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A Rae of Sunshine: August 2011
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A Rae of Sunshine. Snippets of my life dealing with infertility, the loss of my twins at nearly 20 weeks, trying to make sense of it, and trying to heal in order to start over again. Friday, August 19, 2011. Where has the time gone? I am so sorry my little babies, Mommy could not save you. Thursday, August 18, 2011. Inspired by the old school stuff. I saw this quote from a great group in someones profile recently and have decided to adopt it, so thank you to the random person who inspired me. Our journey...
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A Rae of Sunshine: March 2012
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A Rae of Sunshine. Snippets of my life dealing with infertility, the loss of my twins at nearly 20 weeks, trying to make sense of it, and trying to heal in order to start over again. Monday, March 19, 2012. We went out to dinner with family last night, had an ice cream cake (no happy birthday writing or song), and let some chinese sky/fire lanterns off into the night. It was a low key night and was beautiful. What the heart has once owned and loved, it will never lose" -HWB. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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A Rae of Sunshine: December 2011
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A Rae of Sunshine. Snippets of my life dealing with infertility, the loss of my twins at nearly 20 weeks, trying to make sense of it, and trying to heal in order to start over again. Wednesday, December 7, 2011. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers. Faces of loss / faces of hope. Finding My New Normal. Happy 5th Birthday in Heaven. Keeping busy and Disney Dreaming. Girl Scout Samoa (or Caramel deLite! Our journey after Angeline. View my complete profile.
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A Rae of Sunshine: October 2011
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A Rae of Sunshine. Snippets of my life dealing with infertility, the loss of my twins at nearly 20 weeks, trying to make sense of it, and trying to heal in order to start over again. Friday, October 28, 2011. Everyday its-a getting closer. Ive finished a few more things that needed to be done before IVF starts. I had my saline sonohystogram and it showed that there was no damage to my uterus resulting from the birth of the twins or from the D&C to remove the placentas. This is great news. He is my glue.
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A Rae of Sunshine: November 2011
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A Rae of Sunshine. Snippets of my life dealing with infertility, the loss of my twins at nearly 20 weeks, trying to make sense of it, and trying to heal in order to start over again. Wednesday, November 30, 2011. Now I just sit and wait. We put back 2 embryos, a 6 cell and an 8 cell. Both had less than 10% fragmentation (the cells have been dividing cleanly). Tuesday, November 29, 2011. I got a better report this afternoon. All 7 are still growing and are between 3 and 4 cells which is normal for day...
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A Rae of Sunshine: July 2011
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A Rae of Sunshine. Snippets of my life dealing with infertility, the loss of my twins at nearly 20 weeks, trying to make sense of it, and trying to heal in order to start over again. Monday, July 25, 2011. T minus 2 weeks. I am scared to do this again, I ask myself "what if it happens again? It touches me how much people care and the lengths others are willing to take to make this happen for us,. Saturday, July 2, 2011. I am a dirty liar. When you ask me how I am doing and I reply with "fine", "ok", or "...
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A Rae of Sunshine: 1 year
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A Rae of Sunshine. Snippets of my life dealing with infertility, the loss of my twins at nearly 20 weeks, trying to make sense of it, and trying to heal in order to start over again. Monday, March 19, 2012. We went out to dinner with family last night, had an ice cream cake (no happy birthday writing or song), and let some chinese sky/fire lanterns off into the night. It was a low key night and was beautiful. What the heart has once owned and loved, it will never lose" -HWB. March 19, 2012 at 7:03 PM.
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A Rae of Sunshine: September 2011
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A Rae of Sunshine. Snippets of my life dealing with infertility, the loss of my twins at nearly 20 weeks, trying to make sense of it, and trying to heal in order to start over again. Wednesday, September 28, 2011. They sent me a sign. Its been a little over six months since they left us and Ive been waiting, wondering when they would give me some sort of sign that they are around us. Maybe I haven't been looking at the right times or I wasn't ready to see it. I saw it and it brought me to tears. Our 2nd ...
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A Rae of Sunshine: Nothing to freeze
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A Rae of Sunshine. Snippets of my life dealing with infertility, the loss of my twins at nearly 20 weeks, trying to make sense of it, and trying to heal in order to start over again. Wednesday, December 7, 2011. December 9, 2011 at 12:29 AM. I am sorry for this discouraging news. The loss of potential is so difficult, too. I can definitely relate to ongoing disappointment on top of grief. December 14, 2011 at 11:10 AM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers.
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A Rae of Sunshine: March 2011
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A Rae of Sunshine. Snippets of my life dealing with infertility, the loss of my twins at nearly 20 weeks, trying to make sense of it, and trying to heal in order to start over again. Tuesday, March 15, 2011. You may call me a bad blogger, but. I just call myself superstitious. Ive sat down time and time again to write this but have always chickened out. Here we go, I AM PREGNANT! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers. Faces of loss / faces of hope. Finding My New Normal.
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