! I can't believe I made it through. I still wonder if I've been scathed by it, somehow. By February 14th, the burn out left my body a dead husk. I ha...
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The Compendium: A molting point in life
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Bring on the pain! Saturday, March 10. A molting point in life. I don't know why springtime is my time of year. This year, Springtime is the time when I'm getting enough rest, both in sheer hours slept and in the quality of sleep. I've been told by quite a few people now that the color in my face is returning. I fucking hated running my life like that. I don't know how to not get stuck in a position like that again, but I hope that's the last time I experience something like that. I guess what sticks out...
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The Compendium: Pulling back together
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Bring on the pain! Monday, April 16. This night shift should go on for only 4 months, however, what I do with my summer is up in the air. I feel backed up against a wall, though. I still remember what it was like, only 4 months ago, to have just clothes, a bike, a pot, pan, bowl, fork, spoon, knife, and a dying laptop to carry me through (oh, and an Ipod that was given to me.). So here's what I want. I want to stop browsing the internet and playing video games by myself. I want to stop working wh...I kno...
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The Compendium: Steady as She Goes
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Bring on the pain! Thursday, November 1. Steady as She Goes. So I've decided to get rid of my computer. Not literally, because the wife doesn't approve. However, she did approve putting a towel over the screen, just to remind me that it's hands-off. I am a strong-willed person, but it's hard to get away from something I've been around all of my life. I've been away from it a few times for a few periods, but I've always came back when the time was right. On the computer, I must've spent a quarter of my li...
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The Compendium: 200610
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Bring on the pain! Saturday, October 28. Scribbles of the Random Sort. Why is it that I must procrastinate every time? Why is it that I make it every time? It's amazing what the mind can do under pressure. Right now, I'm supposed to be writing a prospectus. Supposed to photocopy and highlight my sources. Suppose to show how well I've mastered the topic of tulip speculations. Oh, and read my class material, too. I'm such a lazy bitch sometimes. Friday, October 27. Do It In the Road. I'm also planning on s...
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The Compendium: 200612
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Bring on the pain! Friday, December 15. I don't seem to have the time to blog that I had before. Mainly, this is because i'm not around computers. A lot has happened to me. I got a cellphone (that's truly mine this time), a Buick, a girl, and a new job. I am falling though. I know I shouldn't be taking this job (which i've been promoted in). It's wrong. I cannot elaborate on it right now. I debated even getting on my blog at this moment. I have to struggle to keep my head above water. Friday, December 1.
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The Compendium: 200710
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Bring on the pain! Tuesday, October 2. Before I rest my tired eyes for the night, now that life has started to be easier like it was in the first half of 2006, I want to reaffirm one thing I had forgotten: I hate computers. I get so bored by the time I'm done using them at the end of the day. This past week (in which I was sick for a good part), I wanted nothing more than to be outside, doing something fun with people. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Seal PT: Chase the Rabbits. View my complete profile.
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The Compendium: Cool idea #ballion bajillion
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Bring on the pain! Thursday, May 10. Cool idea #ballion bajillion. Set up oceanic windmills and hydro generators in the carribean to generate electricity out of the heat that tends to build up prior to a hurricane (I understand that the water stagnates there for a time, but there are ways to "stir the pot"). It seems to me that we're evolving our planet into a gigantoid machine. If we aren't able to restore it to the way it was, we may as well do our best in transitioning it correctly.