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room for squares: June 2011

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Bad Decisions (Photo Project). Monday, June 13, 2011. I'm tired of a life lived through your stories. I'm weary of the details of a good time or an annoying day where I'm always a spectator and never a character; the only reason they matter is because you matter. You know I love you, but telling me all about a life spent with others shouldn't be all there is to spending your life with me. Posted by Rz F. Saturday, June 11, 2011. And for the first time, I wondered if I would ever find them. That's the dif...

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room for squares: Certificate of Pre-Mortem

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Bad Decisions (Photo Project). Saturday, November 29, 2014. Dear Future Self,. In the light of [ life catastrophe (e.g., failure to realize dreams, loss of love, debilitating health concerns). I would like to assure you that this incident has been duly grieved for in advance since [ pre-mortem start date. Over the course of the last [ number of. Your feedback would be much appreciated. Let me know if I missed any pertinent details. And we'll figure it out, I guess. Posted by Rz F. View my complete profile.

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room for squares: October 2012

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Bad Decisions (Photo Project). Sunday, October 7, 2012. I should really write more. It seems like I'm always holding it off, waiting for that next drift of inspiration. On days like this one though, I remind myself that this blog isn't in the running for a Pulitzer, nor a Palanca- it's my personal blog, so maybe sharing more of my (not overly) personal thoughts wouldn't hurt. In line with that, I have a realization to share! Maybe this is also due to the fact that I could never imagine myself with someon...

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room for squares: November 2014

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Bad Decisions (Photo Project). Saturday, November 29, 2014. Dear Future Self,. In the light of [ life catastrophe (e.g., failure to realize dreams, loss of love, debilitating health concerns). I would like to assure you that this incident has been duly grieved for in advance since [ pre-mortem start date. Over the course of the last [ number of. Your feedback would be much appreciated. Let me know if I missed any pertinent details. And we'll figure it out, I guess. Posted by Rz F. View my complete profile.

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room for squares: May 2011

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Bad Decisions (Photo Project). Monday, May 30, 2011. I was looking through my old multiply blog, and look what I found:. The moon is a fascinating object. The romantic, the mysterious, the unreachable. But why does everybody adore it so much,. When it's just a 'chipped rock living on borrowed light'? Gonzales, Sunset Hair). Why do poets and fools gaze in wonder at the light of dead stars. And still make their wishes,. When they know well enough that there's nothing to grant it? The way a kid does-. A pro...

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room for squares: September 2012

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Bad Decisions (Photo Project). Thursday, September 20, 2012. Somewhere, someone is reading your words and thinking about you. Words are tricky little things- like pieces of skin you can shed and leave lying around. Weeks, months, or years later, you come back to find the molted words and marvel at how something can still be you and yet be so detached from your current self. Somewhere, someone is steadily growing enamored with. Posted by Rz F. Monday, September 17, 2012. Posted by Rz F. Wanted/wants to be...

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room for squares: June 2012

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Bad Decisions (Photo Project). Sunday, June 17, 2012. Because for some reason I like finding themes in things, the current theme of my life is this: hang time. I thought I could at least use this spare time to write, but often, I can't. There are some new subjects and styles I'd love to experiment with, but the right words, right tone, and all that aren't coming to me yet. So I'm biding my time in that department, too. Posted by Rz F. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Labels are for posts, not for people.

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room for squares: Dissociation

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Bad Decisions (Photo Project). Monday, July 29, 2013. The last seven months have been wildly busy, but that's not my only excuse for being absent from this blog in a while. Truly, I have so little energy left to write anything coherent on most days, but whatever could be mustered is now being split. It's also a kind of experiment. On one. Yeah, this is one of those trying-to-find-myself, what-am-I-doing-with-my-life projects. This could probably count as a symptom of early onset quarter life crisis, ...

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room for squares: October 2014

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Bad Decisions (Photo Project). Thursday, October 30, 2014. The Things That Keep You Up. Two years and three months is a lot of time to get lost. I took my time. It was great at first- learning new things; meeting new people; settling in to a new stage of my life. But slowly, I was making a habit of shedding the "silly" things in favor of filling my life past the brim with the "serious adult stuff" (you know, the stuff that they say really matters. Blogs that serve as online journals? All this time I prid...

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room for squares: The Future Is Not Meant To Be Feared

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Bad Decisions (Photo Project). Monday, December 31, 2012. The Future Is Not Meant To Be Feared. Now that I think of it, I spent a great deal of 2012 being afraid. I started the year with anxiety over the possibility of not graduating on time. Then I graduated and spent the next three months worried about what kind of job I would have- and if I would have any, for that matter. In hindsight, though, all those situations I spent so much time worrying about turned out to be the best experiences of the year&#...