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Tuesday, June 30, 2009. My gosh. I'm unable to upload photos. @ @. As sung at [ 10:54 AM. My name is Elaine. Currently trying to keep long hair. Some ppl say I'm crappy,some says I'm fun. No one is perfect, so'I'm not pretty. I'm more to yellow skined than pink. I'm Chinese not Malay. Pants are size 25 and dresses S size. White boot cut or super skinny jeans. Off grey and dark grey jeans. More shorts and skirts. More heels and shoes. Hopefully as a bdae gift.(Black) burberry bag. New specs 2 wear out.
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Monday, June 30, 2008. Listening to a chinese song named chuan shuo. Or rather trying my best to move on. Getting away from the hurt hc left me. He hurt me so many times. Maybe i deserved it la. But i'm so so dumb to be like that. Willing to let him push me around. I'm not willing to be a doll anymore. I have my own life to live. Tears rolled down as i rode the bus. I was on the way back from god-sis's hse. Colin started msging me and comforting me. There after greg msged me. I had to smile, to laugh.
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Thursday, February 26, 2009. I've gotta slp soon as i've got work. So this the last post for today. I went out of the hse ard 6pm. Intending to go trim my hair. Walked to the salon feeling bored. Called my bestie -Vig to chat. I was walking across the carpark. And i dun know how it happened,. But i fell down. I was still on the phone wif vig when i fell. Than i told her. I jus fell down. It din actually seemed lyk i fell,. Because it was so sudden. I was so embarrassed,. I was wearing short skirt. I'm so...
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Thursday, May 29, 2008. Not wanting to think abt anything,. But end up thinking abt everything. Sometimes we try our very best to understand,. But we end up understanding only a little. Hurt burns inside the body i hide from all. Family is no longer a word to say. I no longer have those. Hate is burning slowly into me. I don't which to hate anyone,. But it's starting to hurt. Everything added from my past. Burns hatefully in me. When will the world change for once? To a peaceful place wif love? I couldn'...
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Monday, December 29, 2008. As sung at [ 9:49 PM. Had a bad flu on 23th Dec. Started sneezing and stuff. Felt super cold by xmas eve and had a fever. Well, well. things still had to go on. Xmas was coming and i had a cold. Xmas was jus walking ard and slacking lyk usual. Quite boring. but wif my frds. Feet jus hurt. haha. by 26th,. I couldn't really enjoy as i didn't have my own voice. My voice was deep like a man. Be a man, do the right thing' haha. By 27th i was singing tarzan's tune perfectly well.
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Saturday, December 29, 2007. Dar jus went to play dota again. He jus spoke to me on msn at last. Ya I'm pouttin now la. But at least he spoke to me. So i'm happy yet poutting. Dunno wads wrong wif me la. Ya now suddenly my head tells me. he's ur dar wad. He's SUPPOSE to talk to u. I which i say this. BRAIN can u stop talking to me? Jus went to run run tea wif greggy. din drink anything thou. Den got home to cook macaroni cheese. The instant pack i got from USA. But. My bad. As sung at [ 11:25 PM. Has he ...
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Monday, October 26, 2009. We had a chance to pose with the (real)flowers. A candid shot taken while waiting to straighten my hair in the morn. The pretty lady preparing for her BIG day. This was my hair for the night. It was done in a salon, issit nice? Putting make up in our hotel room. A company group photo. Our colleague Rick: "Lets take an ugly candid shot! Than her comes the start of the ugly trend. "Who can make her face uglier than Elaine.". Take 1 is Jessica. Take 2 is Nicole. Take 3 is Verene.
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Monday, March 24, 2008. I wun be able to blog for a long long time. I'm sorta happy wif life. Suddenly havin so many besties that cares for me. Love them all loads. But i still wanna be single. Stop tellin me not to reject u. A relationship does not only depend on one person u know. I wanna be single. We can be besties. I can gif u comfort when u need. But not be ur gf jus when u broke up wif another girl. I dun wanna be a replacement. And get ur facts right. Anyway i'm only ur bestie. I cook for many ppl.
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Monday, October 27, 2008. Having no more feelings for me was a lie. And he wanted me back. I dunno why, but i gaf him a chance to prove himself. He came over to fetch me last night. And sent me to work in the morn. The msged me last last night. I replied, at home. why? I received the same msg again last night. I was hoping that he'd be downstairs. At the carpark waiting for me. Coming to say sorry. And yet he said he was hoping that i would wait for him at his staircase. And finally gave up hope asking.
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Saturday, July 28, 2007. I feel so lost! I dun feel angry, juz slightly upset. Why? Watchin ur stupid tv. which is more important? So it's my fault now? I totally dun think dat i'm in the wrong la. Compare studyin wif watchin tv. I dun wanna go buy and u sae i'm unfillial? Talk abt girls hm. Noe why i've turned out lyk dat? Haha I learnt frm u. bad points are easier to learn. U dun keep promises. thou u tell me i shld. did i learn dat frm u? U took my things without my permission. U got dat bac rite?
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