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Poems and Thoughts: December 2011
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Waking up and discovering you aren't comfortable, not being able to talk to people and have understanding. Then comes the realisation you're in hospital, paralysed below the neck. Sunday, 18 December 2011. Pictures and Words: a Father ‘s Lament. In the dark of early morning I lie awake. My mind is restless. My body twisted and uncomfortable. I try to sleep. Images of memories my pictorial past. Faces and postures, incidents and occasions. Flip like a slideshow. Reaching out into my mind and beyond. Noo s...
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Poems and Thoughts: What's become of me?
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Waking up and discovering you aren't comfortable, not being able to talk to people and have understanding. Then comes the realisation you're in hospital, paralysed below the neck. Saturday, 28 December 2013. What's become of me? What's become of me? Choices ,choices few are the options. Even these can be crushed by a "helpful" carer. So it is with choices ,they become "subject to". So I sit and wonder,what's become of me. People tell me, I have independence. I have free choices. It's a lie to benefit them.
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Poems and Thoughts: July 2010
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Waking up and discovering you aren't comfortable, not being able to talk to people and have understanding. Then comes the realisation you're in hospital, paralysed below the neck. Tuesday, 27 July 2010. If you are amongst the many regular readers of my blog or an e-mail correspondent than I humbly apologise for letting you down. I won't promise to do better, just to do my best at being better. In my next post I will put some pictures of recent events. Links to this post. Monday, 19 July 2010.
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Poems and Thoughts: April 2012
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Waking up and discovering you aren't comfortable, not being able to talk to people and have understanding. Then comes the realisation you're in hospital, paralysed below the neck. Sunday, 8 April 2012. Like an outstretched hand, beckoning with promises of the past. The memories call to me, fleeting glimpses of faded times. I long to be there. When I walked, ran, sang for joy. I see the curly blonde hair on my daughters round face as she bounces and hops. Your promises are spent currency. Noo skin and nail.
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Poems and Thoughts: Pictures and Words: a Father ‘s Lament
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Waking up and discovering you aren't comfortable, not being able to talk to people and have understanding. Then comes the realisation you're in hospital, paralysed below the neck. Sunday, 18 December 2011. Pictures and Words: a Father ‘s Lament. In the dark of early morning I lie awake. My mind is restless. My body twisted and uncomfortable. I try to sleep. Images of memories my pictorial past. Faces and postures, incidents and occasions. Flip like a slideshow. Reaching out into my mind and beyond. SURPR...
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Poems and Thoughts: May 2012
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Waking up and discovering you aren't comfortable, not being able to talk to people and have understanding. Then comes the realisation you're in hospital, paralysed below the neck. Saturday, 19 May 2012. So why do I bother to write a blog? Does it reward me? Why do I struggle with an inadequate body typing letter by letter? It's a waste of time. It takes the life out of me, it drains me. I returned home yesterday. After a month of being in hospital;. A day without appointments, just silence. Fun loving an...
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Poems and Thoughts: Dark heart
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Waking up and discovering you aren't comfortable, not being able to talk to people and have understanding. Then comes the realisation you're in hospital, paralysed below the neck. Sunday, 4 December 2011. I have a darkness in my heart. In my quiet moments, a shadow. I am fading, my strength, like ice cream in summer leaks away. Comfort and hope are repelled from me. I procrastinate, I shrink from duty, failure follows me. Gloom in my heart and despair in my mind. Oh God please help me. Noo skin and nail.
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Poems and Thoughts: January 2011
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Waking up and discovering you aren't comfortable, not being able to talk to people and have understanding. Then comes the realisation you're in hospital, paralysed below the neck. Saturday, 8 January 2011. Lurking just out of sight. Silent promises of rest. How tempting to give in. Let go of the baton. Each precious person holds me. Each thread a lifeline against the dark. Each thread a blessed hope. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Noo skin and nail.
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Poems and Thoughts: Death
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Waking up and discovering you aren't comfortable, not being able to talk to people and have understanding. Then comes the realisation you're in hospital, paralysed below the neck. Sunday, 8 January 2012. It came to me and. Crumbling cowardly into dust. Resist its’ rest. Tho’ it sweetly calls. That to a word. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Noo skin and nail. SURPRISES, CHANGE and ADAPTING. Awesome Inc. template. Powered by Blogger.