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This is my blog. Monday, November 30, 2009. I wanna cry now. I'm feeling very uncomfortable. I really really really uncomfortable. I hate the feeling now. I don't like to be sick. I drank plenty of water already. I ate panadol already. Wo zhen de heng xin ku. I want to cry. I really hate it. Hate it very much.
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This is my blog. Saturday, September 26, 2009. I did not know what i should do now. I m going to be my own for the time being. I just know i miss you. I have no idea what i want. Maybe i should be on my own now. Maybe by doing so i get more mature? Abit dumb. i dont know what i m saying. Don't have to know what i m saying. As the time goes by,. I feel that i'm getting lazy. I didnt go for training. I didnt want to go out. I just want to go work. However, when it is time to work,. I wish to go out to slack.
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This is my blog. Sunday, April 10, 2011. I am very tired. super tired. where did i do wrong? This time i need a frank and real confirm answer. where you want this relationship to end? I know we are still young and long way to think. but i need to know. i know this is not a good ending. but i have to go. sister want to use my laptop. there is more i want to say. i really very tired. my heart hurts. do you know how much i miss you? Do you know how much i love you?
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This is my blog. Sunday, July 25, 2010. I am sorry for not being understanding. I know it is hurting. I do not need you to be 24/7 with me. Its ok that you didn't attend yesterday. Cause you knew nothing about it. You do not have to apologise as this is you. Without me, you will be doing all this freely,. Such as you do not have to report to me what you are doing. Or whever you are going. I am sorry for controlling too much. I know the reason why you didnt go for your game last night. I am really sorry.
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This is my blog. Tuesday, October 19, 2010. And i am sorry for venting my anger at you without asking what happen and jumping into conclusion. sorry. And i pray that tomorrow will be a better day for the both of us. there is a chinese saying. jia ren mei you ge ye chou, so i hope tomorrow will be alright and going smoothly for the both of us again. Is it my fault to be angry again? I am sorry for being feeling insecure. I am sorry for not being understanding. I am sorry for being so stupid. Well, maybe i...
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This is my blog. Friday, February 11, 2011. Haha so he wont be using car as and when he like now. hahaha. sad right? I also sad lor. cause he cant come and pick me from work le. haha. anyway, he is playing mj now while i am doing my project. Boring ttm. i have to complete in asap so that i can study! Got to go and finish it. bye! I love you boyfriend! Monday, February 7, 2011. It has been a long time since i blogggggggg. i am feeling sad!
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This is my blog. Saturday, October 24, 2009. Our story begins on the 020508. And it ended on the 191009. But in between we did broke up once. Our story is about eighteen months. It is very sad for me to end. I don't wish to end. But, i don't know why i choose to end. It's a very sad choice to do it. I pick up lots of courage to do it. However, i regretted it. I miss the happy moments we had together. The times when you pick me up from work. The times when you send me home. The times when you hug me.
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This is my blog. Thursday, December 3, 2009. Seriously, honestly,. If by going with her make you happy. Den go for it ba. Not that i want to let you go. But when you are with me,. I always make you angry. I will try my best to smile from now on. But please do give me time. I seriously dont like it too. You not sian to see my face,. I dun like to unhappy me. I like the happy me. I dun like the kelly who dun smile. I like the kelly who smile. As if like there is no troubles,. As if like there is no problems.
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This is my blog. Saturday, September 25, 2010. At times, it would be better to keep my mouth shut. Well, my family is a kaopei family. So what to do. i am kaopei too. Sometimes i thought that by saying things and telling,. Will make myself feel better. However, it goes shooting me back. So best is to shut up from now. I dont want to argue about it. Sleep early. goodnight. Sunday, September 5, 2010. This time round, i love you more and more till i am going to exceed you. So i wont care who loves who more.
