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Searching the Shores: April 2005
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005. I appreciate all the kind words. It is amazing how 'strangers' can make things so much better. I have put all the negative items into a box in my brain and am only taking them out when I have to. The rest of the time I am reveling in the sun. I have my last Wednesday night class tonight, which is actually a free wine/ Chinese food party at the professor's house. Tomorrow is my last Thursday night class which is an exam. I liked the first prof's idea better. The scream penetrate...
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Searching the Shores: May 2005
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005. You thought I was gonna say I finished my papers didn't you? Not a chance- sadly. I don't know how people who have lives are ever going to finish them. Posted by Butterscotch at 11:19 PM. It amazes me that this prof is still alive. If anyone wonders why I am not blogging lately it is cause I am currently busy writing two 42 page papers. No, you did not read that wrong. Posted by Butterscotch at 9:49 AM. Wednesday, May 25, 2005. Boy, feel the love. A stranger's unexpected smile.
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Searching the Shores: And So It Begins...
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Sunday, January 08, 2006. And So It Begins. I wasn't planning on posting again till I finished watching all of the episodes of Battlestar Galactica, but at this rate, I realized you may all give me up for dead if I wait that long. The New Year is upon us, and I am pretty sure I am under one of the heavier parts of its body. The left butt cheek perhaps. Yes, perhaps this is all coming from my missing Kissboy- since things really have ended this time- but whatever the reason, I want it to go away. Enou...
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Searching the Shores: Speaking Of Orgasms
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005. Could someone please explain to me what an orgasm feels like? I'm working on learning how my body works and am not all that pleased at the recent results. I mean, I can get to the point where I know I am gonna- without a doubt- but then when I should be yelling "YES, OH GOD YES," I find myself saying "Was that it? Obviously I am doing something wrong. That can't be it. Can it? A short warm fuzzy feeling is not the explosion I am looking for. Posted by Butterscotch at 4:03 PM.
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Searching the Shores: Welcome 2006?
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Sunday, January 01, 2006. You guys can keep me on track. My New Year's Resolutions:. 10: To start my New Year on January 3rd. 9: To stop complaining out loud. Silent thoughts and blogging do not count. 8: To pay off one half of my line of credit. This of course depends on my actually having work for the entire year. 7: To have work for the entire year. 5: To meet at least five new people that I enjoy spending time with. 4: To accept that I may be single for yet another year; accept and be okay with it.
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Searching the Shores: July 2005
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Friday, July 22, 2005. Well, Butterscotch is a giddy mess, one who will not be able to spend much time posting as she needs to continue re-packing as she has to once again cut down on the amount of crap she wants to take. For someone who doesn't wear make-up and who has never dyed or permed her hair, I am such a girl. I was disheartened to have gained two pounds at my last weigh in, but on the bright side, my body fat has dropped five points, and my body itself has shrunk. I really wanted to look goo...
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Searching the Shores: June 2005
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005. Rated R, Well, For B Anyway. So I had a friend offer to show me how to masturbate last night. A female friend. Thank God we were on the phone at the time, cause really, I am not sure she would have been pleased by the look on my face. While the visual may be a treat to some of the male variety, it did permanent damage to my imagination. I have known this girl since grade eight, and though she didn't say it was- I took it as a joke. What other choice did I have? Hey, better looki...
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Searching the Shores: October 2004
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Saturday, October 30, 2004. In comment to another blog:. First I have to say that though they can keep trying, you are right, men will never understand women. I mean, how can you be expected to when most times we don't even understand ourselves? If you narrow the field down to one woman your chances are a little better cause each one is unique, and you have some hope of learning what her various behaviours mean. I do stress 'little' though, cause irrational mood swings can erupt at any given time. D) If ...
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Searching the Shores: Lap Dance Anyone?
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Sunday, January 15, 2006. Ah the joys of a stagette. I am exhausted, and on the verge of collapse but could not hit my bed till I gave you at least a taste of my Saturday night. It began innocently enough with twenty girls, food, laughs, and various beverages. One particular beverage became a part of a game that saw many of us face shooters- the prebride facing the most of course. The 'exercise' being our two hours of pole and lap dancing lessons. Yes, you heard that right. Visualize away. We missed the ...
