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Tuesday, November 23, 2010. Dammit la. Feel so useless that I can't help a friend. I thought I had problems, his are worse. I wanna help him, but I don't know how. And also at the same time I keep getting stupid feelings. This sucks ttm.the optimism I had about poly has totally vanished. Everytime I see her talking to another guy, I still feel jealous. Why do I even feel like this? And yet, till now I'm still unsure about my feelings. Its like neither here nor there. I want to get noticed. Well its not r...
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Saturday, March 26, 2011. Do you know how I really feel? You guys will never understand at all. You don't know the feeling of getting left out. You don't know the feeling of getting ignored. You don't know the feeling of feeling like a stranger in your own damn clique. Sometimes I wonder why the hell I cared so much back then. I know you shouldnt expect anything in return for doing favours and all but I think I deserve to be treated better than this. Ever since what, sec 3? And i'm not good at arguing.
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Thursday, December 30, 2010. I guess all I can do now is dream. Maybe she'll be with someone else soon. I'm just so stupid and timid. Can't even talk to her. Its totally my fault. But why was it so hard? And I really don't know what's going on now. I feel so lonely. I'm not feeling any joy. I have nothing to look forward to. I feel that its just so unfair. I sometimes wish I had another life. I don't care anymore. I think I should stop caring about anything. Friday, December 24, 2010. Sigh I don't know i...
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Monday, January 24, 2011. I feel jealous when others flirt with you. I crave your attention. But I don't wanna be an annoying attention seeker like some other people. Do I really have a chance? Saturday, January 22, 2011. I've been thinking about you the whole day. But I don't know what to do. Do you like someone else? Should I even bother trying to ask you out? If only things were so simple. I'm just a little peasant competing with a prince. Thursday, January 20, 2011. I just wanna confess to herrrrrr!
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Sunday, May 29, 2011. Regrets, jealousy, dissatisfaction with life, mood swings.I wish it would all go away. How do I find true happiness? I may have all the material possessions. I need but none of them bring me true happiness. All they do is entertain me. I regret missing all the opportunities given to me in the past. I regret not studying hard for my o's. I regret not bonding with my secondary school classmates. I regret being shy. And sometimes, I even regret choosing my course.
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Sunday, October 24, 2010. Pics are up on Facebook. Uploading now actually. Hope it doesn't fail. Dammit I got no cds. Have to go to apply tomorrow. Apparently I couldn't. Get into all my choices. Suay. Little me D: Oh well. Yay. I start at 10 tomorrow! Thursday, October 21, 2010. D Just in time to escape the Typhoon too. Thank God. Well HongKong. Day 1, went to one of those night markets near the hotel. And had dinner with my uncle and his family who I've. Day 2, Shopping! Took a ferry to Hongkong. Well ...
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Monday, February 21, 2011. So after i'm over one. I get another one? Is this another crush? Is history gonna repeat itself? Arghhhh what the hell. What is my heart trying to tell me? Am I falling for her? Wish it would all go away.
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