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Beautiful Things: July 2013
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Wednesday, July 31, 2013. Jude's 2 Year Photos {by Mommy}. I love you, my beautiful boy. Monday, July 8, 2013. As I've mentioned very recently, I have been struggling a lot with my anxiety and have even questioned if I've also been on the verge of depression. It's been an extremely dark and difficult few months, as I had not been able to shake any of these debilitating feelings. Judes 2 Year Photos {by Mommy}. Soundtrack to our life. Beautiful Things by Nicole Feller on Grooveshark. Things I Blog About.
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Beautiful Things: November 2012
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Friday, November 30, 2012. I miss how magical the holidays felt when I was a kid. It seems now, I spend more time in disbelief that the certain date has so quickly rolled around once again than I do really feeling festive! Things may not always be as magical as I imagined they would be when I was a kid, but no matter who or what I have lost, no matter the struggles or triumphs, there is always always so much to be thankful for. There is love and life in my home. And that is more than enough. I climbed in...
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Losing Sylvia: Archives
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Causes of Late Loss. Heart in the Clouds. I wish you love. Emmett and Everett Forever Our Little Buddies. Oh the Places You'll Go. Glow in the Woods. My Angel Aurora Rose. Subscribe to this blog's feed.
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One Year Ago Today... - Losing Sylvia
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Happy Maybe Would Have Been Birthday, Sylvie! July 09, 2011. One Year Ago Today. I havent written in so long because we are expecting our second baby in September. It didnt seem honest to discuss Sylvie without referring to our current pregnancy and we wanted to keep quiet about the pregnancy for as long as possible. Im now 31 weeks pregant and feel so thankful to have gotten this far! Posted at 03:12 PM. You can follow this conversation by subscribing to the comment feed. Posted by: Hannah Rose. As a fi...
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Beautiful Things: April 2013
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Tuesday, April 23, 2013. I believed I was all better. I hadn't felt paranoid or anxious in a few months. Not since Jude's seizure, really. It all began last Friday, when Daniel and I were out celebrating our seventh dating anniversary. It was one stupid thing after another, all strung together to pull down my happy mood. Why would He allow this desire to anchor so deeply since childhood? Oddly enough, just like last April. Wednesday, April 10, 2013. What's it like to hold your own chubby pink baby girl?
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Counting Blessings - Losing Sylvia
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Laquo; Trying for a Peaceful Week. Due Date ». November 25, 2010. I believe in the importance of thankfulness. When I was pregnant, I even tried to find potential names that meant gratitude (didnt find any good ones). Today I should be hugely pregnant, ready to go into labor over mashed potatoes and stuffing. With this immense loss, its even more important to remember all my blessings:. I am thankful for my supportive family. Throughout everything, they have been there for us. I am thankful for my harp&#...
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Beautiful Things: December 2012
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Saturday, December 29, 2012. Jude with my amazing cousin, Rachel. Our family. This was the best we could get Jude to cooperate. There were way cooler things going on at the moment than smiling for yet another photo! Beautiful boy in his Santa jammies. My parents got Jude some very wonderful gifts. Of course, he loved playing with the wrapping paper and boxes, like most children do! I'm sure he will tear into them next year! His new truck from my parents! Wednesday, December 26, 2012. People I know. C...
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Beautiful Things: May 2013
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Wednesday, May 29, 2013. I remember feeling so happy and so delighted over Jonah. I was excited that Jude would be getting a brother and that we would get to raise another baby. But then, inevitably, I woke up and Jonah disappeared. There won't be a Jonah. I just wish I could have Jonah. Tuesday, May 28, 2013. Anxiety lives here now. I hate what I have become. I really can't live like this. I am alive. I am well. I am not fighting for my life. I. I don't want to adopt. It doesn't solve any of this...
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Waiting for my Rainbow: June 2011
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Waiting for my Rainbow. A blog about life, loss, and never giving up hope. Friday, June 24, 2011. That was my fifth day of no spotting in a row. Then on day six, after a strained bowl movement (thank you constipation), I had some more spotting. It was not like the spotting I've had before, that was more pink/red streaked mucous. This time it was a bright red spot of only blood and took a few wipes to clear away. It really had me freaked out! Monday, June 20, 2011. 32 Days of Lovenox. 32 Days of Lovenox.
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Waiting for my Rainbow: Cerclage Placement and Recovery
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Waiting for my Rainbow. A blog about life, loss, and never giving up hope. Tuesday, September 20, 2011. Cerclage Placement and Recovery. The cerclage was a success! I figured I should write an update of how it went and how I'm doing now. And of course there was the added bonus of being stuck on my back, legs spread open and fully exposed to the world to make me feel nice and vulnerable. September 20, 2011 at 10:11 PM. Im so glad to read an update! This post was really interesting to me - Ive always wonde...
