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Bit of a Ramble | Expecting the Unexpected - IVF/Preemie/Toddler

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Expecting the Unexpected – IVF/Preemie/Toddler. February 3, 2010. Bit of a Ramble. 8212; shazz @ 11:27 pm. Just a break from the catch up. Black spur. Goes for approx 35 mins. This was Marysville before the fires:. Http:/ www.mix.com.au/shows/thebunch/photos/maryville-before-the-fire. Before the fires.main st. The mountain where I live alight. Photo’s of how it effected the town after the fire went through:. Http:/ tools.weeklytimesnow.com.au/photo-gallery/photo gallery popup.php? 3 Comments ». Comment b...

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40 Mournings and Nights: Mourning Has Broken

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40 Mournings and Nights. Monday, February 13, 2006. Well, i guess you can say that the mourning is over. I'm no longer mourning the loss of my unborn children, and I no longer suffer from permanent infertility- the two reasons i started this blog. Instead, dh and i have been downgraded to the garden variety infertility and have become residents of ivf nation. In the meantime, I will be starting a new journey at The Fertile Soul. Take care and God bless. Morning has broken, like the first morning. Praise ...

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40 Mournings and Nights: Happy News--For Someone Else

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40 Mournings and Nights. Friday, November 18, 2005. Happy News- For Someone Else. I found out a good friend of mine is pregnant. This is the first close pregnancy since discovering i can never get pregnant. Never, ever. And then you hear about those who can. How do i feel? I dont know. Numb. Disappointed. Saddenned. But right now, i feel that happiness that isnt mine. And it feels like a sad loss to me. Posted by Fertile Soul at 12:08 PM. I started this blog to mourn the loss of our unborn children and g...

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40 Mournings and Nights: Happy Thanksgiving !#*%&@!^%!*#%**#*!*@

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40 Mournings and Nights. Thursday, November 24, 2005. So, today's Thanksgiving. We're invited to my SIL's. I'm not going. DH is. I just dont wanna. I wanna stay home and have a day off. I dont want to see people. I dont want to make conversation. I dont want to be uncomfortable. What i want to do is have a little quiet time for myself. Relax in peace and quiet. Write. Wax. Do a load or two of laundry. Play with my cats. Watch a movie. Go to bed early. Take care of me. So those are my plans. This was my j...

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40 Mournings and Nights: Procedure Overwhelm

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40 Mournings and Nights. Friday, February 03, 2006. I'm nervous. This procedure is coming up, and i feel all out of sorts. I dont know where to begin. I'm scared (surprise, surprise). I have no friends or family to talk to about this, mostly because they cant relate and usually end up saying something patronizing, which then makes me feel like it's better to have said nothing at all. Do they need to freak us out MORE? I'm scared, but it's so irrational, but i am. And, i dont know why. I guess that's what...

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40 Mournings and Nights: A Date Deferred

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40 Mournings and Nights. Friday, January 13, 2006. The doctor called and said he had to change the date of our appointment. The day we find out whether we will be permitted back onto the ivf rollercoaster is now February 8. I'm so bummed about this. January 27 was too far away. I need to get out of my office and go do some browsing (aka shopping). I'm really disappointed. I feel like i've been holding my breath and i've just been asked to hold it a whole lot longer. I cant wait until this day over. This ...

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40 Mournings and Nights: A Mean Case of Infertility

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40 Mournings and Nights. Saturday, November 19, 2005. A Mean Case of Infertility. How fun for my friends. Here comes Jude on the caller ID, wonder what. Wants to talk about. And then the rest of my friends are getting pregnant, so that makes everyone act weird around me. Can we say this in front of her? Will she be upset by that? And it leaves me with no friend to hold my hand through this. Who can understand this? Can anyone understand that? Posted by Fertile Soul at 2:11 PM. I started this blog to mour...

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40 Mournings and Nights: New Hope

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40 Mournings and Nights. Thursday, December 29, 2005. Here's where having a parent who cared might be useful. But dh cares, and he's amazing, God bless him, so i cant complain, right? Well, that's key. It might be a little late for this month, as i've mentally visited this topic quite a few times already. I wish i had blogged about this sooner. Keeping tabs on my internal dialogue is so harrrrrrrrrrrrrd! Posted by Fertile Soul at 2:38 PM. In my heart, i've always been against doing ivf, not for any relig...

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The Fertile Soul: November 2006

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Journey Beyond IVF Kingdom. Wednesday, November 22, 2006. Time Out: Celebrity Gossip. So the Fertile Soul gets a day off. What does she do? She catches up on all the celebrity news of course. Where does one begin with all this foddor between The View, Clay Aiken, Kelly Rippa, Michael Richards, and celebrity infertility story to boot? With her guest co-host Clay Aiken (American not-Idol). And then they showed the clip of what Clay did to tick Kelly off. Which is so true! So good for Kelly for not sitting ...