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Disaster Poodle: A Dream Within A Dream
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Monday, June 23, 2014. A Dream Within A Dream. On May 14th, 2014, my dad died. Since then, writing has felt like a dreaded chore. But I knew I couldn't possibly write about anything else until I addressed this. In my experience, the more I dread something, the more I need to bite the bullet and dig in. That anxiety has a purpose - it's telling me to do something and that after I do, I will feel like a weight has been lifted. June 24, 2014 at 3:04 PM. Thanks for taking the time to comment on my blog!
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Disaster Poodle: July 2015
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Wednesday, July 8, 2015. Sometimes Things Are Not Okay. Sometimes things are not okay, and that's okay. Sometimes things are not okay for no particular reason, or at least any reason that someone who's not in your head would understand, and that's okay, too. You either trudge through the shit or you stay stuck in the shit. You can acknowledge and share your own shame and feel better, but you can't make anyone else share with you. They have to come to that place on their own, and maybe they never will...
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Disaster Poodle: Emotions (Abridged) 2
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Sunday, February 22, 2015. This week, I felt because. My mom is in the process of moving from the house I lived in throughout middle/high school. Though haven't technically lived there for almost 9 years since I moved away to college, this impending change still has me kinda bummed. I know my heavy emotions are mostly about my late father. 20s, going on 60. Back in the day, I could easily run on 6-7 hours of sleep. But this week it seemed that unless I got 9 hours or more. Well, prepar ing. I've been fee...
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Disaster Poodle: My Lizard Brain and Me
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Saturday, November 15, 2014. My Lizard Brain and Me. It's November now and snowing here in Michigan. The holidays are fast-approaching and soon we'll be on our belated Honeymoon/"I Survived 2014 and I Deserve a Fucking Vacation Because Seriously This Year Was the Worst" cruise to the western Caribbean. Then it will be 2015. Although I'm still getting flashbacks from last year's Polar Vortices, I am craving the start of a new year. A new chapter. This year has been. transformative. To say the least. He wa...
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Disaster Poodle: January 2015
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Monday, January 12, 2015. So life has been a bit of a whirlwind these days, but in mostly good ways. After returning from our Belated Honeymoon (which was perfect and amazing and I will gush about it later, with photos) on December 21st, I went to my hometown to visit some high school friends and fetch my dog, who I probably missed more than anyone during our 10 day absence. No offense, human friends. Look how unbearably adorable he is:. Don't you just want to throw up a little? And I'm feeling motivated...
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Disaster Poodle: May 2016
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Wednesday, May 11, 2016. The impermanence of everything. How dare you leave me:. The lyrics to that song in my memory. The feeling that I get when I make my way home. Everything a reminder of everything lost;. Everything to be lost-. But just like all that ever existed,. Or ever will exist,. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Hi I'm Victoria. I write better than I talk. My First Guest Post! I wrote a thing! On Diets and Body Shaming. Sometimes Things Are Not Okay. The impermanence of everything. Be Your Own Lady.
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Disaster Poodle: the impermanence of everything
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Wednesday, May 11, 2016. The impermanence of everything. How dare you leave me:. The lyrics to that song in my memory. The feeling that I get when I make my way home. Everything a reminder of everything lost;. Everything to be lost-. But just like all that ever existed,. Or ever will exist,. Thanks for taking the time to comment on my blog! Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Hi I'm Victoria. I write better than I talk. My First Guest Post! I wrote a thing! On Diets and Body Shaming. Be Your Own Lady.
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Disaster Poodle: Emotions (Abridged): 1
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Friday, February 13, 2015. You beautiful, unstoppable freight trains. This week, I felt because. I'm trying to build a new business as a freelance writer. I have a shiton of things to do and learn, I feel frazzled and overwhelmed on the daily, and every day I seem to be disappointed with myself over not getting as much done as I think I should have. This blog has unwillingly been thrown onto to the backburner because apparently starting a freelance business is really fucking hard and time consuming.
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Disaster Poodle: These Changes
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Wednesday, July 9, 2014. Lately, I've felt like I've been doing everything and nothing at once. That probably makes no sense to you, so allow me to clarify the way I always do: a really long post with a lot of feelings-words and .gifs. I'm just gonna be upfront about this:. I am taking one class. I have no job. But wait, I thought you were getting an MPA. You may ask. "And I thought you had a super impressive graduate assistantship. That you bragged about like an asshole? You may also ask. Hmm it's a lot...
