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1991, 04/04-05/12. Living On a “Homeless Basis” in the Christian Brothers Shop | A Day In The Life Of A Cult Member
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A Day In The Life Of A Cult Member. 1991, 04/04-05/12. Living On a “Homeless Basis” in the Christian Brothers Shop. When the work day was over, I slept on the floor of the shop with ten other older brothers. We had to get up and clear out in the morning, before the sisters who worked in the office came in to start their day. We were supposed to be out all day prospecting for cleaning and construction work for the church businesses. The office stayed open till about 9 or 10 pm. Well, another day is starti...
1 A. Some notes on my COBU Journals | A Day In The Life Of A Cult Member
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A Day In The Life Of A Cult Member. 1 A Some notes on my COBU Journals. These are journals I wrote while I was in the Church of Bible Understanding. They cover the years 1990 – 1993. (I was in the Church of Bible Understanding from February 1980 to August 1993. I joined when I was 22 years old and I left at age 36.). These journal pages form the background of my book, Captive Congregation: My Fourteen Years in the Church of Bible Understanding, which are available as a Kindle book. Anything in brackets,.
1991, 01/01-02/14. The Year of the Sheep | A Day In The Life Of A Cult Member
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A Day In The Life Of A Cult Member. 1991, 01/01-02/14. The Year of the Sheep. The title of this section comes from when I was worried that I was not one of Jesus’s sheep. In response to this worry, I seemed to be shown in some unusual and amazing ways that I was one of Jesus’s sheep. These journal pages form the background of my book, Captive Congregation: My Fourteen Years in the Church of Bible Understanding, which is available as a Kindle book. I have received correction about the value of Jesus death...
1990, 12/16-30. Going Under. | A Day In The Life Of A Cult Member
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A Day In The Life Of A Cult Member. 1990, 12/16-30. Going Under. We were being put under extreme pressure. The weight of it was too much for me. I got carried away in the undertow and I began to confess what was wrong with me, according to what Stewart wanted us to believe about ourselves. I was in this state of mind for a while. Although I questioned it sometimes. Well, my Staten Island vacation is pretty much over. The nice picture of a barn with a cloud made me think of summer. Summer is an ideali...
1992, 05/13-14 and 06/08. Aflame With Passion | A Day In The Life Of A Cult Member
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A Day In The Life Of A Cult Member. 1992, 05/13-14 and 06/08. Aflame With Passion. These journal pages form the background of my book, Captive Congregation: My Fourteen Years in the Church of Bible Understanding, which is available as a Kindle book. Unlike myself, the other church members were wise enough to keep their private thoughts about Stewart Traill and the church to themselves.]. I want to just spend the day deeply involved in reading, also pray sometimes. It is a very beautiful May day today, co...
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1991, 11/09 A. Worshiping and Serving the Idol of COBU. | Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader
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Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader. 1991, 11/09 A. Worshiping and Serving the Idol of COBU. In this section, I was talking about the constant activity and sleep deprivation in the Church of Bible Understanding (COBU). I was working all the time in the church’s business, Christian Brothers Carpet Cleaning, which took up most of my waking hours. According to Stewart Traill, the leader of the cult, w. Stewart said we were not supposed to have time for ourselves, because the Bible says in. A useful...
1993, 03/23 1. Sex And The Single COBU Brother. | Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader
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Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader. 1993, 03/23 1. Sex And The Single COBU Brother. In this section, I talked about how there was no hiding from the reality of life being in COBU. I picked up both of the L. brothers and took them to their next carpet cleaning job. They were two middle brothers, who had been in COBU for a year.]. The presentation of myself to others. A book that influenced me at the time was The Presentation of Self in Everyday Life. That controlled every aspect of my life.).
1993, 03/31. Pressure And Crisis Situations Designed To Break Us. | Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader
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Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader. 1993, 03/31. Pressure And Crisis Situations Designed To Break Us. I had just dropped off a new disciple brother at the subway and was driving to COBU’s residence at Woodruff Avenue in Brooklyn. I was away from everyone else, which gave me some free time to think about life in the cult. One false move and I’ve had it! I say how much I hate the censorship, but I extremely censor myself. And that is extremely wearying. Maybe I just don’t have peace with God and ...
