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Monday, August 23, 2004. I think I like livejournal better. Courtney rambled on @ 3:51 PM. Saturday, August 21, 2004. I don't think I can handle many more goodbyes for this week. I know that goodbye means nothing at all.". Courtney rambled on @ 5:00 AM. Friday, August 20, 2004. Its the random little things that let you forget the rest of the world, even if only for a few minutes. And I have flowers. Off to let the Benedryll do its thing. Courtney rambled on @ 5:56 AM. Wednesday, August 18, 2004. Looks li...
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Thursday, November 27, 2003. Happy Thanksgiving. What a good excuse to festively plump oneself. And wine. mmmmmmmmmmmm. I must say I indulged myself with a few glasses. Last night Alecia's mom proved that she has better moves on the stripper pole than we do. Basically we need to practice. Alecia did teach me a cool upside down spinning move that I finally was able to complete, hellz yes. Just wait until we get the video. Courtney rambled on @ 11:29 PM. Tuesday, November 25, 2003. Method of mashing potato...
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Tuesday, March 30, 2004. If you realize that most women are evil rotten bitches, most men are predictable pigs, and someone else is always going to be on a morality crusade, it should be easy to sit back, relax, and smile. Be optimistic because you know whats out there. You know what? The world is not such a bad place and we're lucky to be here.". Call Me, The Heidi Fleiss Story. Man, I have been writing on here a lot lately. Courtney rambled on @ 12:25 AM. Monday, March 29, 2004. Saturday, March 27, 2004.
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Sunday, September 28, 2003. Ha ha, it's also a good opportunity to sort through your thoughts. I'm thouroughly confused at the moment. I don't really know what I want and I seem to change my mind quite frequently. Everything is a contradiction. I need to figure things out and erase this befuddled state of mind. I'll explain more tomorrow, my mind is too tired for that level of complexity. Courtney rambled on @ 3:21 AM. Saturday, September 27, 2003. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I guess Lil NaNaz and I had ...
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Friday, October 31, 2003. Meandering the perpetual streets of life. Purpose unascertained, destination indistinguishable. Lost in a wreck of emotions. Feelings colliding, spinning out of control. I feel as if I don't know what I'm doing lately. Where is this road of life taking me? Sounds so cliche, I know. Courtney rambled on @ 12:30 AM. Tuesday, October 28, 2003. Am I just letting my mind rot to the whining voices of Jessica Simpson and MTV in the background? Not to sound conceded but I guess I just ha...
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Thursday, January 29, 2004. I have turned over a new academic leaf as evident by the conversation that just ensued:. Jeni: Did you record Friends? Do you want to watch it? Me: Sure, but I need to go finish my homework first. Jeni and Anita: *staring at me with a bewildered deer in headlight look as if this is a phenomenon never before observed* Are you alright? Plus it is Thirsty Thursday and I am sober and happy to be. I am productive. I am Jack's driven sense of accomplishment. Monday, January 26, 2004.
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Thursday, July 29, 2004. I've got a long way to run. And I just did. Yeah baby. Reminds me of the good old cross country days of yonder. Insantiy. Courtney rambled on @ 7:15 AM. Sunday, July 25, 2004. Amarieterr: oh my god you are alive! Amarieterr: you were a golden god last night! Life is so amusing. Especially when you get so drunk you don't remember your name. Courtney rambled on @ 12:16 PM. Thursday, July 22, 2004. I'm going to go start the Rum Diaries and brush my teeth again. Bleh. Only-friend-Bon...
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Monday, May 24, 2004. Its funny, one day you are healthy and the next your back is hurting, you spend two consecutive days at urgent care, and then you top it off with a 3 day 2 night stay at Chandler Regional. Its good to be home. With mind numbing television as one of the only forms of entertainment, and the loss of oversized gowns that never stay closed in the back. Thanks to everyone who called, visited, or sent some lovin'. The kidney and I appreciated it. More hospital tales tomorrow. I certainly d...
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Friday, April 30, 2004. The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words seem to diminish them - words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they're brought out. But it's more than that, isn't it? Courtney rambled on @ 5:06 PM. Monday, April 26, 2004. Courtney rambled on @ 3:43 PM. Monday, April 19, 2004. Bwahahahaha. Alecia doubted that I would make it past 10pm. Silly girl...Wait,...
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Wednesday, December 31, 2003. I hate those obnoxious pet names girls use like sweety and hun, especially from girls you don't know (ie. salespeople). It always comes out condescending making it seem that they are treating you like an inferior little girl. I'm not seventeen damnit, I'm almost twenty! In fact I will be twenty in twenty days. And if you don't but are good with your hands feel free to as well. I mean that is wrong, why would you type that. Anyways, Happy New Years. This is a song. Last night...
