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I’m here! – BY LAUREN HAYLEY

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BPD, Cyclothymia and Agoraphobia Fact Sheet. August 15, 2015. I said I was confident that I was going to make it into work today, but this morning I definitely was not. Confident is probably the most fitting antonym I could have used. When I woke up I instantly felt dread, and when I left the house I said ‘see you a minute’ to my boyfriend. But here I am. I’ve been here for forty minutes and I still don’t exactly feel comfortable,. But I am here. Posted in: Anxiety Awareness. August 15, 2015 at 9:47 am.

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I’m scared. | Of life she writes.

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Of life she writes. A girl's journey to finding herself. August 14, 2015. I’m afraid of spiders. And things that bite. People in white vans. People who seem to be following me even when they’re not. Spider webs (even without spiders. Hey! It’s gotta be somewhere right! I’m scared of falling off of roller coasters when I’m on them and eating a worm when I’m eating sunflower seeds. I’m scared of stepping wrong and hurting myself. But I’m extremely scared of…. Myself. Or everything and nothing. It’s j...

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A breath in which to grieve and ramble | How Many Masks?

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Writer. Amateur. Anxiety Challenged Jack-of-all Trades. Domestic Violence Survivor. Lover of Geekery. Which mask will it be today? Advice for Friends and Family. A breath in which to grieve and ramble. July 27, 2015. July 27, 2015. Three separate addresses in the last five months, met with a new counselor, a new doctor, living a new life balancing open dialogue with consideration for what may be TMI. Revisiting old struggles, living with my family again, matters I never quite dealt with before. That said...

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Don’t Smile Until Christmas | Lessons From the End of a Marriage

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Lessons From the End of a Marriage. The Middle of Healing and the Beginning of a New Marriage. Just the Facts, Ma’am. The Thriver’s Club. Don’t Smile Until Christmas. August 9, 2015. 8220;Don’t smile until Christmas,” I heard a seasoned teacher explain to a first-year educator while we were awaiting the arrival of the students on the first day. But inside they’re often rebelling. Only they are too afraid to show it. And so they wait. And in that first moment that their teacher shows any weakness, any...

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As deep as love goes – Let's talk about the L word…

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Let's talk about the L word…. Yeah, I'll tell you a few things regarding LOVE. As deep as love goes. Today, after downloading the entire Bee Gees discography and listening to a few of their greatest hits, an old question came to my mind:. How deep was the love I once felt, or now feel for her? How deep is it? Maybe I’m capable of longing more intensely for her, maybe I die myself a bit more than you, every time she looks at me. Should that mean my love for her is deeper than yours? You, on the other hand...

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Some Thoughts on Same-Sex Marriage. It’s Not All Rainbows and Unicorns. | Pamela Helberg

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We’re Here, We’re Queer. Everyone’s Used to It. →. Some Thoughts on Same-Sex Marriage. It’s Not All Rainbows and Unicorns. June 30, 2015. And then I had this feeling that since we finally. Get married, we. Something akin to obligation. Since the straight folks had been so kind as to extend us this benefit, we would be rude to refuse such a gift. Right? After all, wasn’t this what we’d been asking for? What sort of ingrate wouldn’t jump at this offer? Suddenly it’s okay to be fully myself? So, there’s that.

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Bio | Beginning With One Day

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Beginning With One Day. Trying to find myself after an abusive relationship. Beginning With One Day. Was started as a way to begin dealing with events of the past which were (and are) impacting the present and the future of my life. I have personally been the subject of emotional, mental and sexual abuse. It was my boyfriend, he was meant to love me. I am 4 years out of the relationship however the effects of my abuser are more evident now than ever before. Until next time, take care. On A terrible thoug...

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Fits and Starts | How Many Masks?

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Writer. Amateur. Anxiety Challenged Jack-of-all Trades. Domestic Violence Survivor. Lover of Geekery. Which mask will it be today? Advice for Friends and Family. August 14, 2015. September 3, 2015. 8220;When was the last time you didn’t have to worry about your ex acting out? 8220;Oh, a few years. A while. Probably since the first time I called the cops.”. 8220;How long exactly? Able to be truly easy and relaxed without fearing something could go wrong? I think we’d been married six months. I couldn&#821...

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Three fourty-two | Of life she writes.

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Of life she writes. A girl's journey to finding herself. August 10, 2015. I laid on my bed at three forty-two in the morning looking at …. Nothing. The darkness of the room felt enveloping as I stared into The blank spaces of the room. I’m not sure if I dozed off a few times but It’s almost as if pieces of the night are missing. Three forty-four, three forty-seven, three fifty-three. Minutes disappeared but the darkness remained. The mysterious voice told me that the world was a bad place at night. He lo...