1992, 10/31. An Unexamined Life Is Not Worth Living. | Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader
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Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader. 1992, 10/31. An Unexamined Life Is Not Worth Living. On this tape, I allowed myself to work out some ideas that I would have been forbidden to talk to anyone else about (Stewart Traill, the leader of our cult would have charged me with conspiracy if I had, which is what he often accused church members of). I was thinking. A quote that meant a lot to me at this time was, An unexamined life is not worth living. (Socrates.). October, 31 1992. Even the middle bro...
1993, 07/03 4. The Key That Unlocks The Prison Door. | Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader
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Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader. 1993, 07/03 4. The Key That Unlocks The Prison Door. Then I talked about getting woven into the next deeper layers of life in The Church of Bible Understanding as I continued to live there and what that was like for me. I closed by asking myself how I bought into all of this, and now that I realized this much, what can I do about it now? And I said, What? She said, Fred and Donna! It’s hard to even know what I was thinking back then. I was just cruising a...
1992, 04/11. The Stewtape Letters | Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader
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Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader. 1992, 04/11. The Stewtape Letters. Downstairs rooms were noisy, with people coming and going all the time. Most brothers preferred rooms on the first and second floors (the third floor was the sisters’ floor) so they wouldn’t have to climb extra sets of stairways. On this tape, I was talking about having to move to the loft. The loft was a rented warehouse on West 45th Street in Manhattan, where everyone slept on the floor. At this time, a call was going out ...
1991, 11/09 B. “Older Brother, When Are You Packing Your Bags!” | Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader
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Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader. 1991, 11/09 B. Older Brother, When Are You Packing Your Bags! An older brother, Peter, used to call certain occasions in our church membership drives, because Stewart Traill, COBU’s leader, was driving us crazy or trying to drive us out of the church. The following section is about a time of heavy abuse I experienced in COBU,. When Stewart tried to drive the older brothers out of the church and to replace them with homeless men who. About giving into the pres...
1993, 07/03 1. If I Wrote A Book About COBU. | Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader
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Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader. 1993, 07/03 1. If I Wrote A Book About COBU. Today is July 3rd, 1993. I’ve just come back from work, I have my new tape recorder here. I feel like coming outside and talking, making a tape. Not that I especially have anything in particular to say. So, after that opening scene in the book and a brief description of the things I began to learn, where would I go next? And, I might have had the sense that God’s laws are absolute. But I had more and more of a ...
1993, 03/23 2. Methods Of Manipulation. | Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader
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Sinners In The Hands Of An Angry Cult Leader. 1993, 03/23 2. Methods Of Manipulation. The methods of manipulation used in COBU: isolation, fear, social control, sleep deprivation and constant activity. (To name just a few.). The title for this section comes from how Stewart manipulated and kept his hold on COBU members. He kept us busy, we were tired and he lashed us with the threat of hell by using of fear-inducing teachings. COBU was only bringing in homeless people at the time.]. And as we go further ...
1992, 05/04. Stewart Traill’s Message To Jim LaRue. | The Tangled Web
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Letters And Essays About The Church Of Bible Understanding. 1992, 05/04. Stewart Traill’s Message To Jim LaRue. This was Stewart Traill’s response to me after I stood up and spoke to him at a meeting. Stewart dictated his message over the phone to the church office through one of the sisters who lived with him and then a brother named Joe read it to me. The words I said to him at the meeting were:. You’re alone and you need to get your views checked. You’re pushing brothers around. There was loud and ang...
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Church of Bible Understanding Diary. Journals I Kept While I Was A Member of The Church of Bible Understanding. Escape From the Church of Bible Understanding. November 3, 2008. These are journals I wrote while I was a member of The Church of Bible Understanding (COBU). They are a record of what it was like to live in COBU from 1990 through 1993, my last 4 years there. (I became a member of the church in 1980 when I was 22 years old. I left 14 years later at 36.). The three most important are:. 1991, 03/0...
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