ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com

If I Had Not Believed

Saturday, January 17, 2009. Today is one of those days when the depression is very present. I don't have anything to be depressed about, but it is here nonetheless, joining forces with the herxheimer exhaustion, fogging my too-tired imagination. Why do I feel that I can't accept His embrace today, sitting here in my normally aching body and too-often depressed mood? I played the piano today, and then I didn't play. I always forget how much life there is, how much ache, how much beauty in music. I also re...

http://ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com/

OVERVIEW OF ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com

TRAFFIC RANK

>1,000,000

REVIEWS

0

PAGES IN THIS WEBSITE

14

LINKS TO THIS WEBSITE

CONTACTS

ADDRESSES

SOCIAL LINKS

ONLINE SINCE

WEBSITE DETAILS

SEO

PAGES

SIMILAR SITES

TRAFFIC RANK FOR IFIHADNOTBELIEVED.BLOGSPOT.COM

TODAY'S RATING

>1,000,000

TRAFFIC RANK - AVERAGE PER MONTH

BEST MONTH

March

AVERAGE PER DAY Of THE WEEK

HIGHEST TRAFFIC ON

Tuesday

TRAFFIC BY CITY

Sign up

CUSTOMER REVIEWS

Average Rating: 3.1 out of 5 with 9 reviews

5 star

0

4 star

5

3 star

2

2 star

0

1 star

2

Hey there! Start your review of ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com

AVERAGE USER RATING

Write a Review

WEBSITE PREVIEW

LOAD TIME

0.4 seconds

FAVICON PREVIEW

16x16
32x32

CONTACTS AT IFIHADNOTBELIEVED.BLOGSPOT.COM

ADD CONTACT

Login

TO VIEW CONTACTS

Remove Contacts

FOR PRIVACY ISSUES

CONTENT

PAGES IN
THIS WEBSITE

14

SSL

EXTERNAL LINKS

0

SITE IP

172.217.12.129

LOAD TIME

0.421 sec

SCORE

6.2

PAGE TITLE

If I Had Not Believed | ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com Reviews

<META> DESCRIPTION

Saturday, January 17, 2009. Today is one of those days when the depression is very present. I don't have anything to be depressed about, but it is here nonetheless, joining forces with the herxheimer exhaustion, fogging my too-tired imagination. Why do I feel that I can't accept His embrace today, sitting here in my normally aching body and too-often depressed mood? I played the piano today, and then I didn't play. I always forget how much life there is, how much ache, how much beauty in music. I also re...

<META> KEYWORDS

1 helpful links

2 postpartum progress

3 recent comments

4 grasp

5 2 comments

6 heidi

7 and weight gain

8 no comments

9 community

10 helpful links sidebar

CONTENT

Page content here

KEYWORDS ON PAGE

helpful links,postpartum progress,recent comments,grasp,2 comments,heidi,and weight gain,no comments,community,helpful links sidebar,katherine stone,labels community,resources,7 comments,when nothing happens,image from sxc,1 comment,guilt,amy carmichael

SERVER

GSE

CONTENT-TYPE

utf-8

GOOGLE PREVIEW

If I Had Not Believed | ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com Reviews

https://ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com

Saturday, January 17, 2009. Today is one of those days when the depression is very present. I don't have anything to be depressed about, but it is here nonetheless, joining forces with the herxheimer exhaustion, fogging my too-tired imagination. Why do I feel that I can't accept His embrace today, sitting here in my normally aching body and too-often depressed mood? I played the piano today, and then I didn't play. I always forget how much life there is, how much ache, how much beauty in music. I also re...

INTERNAL PAGES

ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com

1

If I Had Not Believed: April 2008

http://ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com/2008_04_01_archive.html

Thursday, April 10, 2008. I think it's normal to feel guilty for being depressed. I think it's also normal (and important) to fight that guilt. But feeling guilty for having a good day when you have been depressed. That feeling has sent me spiraling downward more than once recently. I said I was depressed yesterday - am I not depressed today? And if I'm not, was I really depressed yesterday? But I don't want my good days to be driven by the need to legitimize my bad days. Today, their sound is brighter.

