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Musicaholism: Trust
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May 30, 2008. There's nothing like letting go. There is nothing like completely trusting someone. With your life. With your darkest secrets. With your most hidden self. When you trust their vision, their objectivity and their being there, when you expect them to lift you and they do. Nothing like it. And there's nothing like feeling they know you better than you know yourself. That could make up for the purpose of life itself. To find someone who would be that for you. It's hard, but it's worth it. I hav...
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Musicaholism: I am turning Japanese...
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Jun 27, 2008. I am turning Japanese. Just watched Kung Fu Panda the second time. It will never beat Nemo off the first place in my heart, the myths don't bare comparison, but it's a delicious movie to watch. And so deep. Taught me to return to childhood in order to learn the basic things I sometimes tend to ignore or forget. Totally worth it - Ska-doosh! Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Subscribe To My Blog. Paul Auster - The New York Trilogy. I am turning Japanese. If things were perfect. When your Y...
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Musicaholism: Telling Stories
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Aug 13, 2008. Much as I hate clichés, there is one I learned a lot about lately:. It's a wonderful world. Prejudice – wrote a song about it – wanna hear it? There is fiction in the space between. It's all a matter of perception and labels. And people are fear driven, no matter what their IQ is. I am sure the Italians were more scared of me than I was of them. And I remember someone asked me once if I was a gypsy…. And then I woke up to the reality of my microcosm. To be continued…. Subscribe To My Blog.
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Musicaholism
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Aug 5, 2008. And I am looking at my fingers and I think about all the times they had a life of their own and went on typing the words my mind wouldn't have wanted to type. And I think they could be the fingers of a piano player or a painter. They go up and down and gently touch the skin's surface. And stir reactions in the person next to me, although he is asleep. And they infiltrate in his dreams and take over his mind. And I find myself hypnotized by their power. I become a victim of their touch. I was...
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Musicaholism: Dear Clementine
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Feb 27, 2009. Society is becoming so predictable. It might be just me finally growing up/old, or it's just that people have run out of ideas. It would have cost him a lot more to pay for this gesture, than if he had actually bought the thing. That is civil consciousness. That is what the concept is based on. But by becoming such a highly civilized society, we've actually merely and lamely returned to the cave era. February 28, 2009 at 3:10 PM. March 25, 2009 at 6:09 PM. March 31, 2009 at 3:19 PM. When pe...
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Musicaholism: More on Society ...
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May 31, 2009. More on Society . As if this is supposed to take anyone by surprise. Someone I know fainted in a tram. He woke to find himself in an ambulance on the way to the hospital. Good thing he wasn't alone, good thing people reacted. He almost felt grateful, when he realized his mobile phone and his tram registration card were missing . Now, should he have felt grateful all the same? That they didn't leave him come to his senses on his own? Or would he have preferred that to being robbed. I gazed u...
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Musicaholism: Life in the West
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Feb 2, 2010. Life in the West. When your Yahoo Messenger list gets flooded with pictures of your contacts' offsprings, you should wonder. When the same happens on Facebook, you should worry. When, throughout what you think are only a couple of months, you feel that 'those kids have grown under your very eyes' and you wonder how they got so big in such a short period of time, you're getting left behind. I have only seen their new video once, but it has rather pale colors then the ones I remembered. Ac...
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Musicaholism: What Else is New?
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Jan 16, 2008. What Else is New? I have always been enthusiastic about meeting new people. I try not to judge or think of anything good or bad from the beginning. Time will always tell. And if I win a friend along the way, it's the greatest gain of all. If not well, I have got nothing to lose and at least I gave it a shot. Have I been this blind? Have I been too kind again? Have I jumped in again? You'd think such experiences should teach you to know better next time. I have been through this many a t...
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Musicaholism: Grieving
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Nov 8, 2009. I never got to express my grief or to even acknowledge it. I am not even sure I ever will be able to let it out. Having lost Michael felt like losing a part of my brain. A very creative, comforting, chilled out part of my brain. The part that was responsible for my childhood dreams, the part that let me believe I had wings to fly wherever I wanted. Superb scris. I love it. January 6, 2010 at 12:59 AM. January 18, 2010 at 4:49 PM. Well guess what. You have done it after all :). I gazed upon a...
