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SOLILOQUY: November 2011
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Wednesday, 30 November 2011. This is Not Sabotage. Are you in doubt? Are you in doubt just like I am? Are you an adult? Are you an adult like I physically am? Are you an adult like I mentally am not? I am retaining, I am maintaining. I’ve been trying so hard to extinguish the internal fire, and now that the flame is almost gone, I subsequently keep getting burned by an external fire that keeps igniting through minor provocations. This doesn’t sound like the initial plan. 8221; - Tool. Ә kwie] serves as a...
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SOLILOQUY: October 2009
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Friday, 16 October 2009. There comes a time in each person’s life when they have all the faith in the world that they can finally make something happen. Now Arabella has reached the point of no return. It was almost beyond imaginary. Things she regrets saying. Sights she regrets seeing. Sounds she regrets hearing. Words she regrets writing. There’s no turning back, unfortunately. Why are you always grey? Why is she always black and. How did I become emotionless, apathetic and intolerant? Ә kwie] serves a...
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SOLILOQUY: This is Not Sabotage
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Wednesday, 30 November 2011. This is Not Sabotage. Are you in doubt? Are you in doubt just like I am? Are you an adult? Are you an adult like I physically am? Are you an adult like I mentally am not? I am retaining, I am maintaining. I’ve been trying so hard to extinguish the internal fire, and now that the flame is almost gone, I subsequently keep getting burned by an external fire that keeps igniting through minor provocations. This doesn’t sound like the initial plan. 8221; - Tool. 3 June 2012 at 18:05.
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SOLILOQUY: September 2010
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Monday, 27 September 2010. I am not used to dealing with so much rejection. Friday, 3 September 2010. To always have people waiting for you does not make you look important. Oh my God I am such a fucking smart-ass. Labels: Idiosyncrasy Creates New Philosophy. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Lo and Behold: SOLILOQUY. Reading this blog is not advised as it will not do anyone any good. Reisha Annabelle Sinulingga, 22, female, Jakarta. I am your average unemployed fresh graduate. Read my first post.
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SOLILOQUY: September 2009
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Friday, 18 September 2009. Outta my way you prick. You've done too much damage. It wasn't me, it was Arabella. Blame her. It was all her fault. Blame Arabella! A silence that leaves me with the opportunity to feel the need to be motivated by a particular interrogation. Unlike how I usually behave, I would gladly like to interfere. Mine is limitless. There are so many things I would like to be told. There are so many things I would like to tell. I can not yet tell if it was intentional. This disappearance...
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SOLILOQUY: Inertia
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Tuesday, 24 August 2010. I am eager to keep your mind off that song that has been playing in your head for hours. I could try making sense while you are jumping between spaces. I could take my turn standing still while you stray. I want to hold on to something, would you offer me a hand? This isn’t about me being prescient. I am almost exhausted. Why are you always grey? Why am I always black and white? Maybe it’s because of my ego – maybe it’s because of yours. Or perhaps I have been somehow misled.
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SOLILOQUY: August 2009
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Saturday, 15 August 2009. I don't feel alright. I'm not usually this obvious. Wednesday, 12 August 2009. Even Better than the Real Thing. At this point it has appeared in most dreams I have had. It feels safe and sickening – as if being suspended in midair. It was just like in the movies. Revelation, revelation, don’t you strangers all wish for a revelation? I know I do. I wish I could conspicuously exclaim it out, like IN YOUR FACE. 8221; – Faith No More. 8220; It really, really, really could happen.
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SOLILOQUY: Hello, stranger. I don’t think we’ve met before.
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Wednesday, 17 June 2009. Hello, stranger. I don’t think we’ve met before. The first things of everything should be introductory, so here goes the introductory first post. I have just turned 20. I have spent 12 years of my youth studying in Bakti Mulya 400, and I’m currently a striving Advertising student in STIKOM The London School of Public Relations Jakarta. I have been careful enough not to indulge myself in any manner of today’s youth hedonism. Of course it’s tempting, I’d be ly...I have not decided ...
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SOLILOQUY: August 2011
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Friday, 12 August 2011. The more time I spend to think, the more questions I come up with. I assume you all know the phrase “fight fire with fire” – but how are we supposed to fight ice? Or is it a completely different context? And by the way – why is it always a fight, why is it always a competition for me? Or it’s just that I am that. You know you do, but do you know how often you do? If you take the time to think it's actually that simple. You shouldn’t have disregarded that passage. I am a strong bel...
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SOLILOQUY: December 2009
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Tuesday, 29 December 2009. I was swallowed by words that were none. I have viciously self-disarmed. Everything that were not right, I have overlooked. Efforts were dedicated to embrace discretion. I have mysteriously clad in another facade. Patience was all I have. I cannot be more surreptitious. Responds to the same inquisition varied from time to time. Why are you always grey? Why am I always black and white? Fortune tellers warned me. I never paid attention. I never shake off my obsession. November wa...