2

If I Had Not Believed: A Bit From Us

http://ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com/2008/12/bit-from-us.html

Saturday, December 20, 2008. A Bit From Us. Has been posting recently over on her blog, Live With Desire. About what she has been facing this Christmas season from hormonal imbalances. I so admire her for living. Even in the crushing disappointment and frustration she experiences every day. I also recently posted some thoughts about the nitty gritty of our Christmas at Restless Heart. No snow, no cold weather, no traditional Christmas. I feel disconnected from the season, but this is where I am.

3

If I Had Not Believed: Guilt

http://ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com/2008/04/guilt.html

Thursday, April 10, 2008. I think it's normal to feel guilty for being depressed. I think it's also normal (and important) to fight that guilt. But feeling guilty for having a good day when you have been depressed. That feeling has sent me spiraling downward more than once recently. I said I was depressed yesterday - am I not depressed today? And if I'm not, was I really depressed yesterday? But I don't want my good days to be driven by the need to legitimize my bad days. Today, their sound is brighter.

4

If I Had Not Believed: February 2008

http://ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com/2008_02_01_archive.html

Thursday, February 28, 2008. Good Days and Bad. It's hard not being able to count on anything. I can't make plans or have goals because I just don't know what I'll be capable of doing tomorrow, or the next day. It's depressing; in fact, it may be one of the biggest sources of my depression right now. And then, going and doing that, not worrying about goals or plans or "have to's.". I want to have goals, lists, plans. I want to see my life going somewhere. Though I've always eschewed the idea of a...Being...

5

If I Had Not Believed: About Heidi

http://ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com/2008/02/about-heidi.html

Sunday, February 17, 2008. I'm a woman of many apparent contradictions. I have a wonderful life in many respects. I have a wonderful husband, wonderful family, wonderful friends, and a job that I love. I've been incredibly lucky. Questions, doubt, and depression are not intellectual or theological questions for me. They're right here. Right now. I hope that by opening up my wounds to share with you, I will be able to encourage you that you are not alone in whatever pain and darkness you are facing. I...

UPGRADE TO PREMIUM TO VIEW 9 MORE

TOTAL PAGES IN THIS WEBSITE

14

OTHER SITES

ifihadmyownhandbagline.blogspot.com

If I had my own hand bag line.....................

If I had my own hand bag line. Tuesday, September 21, 2010. If you forgot to put a deposit slip in while depositing cash through an ATM will they still credit me? I deposited over 300 dollars and did it after i swiped my card and pressed deposit, and the amount I was depositing, I thought that was all I needed to do, but then realized I didn't put a deposit slip in the envelope. I really can't afford to lose that money, should I call my bank? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). If you could invent something new?

ifihadmyway.com

D180311A - Solving Problems - The Browser..

The Science of Democracy. If I Had My Way. One Man's Opinion - for what it's worth. To: Dave Winer - dave.winer@gmail.com. Cc: Doc Searls - dsearls@cyber.law.harvard.edu. From: Doug Skoglund - skoglund@pdmsb.com. Date: 11 Mar 2018 12:00 CST. Subject: Solving Problems - The Browser. Dave, you wrote:. Edward Snowden says "unencrypted web traffic is now provably a critical, in-the-wild vulnerability." Why? I quit doing business with the NYT and others that block my application in favor of the browser. I...

ifihadnever.com

My Site

This is my site description. Powered by InstantPage® from GoDaddy.com. Want one?

ifihadnevermetyou.skyrock.com

Blog de IfIhadnevermetyou - Blog de IfIhadnevermetyou - Skyrock.com

Mot de passe :. J'ai oublié mon mot de passe. Plus d'actions ▼. S'abonner à mon blog. Just the two of us. Création : 05/07/2013 à 14:38. Mise à jour : 23/12/2014 à 16:45. Tu ne peux pas voir le blog de IfIhadnevermetyou car vous n'êtes pas amis. Commence par suivre IfIhadnevermetyou pour devenir ami. Poster sur mon blog.

