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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: Purging of my soul
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Thursday, September 17, 2009. Purging of my soul. I wish I had taken the time to get to now you so that I could've really been your friend. Most of the time I felt like I was on the outside looking in. I thought you labeled me becasue you wanted to save face. I thought you were decided to waste time until she came back to take her place. I thought it was just a game for you which is why many did not know my name. So, in turn, I kept my feelings hidden. Mad you could not stay. But, ...
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: some realities
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Thursday, July 16, 2009. I wonder why it is so hard to accept the truth? To accept that you gave it your all and well, your all simply was not good enough. I wonder why it is so hard to just come right out and say, "yeah, i played you" and keep it moving. I mean at the end of the day it is what it is. But i am here.i'se a still climbing and a still moving forward. When a parent suffers from mental illness, it's very unlikely that their children will develop proper emotional connect...
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: The freedom of acceptance
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Wednesday, July 22, 2009. The freedom of acceptance. Boy am i cheesing today. i am free yall. i am so free. free of blame and guilt. free of childhood ghosts.just free. I have learned the power of accepting. i mean i know the serenity prayer but i mean who really understands how freeing it can be to really just let it go.the fear, the anxiety, the hate, and the hurt. Feelings are scary but guess what, we all have them. I have accepted that Dirty probably will never man up and take ...
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: CHITOWN's SE BABY
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Thursday, July 16, 2009. Coming full circle. it seems as if that's what's going on in my life right about now.things are coming full circle. It just clicked the other day as i was driving around this damned city's SouthEast side that i am a Southeast Baby. i hail from Berry Farms. ironic ain't it.well not hail but i did spend some of my earliest years there.but not when it was the eyesore that it is today. Well as much sense as nonesense can make. Posted by TRUTHZ @ 7:04 PM. What D...
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: i hate u, but i love you
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Monday, August 10, 2009. I hate u, but i love you. It doesn't make sense. The back and forth. Seems nobody ever gonna win. The pain seems like it subsides. Like the tides hitting the shore, but. Something always stirs it back up again. Simply put, i must walk away. I can't be Lot's wife. And long for the things that have to end. Or space and time. It doesn't seem to make a difference. My heart beats the fastest for you. Posted by TRUTHZ @ 4:06 PM. 0 Your 2 Cents:.
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: Ain't it funny
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Sunday, July 26, 2009. So i am a lil bit disturbed.why is it every time MY CHILD has something that you can't come but yet you claim him as family. but if one of the other kids have something, you rearrange your life to make sure you are there.matter fact, you have a fit if you aren't told about it. So why the pretense upset when you weren't told about his graduation? I mean if you could have taken off for that, why not his graduation party? Posted by TRUTHZ @ 10:02 PM.
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: Housekeeping
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Thursday, July 16, 2009. I do believe that when i last blogged that i was doing a mini-series of some sort.well i will get back to it when time permits. See that's the devil's way, to let them climb up and then beat them when they almost to the top. So needless to say things have gotten a little rough over here. MY CHILD has been in and out and back in the hospital.and well that just drains me. But as always, the sun will and did come out. Posted by TRUTHZ @ 7:15 PM. 0 Your 2 Cents:.
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: i don't need a betta man
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Thursday, July 23, 2009. I don't need a betta man. I need you to understand that you are magnificent just the way you are. You have taught me so much about myself and about life. You made me want to be a better woman, and today here i stand. Changed, evolved, refreshed, and most definitely blessed. Season, reason, lifetime. It's a shame we can't pick which one each individual gets to be. But i guess then it wouldn't be a lesson learned before dying. I still love you. I'm the michae...
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry........: Green Eyed Devil
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Sum Tymes I wanna Cry. Thursday, July 23, 2009. Yeah, jealousy is a motha. it just creeps up on you.makes you start second guessing and third and fourth guessing yourself. makes you creep creep creep past windows and wait in bushes in vain. it makes you hate your sisters and kill your brothers. It will have your head spinning if you don't nip it in the bud, having you reading in between the in between of the lines. Posted by TRUTHZ @ 8:46 PM. 2 Your 2 Cents:. Wow so your dude is somebody elses guy?
