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The Alchemy of Grief: The Art of Healing
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The Alchemy of Grief. Friday, February 22, 2013. The Art of Healing. I saw an old customer the other day while out with Jack. The last time I saw him I was pregnant and about to pop with Marc. He came over and said hi and asked how old Jack was. He looked really confused. He said "it seems like he should be older? I told him Marc died and that Jack is my rainbow baby. I don't view it like that anymore though, now it is a place where Marc and Jack come together. A place where my belly casts from both ...
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The Alchemy of Grief: Doves Fly Like Children Released
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The Alchemy of Grief. Wednesday, May 15, 2013. Doves Fly Like Children Released. While walking on Mother's Day in Houston with my family we stumbled upon this beautiful statue. It made me think of baby Marc. The doves fly like children released. They first flutter and then gain strength and finally rise. Each release-to their first school, to driving, to a spouse is "with hope" that they will soar, some however, must be released forever, "with hope" that our goodbyes are not the end.". For Christmas I ha...
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The Alchemy of Grief: Capture Your Grief: What Not To Say
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The Alchemy of Grief. Wednesday, October 10, 2012. Capture Your Grief: What Not To Say. Capture Your Grief Day 6: What Not To Say. January 30, 2013 at 6:02 PM. In 1979 I lost my beautiful baby girl to SIDS. Not many were familiar with SIDS or Crib Death in the U.S. and even fewer in other countries. I heard my share of the What Not To Say comments, but the one that stopped me in my tracks and left me dumbfounded was Whyd you kill your baby? January 30, 2013 at 7:14 PM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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The Alchemy of Grief: Baby Marc Tribute Video
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The Alchemy of Grief. Saturday, June 29, 2013. Baby Marc Tribute Video. Https:/ www.facebook.com/photo.php? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers. I felt it was time to start sharing my story. I feel like this will be a healing thing for me to do. I woke up at 4:30am thinking my water. Happy 1st Birthday Baby Marc-Reflections On Our 1st Year Without You. 32 Week Pregnancy Update For Our Rainbow Jack. Capture Your Grief: What Not To Say. I saw an ...
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The Alchemy of Grief: Tangible Things
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The Alchemy of Grief. Wednesday, January 4, 2012. The cherry blossom tree is known for its short yet brilliant blooming season which ends with an inevitable fall to the ground. The Cherry Blossom meaning and symbolism is translated into the traditional Japanese Samurai spirit, the belief that life is short and beautiful, like the Cherry Blossom Flower's life span. December 10, 2012 at 8:42 AM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers. Capture Your G...
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The Alchemy of Grief: 32 Week Pregnancy Update For Our Rainbow Jack
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The Alchemy of Grief. Thursday, June 21, 2012. 32 Week Pregnancy Update For Our Rainbow Jack. Fruit comparison is a squash. He is about 17 inches long from head to feet and according to the weight estimate we got two weeks ago at our ultrasound he was about 3lbs 11ounces. Only 8 weeks left.maybe less! I wake up at least once every hour to pee or switch sides because my hips hurt so bad or my arm is asleep. This makes me tired all the time no matter what time I go to bed or how long of a nap I take. Every...
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The Alchemy of Grief: A Walk with Baby Marc
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The Alchemy of Grief. Wednesday, May 15, 2013. A Walk with Baby Marc. I should have an almost two year old. As I walked today I pictured an almost two year old Marc walking beside me. He held my hand as I imagined walking through my life without my grief. It's so hard to picture what that life looks like. What does it look like to just be a mom with her babies? I can't help but wonder, what does it feel like to have children but have never lost one? I walk with grief everyday. Sometimes she is follow...
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The Alchemy of Grief: Broken-but-Blessed
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The Alchemy of Grief. Friday, October 7, 2011. I felt it was time to start sharing my story. I feel like this will be a healing thing for me to do. I woke up at 4:30am thinking my water had broke. It was not a gush so I was not sure that my water really broke. I waited two hours a half hours! However I needed him sitting behind me and I needed to hold both of his hands and squeeze them very hard during contractions. I was dilated to about 7 cm now and very quickly I wanted to push really bad but I wa...
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The Alchemy of Grief: Happy 1st Birthday Baby Marc-Reflections On Our 1st Year Without You
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The Alchemy of Grief. Tuesday, July 3, 2012. Happy 1st Birthday Baby Marc-Reflections On Our 1st Year Without You. One year. It seems like yesterday but also a lifetime ago. How far Marc and I have come is amazing. From those first weeks of not being able to perform basic functions and really believing that there would never be any happiness in this life for us ever again to where we are now is truly incredible to me. I know I would not have made it through this year without my phenomenal. 3 baby marc 3.