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And i don't want the whole world to see me. Cos i don't think. When everything's made to be broken. I just want you. To know who i am. Wednesday, November 30, 2005. That's what my heart feels,. With all the words you have spoken. Tears found their way to my eyes,. As droplets rolls down my cheeks. I don't even wish to carry on saying these. Is there nothing left for me to smile about,. Am i the only one feeling this? The bond we shared,. Where did it go? Was it like you said,. Every hint you made,. Let's...
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And i don't want the whole world to see me. Cos i don't think. When everything's made to be broken. I just want you. To know who i am. Saturday, April 01, 2006. At a point in time,. We have at one way or another,. Taken things for granted. To weep and live in regrets thereafter,. And to be trapped in those memories;. That's the aftermath of me been indecisive. I couldn't bring myself to face the truth,. Don't wanna be trapped in a dilemma. Hence i deluded and evaded,. Only to trip and fall endlessly.
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And i don't want the whole world to see me. Cos i don't think. When everything's made to be broken. I just want you. To know who i am. Saturday, January 20, 2007. Sometimes it gets so weary,. Sometimes i begin to doubt myself;. Does the problem lie with me? Well, i don't know. Human beings can be so judgemental,. And they're so transfixed on their views. That everything else is been fogged up. It really tires me out,. The facade your superior put on,. Day in day out. It really puts me off,.
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And i don't want the whole world to see me. Cos i don't think. When everything's made to be broken. I just want you. To know who i am. Saturday, July 29, 2006. Today was a good day;. Managed to meet up with my cliques,. And spent a most meaningful day. Met bee and vin at about two,. And we cabbed down to ecp. I rented a bike since i can't blade;. And we waited for eve's arrival,. Before we set off on our trail. Met bee's relatives there,. And we decided to go on the trail together. Bee taught me to blade!
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And i don't want the whole world to see me. Cos i don't think. When everything's made to be broken. I just want you. To know who i am. Wednesday, December 27, 2006. Stabbed over and over again,. You don't see what i do,. You don't know what i do;. You don't understand what i do. And perhaps i'm clueless too,. And perhaps inside a part of me has died. It's tiring running around in circles,. Doing the things you do;. You're nothing but a fucking fool. Perhaps i'm outta tracks,. It hurts so much,.
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And i don't want the whole world to see me. Cos i don't think. When everything's made to be broken. I just want you. To know who i am. Sunday, March 25, 2007. Already the heart feels heavy,. Already it's missing and longing. I really hate to be doing this,. Is there no other way out? What started out as a place i dread,. I grew accustomated and i love it. Yet situations and circumstances,. Does not allow me to stay put. I came in feeling out of place,. It's like i don't belong;. A month later,. Let's sto...
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And i don't want the whole world to see me. Cos i don't think. When everything's made to be broken. I just want you. To know who i am. Friday, September 29, 2006. The way i've come to be. I know i'm destroying every part of me. That i built up so painstakingly. And with every fall i had,. And each time i picked myself up;. I'm still exposing myself to danger. I know this is insanity,. I should know better than to let it drift. I'm at my wits end. Tuesday, September 26, 2006. You look at me,. Doesn't matt...
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And i don't want the whole world to see me. Cos i don't think. When everything's made to be broken. I just want you. To know who i am. Monday, May 28, 2007. What kinda company am i working for? All the transferring,. All the pressure,. All the unreasonable crap,. And this indignant shit i'm feeling. All this 4years i stay in the company,. All these times i feel i should do something for it;. I'm just a fucking tool. Someone for them to put where they needed. Or lack of people. I'm stripped of everything.
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And i don't want the whole world to see me. Cos i don't think. When everything's made to be broken. I just want you. To know who i am. Saturday, October 28, 2006. I know i'm just a stupid fool,. Who keeps stabbing onto the old wounds. Thursday, October 19, 2006. It's really ironical,. How i always end up in the same situation;. I've always said i want out,. And then i get back to the starting point. Over and over,. I'm running out of energy,. Can i just say i don't care no more,. And seriously mean it?
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And i don't want the whole world to see me. Cos i don't think. When everything's made to be broken. I just want you. To know who i am. Thursday, August 31, 2006. It seems to me that everything is. Heading straight down like a waterfall. How many of you had actually given up. Your passion for another? How many of you had actually let go. Cos you were forced to do so? How many were denied chances of trying. Just 'cos your parents said so? I guess i can see many hands raising,. Many heads nodding;. I've fee...
