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Sunday, March 27, 2005. Sometimes i just wish. How nice would it be. How peaceful would it become. Im here to say. Im tired of almost everything. Monday, March 21, 2005. I melt ur heart. And you melt mine. I understand, and i dont blame. Her big name arh. Update lahs. is what she always say. I dont care. is what she alwyas reply when i say see first. Still the CRAZIE girl i know. I shouldnt do that. I will never leave u alone. Saturday, March 12, 2005. Everything is going on fine. For me and him.
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Monday, January 31, 2005. Im turning crazy, turning mad! Realised, the feeling of love`. Its like, smthing i cant describe`. I yearn to see you,. I yearn to lean on you,. I yearn to hug you. All these, all that. Just you and me, is what we wished for. Im falling deeper deeper and even deeper into his hand. his heart. O my` isnt that a good thing? Thats all i wana say to you. I will seek for you`. I will hunt for you`. Whenever i could,. Didnt you realise,. I always searched in vain for your presense.
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Friday, April 29, 2005. Its tiring seeing books in the night. Im afraid, i cant continue. I dont wna give up. I wna work harder. Cant understand why people are so kind. Cant understand why she treats people so nice and yet got abused in return. Whats wrong with those people. I wna help her. I dont wna end up be like them. I cant make a difference. Teach me how to. I cant worship you. But i can thank you, by believing u do make miracles. I cant worship you. But, listen to my pray. I need you sometimes.
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Friday, December 24, 2004. Heyx guyx, pardon me if i didnt have your names up. wahax` tag on my board so i can add onto it. wahax` anyway, its my third time editing this entry. People walk in and out of my life. so many to remember. and yea, min still helped me think of some. hahax` i love everyone mentioned` no hatred between us` cz you are my friend. ( O ). Click on 'my footprintx' again. The bits of me.
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Saturday, February 26, 2005. Outx later. wellx, talked to my guy on the phone yesterday night. Theres a fear inside me. Itx all about tiredness. Im like a bad girlfriend. Another 2 more weeks wld be the holidays. Time just past in one glance. So fast, so fast. Hrmx, well, Joyanne isnt as playful as she is in the past. I will let u go, when i think theres a need. I will not hold you on, when i know itx a waste. Arghxplead YOU to help me. Listen to MY prays. I pray to YOU. If only i were an adult. O well, ...
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Monday, May 30, 2005. Saturday, May 21, 2005. Him, her, u, she, he. FAILURE, for everything. Im indeed not a GOOD friend. Zhiyan, joyanne, huimin, joelyn, and howchye. And sometimes, even linwei himself. I neglected all of them. arghs. My friend is leaving. How sad can that be. I wna be your friend. I know, we drifted. No longer, no longer what we used to be. Im not around for umpteen times. You trusted me, yet, i betrayed. I betrayed by not understanding you. Thanks for ur understanding. Im like so dense.