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4-Lorn: May 2010

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I'm a middle aged male, married with two children. I've battled depression since adolescence. I have pursued an endless, tedious and exhaustive search for a solution—to no avail. I have been robbed of the simplest joys of life and I'm at a loss as to why. View my complete profile. Giving up on prayer. Giving up on prayer. The created crying out to the Creator. There are many a Christian whose default response would be akin to 'just give your life to Jesus and you'll live happily ever after.'. It's just a...

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4-Lorn: February 2012

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I'm a middle aged male, married with two children. I've battled depression since adolescence. I have pursued an endless, tedious and exhaustive search for a solution—to no avail. I have been robbed of the simplest joys of life and I'm at a loss as to why. View my complete profile. God, please help. As with all these damned drugs there's an ironic marked worsening of my depression. Another drug that broke its promise. 8226; Overall, they've done more harm than good. 8226; Depression has never lifted.

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4-Lorn: July 2011

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I'm a middle aged male, married with two children. I've battled depression since adolescence. I have pursued an endless, tedious and exhaustive search for a solution—to no avail. I have been robbed of the simplest joys of life and I'm at a loss as to why. View my complete profile. We shook hands thanking each other and promising to keep in touch. I felt nothing but complete numbness as I made my way back to my vehicle and became traffic once again. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). From Manic to Mindful.

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4-Lorn: November 2011

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I'm a middle aged male, married with two children. I've battled depression since adolescence. I have pursued an endless, tedious and exhaustive search for a solution—to no avail. I have been robbed of the simplest joys of life and I'm at a loss as to why. View my complete profile. Electroconvulsive therapy. I've been aware of it for years. I know it's been around for decades. I know it's the most successful treatment for depression—ever. My doctor has recommended ECT to several of her other patients and ...

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4-Lorn: March 2011

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I'm a middle aged male, married with two children. I've battled depression since adolescence. I have pursued an endless, tedious and exhaustive search for a solution—to no avail. I have been robbed of the simplest joys of life and I'm at a loss as to why. View my complete profile. I recently visited the trial coordinator for the 4-month follow up. I had all but decided that I was done with this. I packed all the equipment and supplies to return them. He had other strange little quirks, much of them invol...

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4-Lorn: January 2011

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I'm a middle aged male, married with two children. I've battled depression since adolescence. I have pursued an endless, tedious and exhaustive search for a solution—to no avail. I have been robbed of the simplest joys of life and I'm at a loss as to why. View my complete profile. Eight weeks sleeping with sticky electrodes adhered to my forehead and wires running down the inside of my shirt to a small, metal box. The initial phase of the clinical trial is over. There is another treatment that uses the s...

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4-Lorn: April 2012

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I'm a middle aged male, married with two children. I've battled depression since adolescence. I have pursued an endless, tedious and exhaustive search for a solution—to no avail. I have been robbed of the simplest joys of life and I'm at a loss as to why. View my complete profile. Hello darkness my old friend.". Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Here's to health, here's to wealth, and may you never doubt yourself." - Rik Emmett. From Manic to Mindful. How I Beat Depression. The Pursuit of Happiness.

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4-Lorn: June 2010

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I'm a middle aged male, married with two children. I've battled depression since adolescence. I have pursued an endless, tedious and exhaustive search for a solution—to no avail. I have been robbed of the simplest joys of life and I'm at a loss as to why. View my complete profile. After my unfortunate experience with the drug Emsam, (read My Sad, Stupid Emsam Story, April 2010) I swore off ALL drugs forever - even aspirin. That lasted about 5 months. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Here's to health, here's t...

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4-Lorn: June 2011

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I'm a middle aged male, married with two children. I've battled depression since adolescence. I have pursued an endless, tedious and exhaustive search for a solution—to no avail. I have been robbed of the simplest joys of life and I'm at a loss as to why. View my complete profile. Pains, trains, and automobiles. Pains, trains, and automobiles. Why wasn't he with his kid or kids? Most likely he was in a drunken stupor, either alone or partying with friends. Foolish waste. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).

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4-Lorn: August 2011

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I'm a middle aged male, married with two children. I've battled depression since adolescence. I have pursued an endless, tedious and exhaustive search for a solution—to no avail. I have been robbed of the simplest joys of life and I'm at a loss as to why. View my complete profile. Point Of No Return. Point Of No Return. My marriage is disintegrating. It may be time to seek more intense treatment before. I lose my wife — or my life. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). From Manic to Mindful. How I Beat Depression.