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人生勉強: 10.2007
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It's been a hell of a long time since I've blogged. I'm currently in my hotel in Kanoya, and the internet is free. I've been taking advantage of it all week. I leave tomorrow, and if I don't write something on here, I'll regret it. Too much happens these days. Business makes time fly by.it's already October. I arrived June 13th. When I got here I wondered how long I could get away with under-age drinking, as my birthday seemed so far away. But you may as well tell me that it's only 2 weeks away. Where Ar...
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人生勉強: As it is available.
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As it is available. She reads Vonnegut after running out of cigarettes. She must not have known me to be a writer. What a title! I'm sure she must know that I would never claim such a title, and especially never say such to her. She may speak of Ulysses or Grendel, of which only a small portion I know. She knows this. I've seen her looking, thinking, analyzing. I so hope she does not take this night as evidence, but she must. Where do I go from here? One day (I'll show you). From blocking your insights.
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人生勉強: 08.2007
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Mostly though, fuck Facebook. I have finally joined, my protest has ended, and I am ashamed of myself. I've fallen in with a bad e-crowd. There's always so much to blog about these days,. I find myself lost as soon as I hit the keyboard. I'll sum up some things in point form from the last month, because otherwise too many will become essays:. I've worn a Yukata (this one probably wouldn't be an essay). I've been to an underground Japanese punk-rock, rock, and hard-core show. I was rather spontaneously se...
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人生勉強: 08.2008
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As it is available. She reads Vonnegut after running out of cigarettes. She must not have known me to be a writer. What a title! I'm sure she must know that I would never claim such a title, and especially never say such to her. She may speak of Ulysses or Grendel, of which only a small portion I know. She knows this. I've seen her looking, thinking, analyzing. I so hope she does not take this night as evidence, but she must. Where do I go from here? One day (I'll show you). From blocking your insights.
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人生勉強: 04.2008
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My friend Rieko constantly points out how "lucky" I am, as she puts it. The other day we were sitting in my friend Yohei's house when she said,. I really can't believe how lucky you are. You're too lucky. One of these days your luck will backfire on you, and when it does it'll be really bad because of how lucky you've been up to now. Maybe it will happen in China.". That's a dangerous place for it to happen.", I replied. You mean when I die? Yeah, well, I'm Japanese, right? She framed one of them, which ...
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人生勉強: 01.2008
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A Story of サビス。 A couple of days ago I was enjoying my day off before having to trek to Kanoya city, wherein I would spend 5 days in a hotel, and away from my dearest Japanese friend, Hana (はな)(花). Us both knowing this, he invited me to the bar he works at, named Rastas, as he was bartending alone that night and decided to use his power to give me free drinks and no table-charge (note: table-charge = shitty). As morning rolled around, I couldn't help but be aware in a half-conscious state of sleep that t...
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人生勉強: 03.2008
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Super Mario explains The Multiverse. I am in Kanoya yet again for my business trip. I will return Saturday night, by ferry, see some people I love, and set out once again on Monday; this time to Kumamoto for a meeting. The day after that, I will journey to Beppu, Oita Prefecture, to substitute for one week. Even though I will lose valuable holidays, I will also get a chance to see the beauty that is Beppu, and I will be paid to go. Hana and I are trying to plan a trip to his hometown, Nara, before I leav...
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人生勉強: 12.2007
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This is for memory's sake. Recently I spoke with a dear friend, and asked her what she does when she finds herself falling into actions she is not proud of. I asked her what solidifies her will; what pushes her towards change? There is always something better.". I'm finding that in order to solidify my spirit, I have to change a lot of my actions up to this point. Yet, I am in control of my life, but not in the totalistic sense that I constantly wish I were. And so becomes this odd mixture of me wishing ...
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人生勉強: 11.2007
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I have made promises to the day,. And have broken them nearly every chance I've been given,. And scraped by by some fortune I seem to have been given also, but not respected. I have known that my life comes with responsibility,. And the waste I have made of it so far. Regret, the inaudible word of definition, may have been closer to the tip of my tongue than I wanted to admit. Going against all I've known, I am complacent to my actions speaking the loudest. Yet I curse myself when actions are failed,.
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人生勉強: 07.2007
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Sorry everyone, I've been really busy with "Summer School" in the last little bit, and since I still don't have my computer, it's been incredibly difficult to spend time on the ol' blog. This should change soon I hope, but for now I'm far too busy, and I'm running out of money to boot, so paying for an internet cafe isn't a possibility for me right now (I'm currently taking 20 minutes on the hotel computer while teaching at one of my far-away schools). But things constantly look up if you let them. He's ...
