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It’s been a while – polaroidprocrastination
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It’s been a while — April 12, 2015. It’s been a while. April 12, 2015. It’s been a while since I last wrote, months in fact. Over time, the small things grow, or accumulate like that of a cancerous tumour- it can be one that is allowed to cause mutations within one cell that was destined for doom, or it can be one that slowly overrides every cell cycle in every cell in the surrounding tissue. Eventually, that’s going to kill you if you don’t treat it, isn’t it? The tears were forming in my eyes as I told...
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Gone In The Morning – polaroidprocrastination
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Gone In The Morning — April 19, 2015. Gone In The Morning. April 19, 2015. I tell her I love her, I tell her she gave me life like I never knew, I tell her she was the only thing keeping me alive. I apologise because I hurt her when I cut or burnt or scolded, I apologise because she gave more than I could ever give. I show her my arms and say to her:. But, tonight won’t be the night I stop cutting, and I’m sorry. You’ll think I’m not, but I am, I promise. Anywhere except here, please. I wish I could show...
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The things I wish I could tell you — April 25, 2016. The things I wish I could tell you. April 25, 2016. I wish I could tell you I feel trapped. I wish I could tell you I still feel lonely and scarred. I wish I could tell you that I’m finding things hard right now. But I can’t. I can’t because I don’t want to hurt you. I saw your face when I pulled off my shirt getting changed at yours and you saw things you would never forget. The way my body became red and swollen around the seething cuts. I wish my fr...
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Summer Break – polaroidprocrastination
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Summer Break — July 22, 2015. July 22, 2015. So yesterday my summer break began…. School finished at 12:30 after the big assembly as usual and I’d even been nominated for one of my subject awards. Following “the big assembly”, I hung around for a few minutes, saw an old friend and then proceeded to leave for my friend’s house so we could begin to get ready for the evening. Her mother remarked on the lack of clothing I was wearing, at which point she said “Did you forget to put on a skirt? However, now my...
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A Page For My Community – polaroidprocrastination
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A Page For My Community — January 1, 2015. A Page For My Community. January 1, 2015. Https:/ www.facebook.com/polaroidprocrastination. This is the link to my page that will hopefully bring the world together. One day, we will spark a revolution and this is the start. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. Notify me of new comments via email.
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Dosing up – polaroidprocrastination
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Dosing up — January 7, 2015. January 7, 2015. January 7, 2015. I haven’t been taking my meds lately, and maybe it’s why I’m starting to slowly go crazy again, back to who I used to be. I haven’t been taking my meds because I want space, and I want freedom. I want to not be held down to some silly medication that’s barely helping anymore. That is what spurs me on. But I guess I haven’t been taking my meds because I’m ready to give in. But somehow I’m not. Somehow I’m falling in love. In love wit...All of ...
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June 2015 – polaroidprocrastination
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Stress — June 2, 2015. June 2, 2015. I’ve been stressing a lot lately, perhaps unnecessarily or perhaps because I’m too afraid. I won’t tell you I’m afraid, I’ll simply play with my hands, crack my knuckles, fidget in my chair and zone out because I don’t want to be deemed as weak and I don’t want you to see. 8221; and not even in your thoughts would I be able to provide an explanation. But it’s slowly becoming more and more difficult to find the words for something so complex and dark.
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What Keeps me Going – polaroidprocrastination
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What Keeps me Going — May 2, 2015. What Keeps me Going. May 2, 2015. Too many times, I ask myself why I bother- really, what’s the point? And for too long, I couldn’t reply; I simply looked at myself, up and down in the mirror and put music on to drown out my howling, crying soul. And that, is what keeps me going. Gone In The Morning. May 2, 2015 — 12:39 pm. Liked by 1 person. May 2, 2015 — 12:55 pm. Thank you for the advice, but what exactly do you mean? Liked by 1 person. May 2, 2015 — 1:09 pm. On What...
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What Keeps me Going – polaroidprocrastination
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What Keeps me Going — May 2, 2015. What Keeps me Going. May 2, 2015. Too many times, I ask myself why I bother- really, what’s the point? And for too long, I couldn’t reply; I simply looked at myself, up and down in the mirror and put music on to drown out my howling, crying soul. And that, is what keeps me going. Gone In The Morning. May 2, 2015 — 12:39 pm. Liked by 1 person. May 2, 2015 — 12:55 pm. Thank you for the advice, but what exactly do you mean? Liked by 1 person. May 2, 2015 — 1:09 pm. On What...
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Last year – polaroidprocrastination
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Last year — January 1, 2015. January 1, 2015. 2014, you’ve been shit. Utterly shit. You’ve given me hell by the bucketload all year long and you’ve plastered my skin with scars that I still trace lightly with my fingers at night. What hurt the most is when you made her ill too; Abby was so perfect and untouched, so why her? It’s just not fair. You left me vulnerable and pleading, crying and hurting and it’s like you didn’t even care. It’s like you wanted me to hurt and be hurt. But you brought me to real...
