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Saturday, October 18, 2003.
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Wednesday, July 16, 2003. It is Wednesday and I sit at the computer in the library thinking of decisions and the choices I never make. Today can be recounted in so many ways, but the ways that matter to me are the worst ways for me as well. A change, a shift, a paradigmatic scaling of brain cells into territories of the others and then I might be ready to read myself again. You have come to discover what you want;. What i want is not to want what isn't mine.'. Tuesday, July 15, 2003. You think too loudly...
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Saturday, November 29, 2003. You'd think that you'd have plenty to do after whatever you have got to do. In the days leading up to the exams, you sit staring blankly at your notes and wonder at what you want to do after the papers, filled with certainty that you will do them. And when you're done, you're just. Done.
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003. I lost all my old toys today. Mom threw them out. I never touch them anymore, but then knowing that they are no longer around is a harsh feeling to have. Monday, December 15, 2003. If there were one movie I really wanted everyone I know to watch (apart from the really obvious LOTR finale), it would have to be this.
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Saturday, January 03, 2004. Lesson to all: Always be on the. End of the service industry. Having lost my right to student concessions, homework and exams, I have discovered a new life awaiting me - the life of a paid employee. Having to be civil to people is not difficult, but then being unused to long hours standing and serving is a problem. And this work experience has reinforced my distaste for fat rich snobs.
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Saturday, January 31, 2004. Those who spend their lives over-deciphering tend to go mad, they go round the bend, they become paranoid; and every billboard and scrap of paper which the wind blows their way, or every other image or word called out on a television screen becomes a message of overwhelming importance to them. Then the messages drive out living, drive out life. In Arcadia" reads like a study on life masquerading as a story. I don't think so. This emptiness of life is every student's Eden, ...
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Thursday, November 06, 2003. I took time off to watch "The Matrix: Revolutions" today. I wish I could say it was a well-deserved break, but my revision is strolling at too leisurely a pace, and there are too little mad-panic-attacks to constitute a deserving rest. As he beat Neo to a pulp near the end of the movie, Agent Smith asked our intrepid protagonist - "Mr An. Derson" - what it was that kept him going: Justice? Amidst all the punches thrown in the rain, that line got mired in my brain. That the sh...
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Friday, November 14, 2003. Chill winds are the highways of hitchhiking sorrows. You can't feel more lost than when you're alone with them.