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Heart of Her: Aku

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This is a blog that i use to say my thoughts and what happens in my life. only my words. :). Saturday, June 2, 2012. Kenapa hati keci ini semakin resah? Aku tidak mampu untuk terus menahan kesakitan ini. Ya, aku mengaku. Itu risiko belajar di rantau orang. Aku terpaksa sedar tentang risiko itu. Kau pernah alami perasaan ini ke? Kau ingat aku suka rasa keseorangan. Tiada sesiapa ingin berborak di kala petang. Tiada sesiapa yang boleh membantu aku saat aku memerlukan kawan. Kau hanya pandai berkata-kata.

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Heart of Her: February 2012

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This is a blog that i use to say my thoughts and what happens in my life. only my words. :). Thursday, February 23, 2012. Sometimes, other people seems to know you better than your closed friends. Sometimes, even you, yourselves do not know what to do, and indeed, you doubt your action. Sometimes, an old friend who you rarely contact is the one who helps you rather than the person you often keep in touch. It just seems to be not in logical sequence. Why? Dugaan orang perempuan kan? Masa sakit-sakit camni...

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Heart of Her: January 2012

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This is a blog that i use to say my thoughts and what happens in my life. only my words. :). Friday, January 27, 2012. Waking up at 9.30a.m this morning, hoping for a better day cause I have nightmares. Who loves nightmares? Everyone hates it, so am I. Crying in your sleep because of the intense fright. Who likes to be in frightened state? Kalau ada orang cmtu, kena jumpa psychologist tu. haha.Betol tak? Korang suka ke dalam keadaan ketakutan? Korang nampak benda yang korang takut sangat? Sama-samalah ki...

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Heart of Her: June 2012

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This is a blog that i use to say my thoughts and what happens in my life. only my words. :). Saturday, June 2, 2012. Kenapa hati keci ini semakin resah? Aku tidak mampu untuk terus menahan kesakitan ini. Ya, aku mengaku. Itu risiko belajar di rantau orang. Aku terpaksa sedar tentang risiko itu. Kau pernah alami perasaan ini ke? Kau ingat aku suka rasa keseorangan. Tiada sesiapa ingin berborak di kala petang. Tiada sesiapa yang boleh membantu aku saat aku memerlukan kawan. Kau hanya pandai berkata-kata.

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Heart of Her: April 2012

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This is a blog that i use to say my thoughts and what happens in my life. only my words. :). Friday, April 27, 2012. Lately, rasa tak tenang. Jiwa kacau. mood senang terganggu. Tak tahu nak expect apa. Tapi diri ni sedar kelemahan. Diri ni cuba belajar menjadi kuat,. Diri ni perlukan sokongan. YA berjauhan dengan keluarga,. Keseorangan di rantau orang,. Aku sedar risiko itu,. Sedar sejak berkeputusan melanjutkan ke luar negara. Aku percaya kepada-MU YA ALLAH. Ada hikmahMU di sebalik setiap keputusanku,.

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Heart of Her: March 2013

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This is a blog that i use to say my thoughts and what happens in my life. only my words. :). Wednesday, March 13, 2013. It has been so long. today, tetiba my heart tells me to write her out. Rindu nak balik Malaysia. rindu nak berada di sekeliling orang tersayang. sakitnya perasaan rindu. sakitnya perasaan tak dapat berbuat apa-apa yang dapat membantu orang2 yang disayangi selain doa. Ps: insomnia is not a good thing. seek medical attention if you suffers this. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).

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Heart of Her: October 2011

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This is a blog that i use to say my thoughts and what happens in my life. only my words. :). Tuesday, October 18, 2011. I looked like i am happy. yes, sometimes. but i'm faking it. I don't want my beloveds to be worrying about me. i hate to hear sighs from my beloveds. i always wish my beloveds are happy and no worries. i wish i can lightened the burdens of my beloveds. but, sometimes, vice verse occur, isn't it? Who loves to look the people who they love sighing and complaining all the time? Tomorrow, i...

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Heart of Her: July 2011

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This is a blog that i use to say my thoughts and what happens in my life. only my words. :). Sunday, July 17, 2011. Sekarang, aku rasa sangat sedih. kenapa? Kerakusan manusia mencari harta meminggirkan perikemanusiaan sehinggakan darah daging sendiri pun sanggup diputusakn perhubungan, sanggup dijadikan musuh, sanggup dibuat itu ini. di manakah hati perutmu, wahai insan yang digelar MANUSIA? Tidakkah kau ingat yang kita semua ini adalah cucu cicit Nabi Adam a.s? Monday, July 11, 2011. My friends who did ...

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Heart of Her: September 2011

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This is a blog that i use to say my thoughts and what happens in my life. only my words. :). Wednesday, September 28, 2011. A random post to express something truly deep inside from my heart. No second thought, just speak it out. Deep in me, i am a loner. why? I, myself do not know. Yes, it's pathetic. From me to you,. I want you to be happy,. To know yourselves,. To feel full. not empty. Being lonely made me to start wondering,. To wonder far away,. Some of my dearests have left me,. In what situation,.

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Heart of Her: August 2011

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This is a blog that i use to say my thoughts and what happens in my life. only my words. :). Thursday, August 11, 2011. Macam nak nangis. tak tahu nak describe. Refresh site je. tapi takut nak dapat. Bila tengok webpage keluar, lega sikit. Enter username dan password. crashed balik. Mesti ramai yang tengah senasib dengan aku. INSYA-ALLAH. doakan kami. Wednesday, August 10, 2011. Macam keadaan aku sekarang. haha. Thursday, August 4, 2011. Asalamualaikum. salam ramadhan kalian. Berdebar bkan mainla diri in...