ifihadnotbeenthere.skyrock.com

IfIHadNotBeenThere's blog - If I Had Not Been There. - Skyrock.com

More options ▼. Subscribe to my blog. Created: 30/05/2013 at 11:58 AM. Updated: 01/06/2013 at 9:41 AM. If I Had Not Been There. Fiction avec Justin Bieber. Merci Beverly. Merci pour tout. Merci de m'avoir sauver en m'apprenant à aimer. D'avoir fait de ma vie ce qu'elle est devenue. De m'avoir rendu le sourire que je n'avais plus. Je ne te remercierai jamais assez pour tous ce que [.]. Avec Justin Bieber et Beverly Jones. Please enter the sequence of characters in the field below. Je hoche la tête. Je sui...

ifihadnotbelieved.blogspot.com

If I Had Not Believed

Saturday, January 17, 2009. Today is one of those days when the depression is very present. I don't have anything to be depressed about, but it is here nonetheless, joining forces with the herxheimer exhaustion, fogging my too-tired imagination. Why do I feel that I can't accept His embrace today, sitting here in my normally aching body and too-often depressed mood? I played the piano today, and then I didn't play. I always forget how much life there is, how much ache, how much beauty in music. I also re...

ifihadonemilliondollars.com

ifihadonemilliondollars.com -&nbspThis website is for sale! -&nbspDreams Resources and Information.

The domain ifihadonemilliondollars.com. May be for sale by its owner! This page provided to the domain owner free. By Sedo's Domain Parking. Disclaimer: Domain owner and Sedo maintain no relationship with third party advertisers. Reference to any specific service or trade mark is not controlled by Sedo or domain owner and does not constitute or imply its association, endorsement or recommendation.

ifihadoneplz.deviantart.com

ifihadoneplz - DeviantArt

Window.devicePixelRatio*screen.width 'x' window.devicePixelRatio*screen.height) :(screen.width 'x' screen.height) ; this.removeAttribute('onclick')" class="mi". Window.devicePixelRatio*screen.width 'x' window.devicePixelRatio*screen.height) :(screen.width 'x' screen.height) ; this.removeAttribute('onclick')". Deviant for 4 Years. This deviant's full pageview. Last Visit: 242 weeks ago. This is the place where you can personalize your profile! By moving, adding and personalizing widgets. Why," you ask?

ifihadonewish.com

ifihadonewish.com - This website is for sale! - ifihadonewish Resources and Information.

The owner of ifihadonewish.com. Is offering it for sale for an asking price of 1450 USD! This page provided to the domain owner free. By Sedo's Domain Parking. Disclaimer: Domain owner and Sedo maintain no relationship with third party advertisers. Reference to any specific service or trade mark is not controlled by Sedo or domain owner and does not constitute or imply its association, endorsement or recommendation.

ifihadonewish.skyrock.com

Blog de IfIHadOneWish - La vida es bOnita, es necesariO de aprOvecharse - Skyrock.com

Mot de passe :. J'ai oublié mon mot de passe. La vida es bOnita, es necesariO de aprOvecharse. L'amOur n'est pas l'amOur, qui varie en trOuvant que sOn Objet varie,. C'est un phare érigé pOur tOujOurs qui vOit les Ouragans sans jamais en trembler,. L'amOur ne varie avec ses cOurtes heures Ou semaines mais les empOrte au seuil du jugement dernier. Mise à jour :. Abonne-toi à mon blog! Voilà la décision est prise, j'arrête ce sky. J'espère que tout pourra à nouveau être comme avant car tu me manques. N'oub...

ifihadonlyknownsooner.com

ifihadonlyknownsooner.com at Directnic