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losing3it: Shake Hands
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I have a dream of a simple reality with no dreams, no wanting, no teasing, no disappointment, just no pain. Monday, August 08, 2005. A few years ago,. When walking on an old sidewalk,. I noticed a question mark passing by. She was walking in the crowd,. People shoving it back and forth. She held a bottle of water in one hand. And a handkerchief in the other;. She’d sweep the dirty brownish sweat off her forehead,. And curse the biting emission of the ruthless sun. I remember seeing it in a great hurry,.
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losing3it: Another message from my sister
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I have a dream of a simple reality with no dreams, no wanting, no teasing, no disappointment, just no pain. Wednesday, July 19, 2006. Another message from my sister. July 19 @ 2:55 pm:. They bombed an orphanage! The bastards bombed orphan children bil Jnoub! They also bombed civilian buildings in Jnoub, supermarkets, and farmers in Beka3. 60 died. Posted by boubeyeh at 4:34 PM. View my complete profile. Messages from my sister, Maya (Boubeyeh). On the Way to Heaven.
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losing3it: On the Way to Heaven
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I have a dream of a simple reality with no dreams, no wanting, no teasing, no disappointment, just no pain. Saturday, October 01, 2005. On the Way to Heaven. Do you believe in God? Well, do you or not? Well, I don’t. For one thing, I believe it’s wrong to believe in an unfair God. Good people suffer for no reason, justice is never served and all the power rests in the hands of those who misuse it. And what does He, up here in the shadows, do? How can you say such thing? You believers just can’t look at t...
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losing3it: Messages from my sister, Maya (Boubeyeh)
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I have a dream of a simple reality with no dreams, no wanting, no teasing, no disappointment, just no pain. Sunday, July 16, 2006. Messages from my sister, Maya (Boubeyeh). July 12 @ 8:32 pm. Hello 7abibi. We're sitting in B3albak theater,waiting 4 Fairouz 2 come out.El-3alam da3waso ba3ed just 2 reac their seats.Z South is badly damaged but we're OK. July 13 @ 1:49 am. July 13 @ 7:51 am. July 13 @ 4:14 pm. July 13 @ 10:28 pm. July 16 @ 2:21 am. July 16 @ 3:09 am. July 16 @ 3:20 am. No,I can't. U got...
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losing3it: A Retired Criminal
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I have a dream of a simple reality with no dreams, no wanting, no teasing, no disappointment, just no pain. Sunday, December 31, 2006. It rained for three days in a row. Waterfalls from heaven,. Floods in the streets,. Rain on my window,. And a pond inside of me. From within the depth of this pond,. I snatched my ruins,. I looked and stared. At the rust of my childhood. I looked and stared. At the weeds of yesterday. I looked and stared. With a smile upon my face. I’ve lived within a hurricane,. Another ...
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losing3it: Beyond Serenity
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I have a dream of a simple reality with no dreams, no wanting, no teasing, no disappointment, just no pain. Monday, October 17, 2005. Standing on the broad walk,. I stop to look at the sea. How I love it. I can't even describe. The happiness it brings to me. Right now it's beautiful. It's calm and bluish green,. Just like I expect it to be. Just water, serene and sedated. That's what I see. I wish I'm blind. If I were blind,. I wouldn't see the corny disguises,. I wouldn't be fooled. If I were blind,.
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losing3it: Family Gathering
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I have a dream of a simple reality with no dreams, no wanting, no teasing, no disappointment, just no pain. Sunday, December 17, 2006. Posted by boubeyeh at 7:08 PM. I'm an invisible mind, I'm a deaf ear, I'm an expressionless face, I'm a weak body, I'm space itself, so empty, so wide, even I get lost within me.". View my complete profile. To Bouboo in war. I dont mean to depress u. An urgent message from my sister. Another message from my sister. Messages from my sister, Maya (Boubeyeh).
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losing3it: Kafra and Siddikeen
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I have a dream of a simple reality with no dreams, no wanting, no teasing, no disappointment, just no pain. Sunday, October 15, 2006. Under that crumbling roof (we passed by them at around 6:30 so it was time for ftar. We ate in the car). The entire village is being sold as iron rods and stones, that's all that's left of it. People say Siddikeen is being sold in kilos, and sadly, it is true. By the light of an oil lamp]. What did those families in Siddikeen do? Posted by boubeyeh at 6:38 PM.
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losing3it: At the End
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I have a dream of a simple reality with no dreams, no wanting, no teasing, no disappointment, just no pain. Tuesday, June 07, 2005. The party is over,. The guests have left. A smile, a joke, a friendly comment. And then she closed the door quietly. She turns around and leans tiresomely at the wooden door. She stares at the floor and sighs. The party is over. The friends are gone. The laughter mopped away along with the plastic plates,. Plastic cups, forks, and colorful balloons. The party is over. Posted...
