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it's not a secret anymore: July 2005
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It's not a secret anymore. Broken Pieces in Words and Images. Sunday, July 31, 2005. The heavy drama became terribly boring,. So she searched for some sort of lost innocence. I became a stranger in the mirror. It's you, it's always been you all along. Where do they get the idea that I'm so strong? Friday, July 29, 2005. When I looked at myself, all I could do was to say I'm sorry. Thursday, July 28, 2005. All I really wanted was someone to take care of. It's important to not mistake her misery for my own.
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it's not a secret anymore: September 2005
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It's not a secret anymore. Broken Pieces in Words and Images. Friday, September 30, 2005. More then I thought. For once, my selfish desire was overcome. By my best interest. Wednesday, September 28, 2005. What appeared as a setback. Was actually a big leap forward. Tuesday, September 27, 2005. Its bigger then you thought. Love never leaves itself. Thursday, September 22, 2005. In darkness, the seed's potential. Honesty came to visit, now. Wednesday, September 21, 2005. Anxiety and anger rears. There are ...
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it's not a secret anymore: January 2006
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It's not a secret anymore. Broken Pieces in Words and Images. Sunday, January 29, 2006. The lies they tell. I'm not going to deny who I am anymore. I'm not going to be shamed into thinking I'm not right. They want me to think I don't know what I'm doing, that I need their help. And all these years, I bought into it. Thursday, January 26, 2006. Good mother's always say so. Whatever mistakes I made as a child, they were MY mistakes, not hers. That was our secret, my mistakes, but OUR secret. I guess that w...
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it's not a secret anymore: April 2006
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It's not a secret anymore. Broken Pieces in Words and Images. Friday, April 28, 2006. I'm in the trenches. I'm hiding out. I'm not running. I'm standing still. I'm waiting. Waiting until it's safe. I'm being patient, but I'm not patient. I'm waiting for word. I don't want to get hit again. It's hurting too much to keep taking it. I'm not going to run, or even stand up anymore. I'll just stay here for now. I'll keep my head down. I admit, I've had enough. My faith remains in tact. Sunday, April 23, 2006.
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it's not a secret anymore: February 2006
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It's not a secret anymore. Broken Pieces in Words and Images. Saturday, February 25, 2006. Step Away from the Suffering. Darkness calls, I don't answer. Light moves across, dries away the cold. Close my eyes, dampness drains. Open my eyes, shadows fall away to brightness. Tuesday, February 21, 2006. Not Winning Isn't Losing. Publically, I exhalted myself. Privately, I destroyed myself. Always wanting to win the unbeatable. Outside, I'm here. Inside, I AM. No less no more, with me again. Who do you belong?
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it's not a secret anymore: August 2005
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It's not a secret anymore. Broken Pieces in Words and Images. Wednesday, August 31, 2005. The promise is real,. I only need to believe It. I'll try and visit sometime. My old self wasn't about to go without a kick and a scream. I held the door open and said, "Goodbye, you were of no good service to me.". Tuesday, August 30, 2005. Comes our loveless god. Sunday, August 28, 2005. The answer is always within,. I keep on coming back. It's always the love that makes me want to stay. Hope is just a dream.
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it's not a secret anymore: December 2005
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It's not a secret anymore. Broken Pieces in Words and Images. Saturday, December 31, 2005. Suffer for the beauty of the experience. And moving beyond it. Thursday, December 29, 2005. Love can love pain, but. Pain does not know how to love. Saturday, December 24, 2005. The warm lit sky. I thought I had to go through the same old rough neighborhood to get to where I wanted to be, for which I never was allowed to stay for long. Wednesday, December 21, 2005. It made the wait worthwhile. Well, it's sort of .
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it's not a secret anymore: March 2006
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It's not a secret anymore. Broken Pieces in Words and Images. Friday, March 24, 2006. The godless glance back, always checking for despair to come and take their happiness. The God-filled do not fear, joy rules, even when shadows pass over, despair doesn't root in His fertile soil. Wednesday, March 15, 2006. Hopeth all, Endureth all. How the young limb reaches up, up, up. So seemingly weak and thin, as if. It can hardly survive the exposure. Nothing stops it in it's mission,. As do all the children.
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it's not a secret anymore: October 2005
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It's not a secret anymore. Broken Pieces in Words and Images. Tuesday, October 25, 2005. From point A to point B. You cry cause you are leaving your old self. You cry to mourn your past, your old ways. You cry for the people you will grow away from. You cry for fear of the unknown. You cry for the loves, the lives, the fun, the pain you once felt -. You cry cause you are so happy to leave it all behind. Get off the train and walk,. Don't race ahead, don't lag. Behind, just walk, enjoy the journey. But in...