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This is just a half-life: May 2005
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This is just a half-life. Life is like million images in my mind's eye and only some are apparent. Many are ambiguous. So, would you help me find it? Even just half of it. Monday, May 30, 2005. Stop Forrest Stop, no, I mean Run. I was so bored to start the week last Monday. Heading off to office was stressful because of traffic jam. At work, I was not as productive due to my bad mood to start the week. My head is aching and I feel so weak because of uber-boredom. After a couple of minutes, atlast, she ca...
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This is just a half-life: January 2005
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This is just a half-life. Life is like million images in my mind's eye and only some are apparent. Many are ambiguous. So, would you help me find it? Even just half of it. Monday, January 24, 2005. Outwit. Outplay. Outlast. Yeah you’ve guessed it right. The title speaks for itself. After the 9th installment of the most viewed reality show in the world, comes yet another series: Survivor Palau. I’ve browsed all the castaways’ biographies in the CBS site. When I saw her picture, whoa, she’s a hottie! The f...
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This is just a half-life: February 2005
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This is just a half-life. Life is like million images in my mind's eye and only some are apparent. Many are ambiguous. So, would you help me find it? Even just half of it. Thursday, February 24, 2005. Atlast, I've invited poison. After work, we met with complete caution and we're like rats trying to hide from the cats. Haha. I just can't imagine that we are in complete paranoia during the time we are walking to our dinner place. Haha. Whew, we've reached the place without seeing any cats! To poison, she ...
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Being And Unbecoming: March 2005
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Toggling a humdrum life between the other. You won't see me crying. Sometimes we fail to recognize a good thing even it is right there and there staring us in face. We refuse to be committed to the greatest girl we’ve ever met because we’re so comfortable with the unattached life. Then we buckle down in fear when she begins to make plans that don’t include us. Just thinking how hard it’s going to be without her is disheartening. When I hid inside. Oh, I hid inside and I cried. Jotted by maun at 9:12:00 AM.
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Being And Unbecoming: Finding It To Lose It
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Toggling a humdrum life between the other. Finding It To Lose It. Jim Paredes has this very timely post about Finding and Losing. Jotted by maun at 9:32:00 PM. Doing Myself a Favor. The Lives of Others. Drop-dead, Astute, Gorgeous. Why People Fall In and Out of Love. What Do I Know. But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet;Tread softly because you tread on my dreams." - William Butler Yeats.". Every human being has its own other self".
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Being And Unbecoming: Isn't Necessarily
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Toggling a humdrum life between the other. Love isn't necessarily like the romantic movies we see, the feel good novel read or martyrdom stories confided by our closest friends. Jotted by maun at 9:49:00 PM. When Were Old And Less Of Baggage. Finding It To Lose It. Doing Myself a Favor. The Lives of Others. Drop-dead, Astute, Gorgeous. But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet;Tread softly because you tread on my dreams." - William Butler Yeats.".
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Being And Unbecoming: Found to Lose
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Toggling a humdrum life between the other. I hate to be where she is not, when she is not. And yet, I am always going, and she cannot follow - Henry De Tamble. Jotted by maun at 1:14:00 AM. When Were Old And Less Of Baggage. Finding It To Lose It. Doing Myself a Favor. The Lives of Others. Drop-dead, Astute, Gorgeous. Why People Fall In and Out of Love. Every human being has its own other self".
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Being And Unbecoming: February 2005
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Toggling a humdrum life between the other. Keep On Loving You. You should've seen by the look in my eyes, baby. There was something missing. You should've known by the tone a' my voice, maybe. But you didn't listen. You played dead, but you never bled,. Instead you lay still in the grass, all coiled up and hissing. And though I know all about those men. Still I don't remember. Cause it was us, baby, ready for them. And we're still together. And I meant, every word I said. And I'm gonna keep on loving you.
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Being And Unbecoming: Papang
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Toggling a humdrum life between the other. This is an uber late post as I haven't posted for almost year. But friends prompted me to open this online pandora. The whole morning today, I've been reading thought from friends about their moms, of becoming a mom and being a mom. I was envious but what would I write? I barely recall my mom. something I wish I had a few to recollect. I am revisiting drafts and here's an entry I knew I should have posted the day I wrote it - about my father. Papang has grown old.
