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Sam. I. Am.: February 2010
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Older Calmer. Wiser. Friday, February 26, 2010. The £381.60 Denied. So I’m on a mad one this week. I started my work experience last Monday, it’s entirely. Which is a bit of a bone of contention for me. It’s in the hotel I worked in during the summer, So I still know my clock in number, I pass the panel every day and resist the urge to go over and stab ‘986 ENT’ into it, and watch the money roll into my account. But alas. Is it car insurance and lessons? 8217; Crackin’! Friday, February 26, 2010. I could...
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Sam. I. Am.: March 2010
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Older Calmer. Wiser. Sunday, March 28, 2010. This is driving me nuts. We’re going to Portugal, we’re going down the country, we’re doing all these things with our separate groups and cliques, but when I do things with the gays, suddenly I’m ditching my straight friends? My twenty first is this September, and they’ll be in Portugal, but I. Have my party when their back? Just so I could surprise one of the girls at her 19th about two weeks ago, but my twenty first has to be moved? Bars, and ogle the freaks?
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Sam. I. Am.: DEAD
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Older Calmer. Wiser. Sunday, August 29, 2010. I’ve been thinking more and more about killing myself lately. And as rational as my thought are, they just seem like an answer. Sam X. Sunday, August 29, 2010. Once I had a glass of red wine standing by, and many, many crushed paracetamol. Then I found out how painful and prolonged a death that was. I was too much of a coward in the face of pain. Had there been a gun, I might not be here. 29 August 2010 at 18:00. Ive been where you are MANY times before.
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Notes from "Cole": June 2011
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Monday, June 20, 2011. There came a time when the risk to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom. Anaïs Nin. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Being quite homesick for heaven, I search for and relish in enlightening moments of beauty and spirit, when eternity seems near enough to almost comprehend. I don't really understand God, but I crave being near that kind of good orderly direction. View my complete profile. And flowers pick themselves (my other exercize in verbosity).
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Sam. I. Am.: April 2010
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Older Calmer. Wiser. Thursday, April 22, 2010. He’s going into a rehabilitation centre for four weeks. It’s a live-in, 24 hours a day situation. Of course this is a great thing, his alcoholism has plagued this family for the last 6 years. At the same time, he has this self righteous attitude that he’s doing this grand gesture, so his shit no longer stinks. And to a certain degree my parents are heaping praise upon him. Thursday, April 22, 2010. Links to this post. Monday, April 19, 2010. So it all seemed...
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Notes from "Cole": things i say after midnight
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Sunday, March 4, 2012. Things i say after midnight. Integrity at all times, good sirs. it's like breathing. i have felt little pieces of death every time i've attempted deceit or repression. falsity is not worth the trouble. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. And flowers pick themselves (my other exercize in verbosity). From a Status Update, Earlier Today. Things i say after midnight. One Day of Mine. He asked. I said yes. Cryptic Language and Vague References.
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Sam. I. Am.: February 2011
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Older Calmer. Wiser. Monday, February 28, 2011. I have food guilt. I feel guilty when I eat. I don't know why. I used to be really really big, and always felt paranoid eating in public, like people were looking, wondering why that heavy guy is still. It's just, I don't want to be seen eating. Is that normal? In my head I still feel huge. I'm thinking that might have something to do with it? Monday, February 28, 2011. Links to this post. Sunday, February 20, 2011. Ah, that blog. I've also been involved.
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Sam. I. Am.: September 2010
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Older Calmer. Wiser. Sunday, September 05, 2010. And In The End. Well guys, on the first of January 2008, I didn’t see this coming. But it came, and changed my life in a way. I’ve come out, made friends, lost friends. Changed. Changed again. And now, I think it’s time to put Sam. I. Am. to sleep. It’s been so much fun, and I’ve loved writing, but it shouldn’t be a chore. It should be something I. I’m not going to delete my blog, and I still read all the updatables to the right of this page. And.
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The Gay and Invisible Journal: January 2015
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TIMELINE OF THE STORY. Sunday, 18 January 2015. The Time I Had Two Sex Dates In One Day ❷. Previously on. The Time I Had Two Sex Dates In One Day ❶. Within an hour of leaving messages here and there, I was in talks with two potential candidates for some more fun. One was a hot Asian guy, who initially was a little aloof, but ended up dangling the possibility of a threesome with his hot Aussie boyfriend. Okay, how hot is hot? I remember thinking about myself at that point and wondered what will be my path.
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The Gay and Invisible Journal: Can You Believe It's June?
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TIMELINE OF THE STORY. Sunday, 14 June 2015. Can You Believe It's June? Hey there, it's been a while. I just checked the date of my last published post and it was dated for January 2015, while we are already in June. I can't help but wonder why does time crawl when we're in school, but flies like a bullet right after you pass the twenty mark and you're still way behind a lot of people who have developed by leaps and bounds into the powerful individual that they are. Tired, unmotivated and uninspired.
