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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man...: Knowing...

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man. My thoughts, poetry and other crap. Saturday, June 30, 2012. 8220;It’s the knowing that hurts the most…”. It hurts because…. I thought I’d lost the game. It hurts because…. I thought that I was to blame. It hurts because…. I know you never cared for me. It hurts because…. I know your love was never shared with me. It hurts because…. I knew it was wasn’t right from the start. It hurts because…. I knew eventually it would all fall apart. It hurts because…. Kiseki &#...

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man...: Milestones

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man. My thoughts, poetry and other crap. Saturday, June 22, 2013. You shouldn't ask questions you really don't want the answers to.". Instead of the blue one. And after making that choice, my life fundamentally changed. We don't always change the world sometimes it changes us. And oftentimes the changes are for the better. We just have to be open and willing to accept the changes. However, most times change isn't easy. June 27, 2013 at 10:57 PM. View my complete profile.

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man...: Crushin'

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man. My thoughts, poetry and other crap. Sunday, January 12, 2014. There’s a pounding in my chest,. Got a lump in my throat. Cannot get you out of my head. Feels like I missed the boat. Saw you in the hallway…. And my heart skipped a beat. Felt like a giddy schoolgirl. And you caught me trying to peep. I wonder where you are sometimes. If you are alone or with your boo. Can’t help having these thoughts. Actually, daydreams starring you. You have such a kind heart.

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man...: Y.O.L.O

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man. My thoughts, poetry and other crap. Tuesday, August 13, 2013. Wrote this for someone very close to me who was going through some things. 8220;Twice as bright, half as long…”. Take a good look. But don’t stare too long. I wanted to give you a final glance. At the person you did so wrong. Don’t try to speak. Words aren’t needed today. I’d never forgive your transgressions. There’s nothing left to say. Should have kept it 100. You had so many chances. What a Wonderfu...

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man...: What You Sow...

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man. My thoughts, poetry and other crap. Sunday, June 10, 2012. 8220;When will they realize this world is round, not flat…”. Everyone told me not to fool with you. But I went against the grain. Believing all of your lies about. Never causing me pain. But you did cause me to suffer. She may have broken my heart. But you were much worse, you see. You ripped my soul apart. Spiritual wounds cut deep. But I display no outward signs. Except the sadness I experience. Breaking...

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man...: Almost...

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man. My thoughts, poetry and other crap. Saturday, July 12, 2014. 8220;The reports of my utter demise were greatly exaggerated…”. It’s amazing sometimes. We try to change our predisposition. But the core of a person never changes. It’s set from our inception. I walk through the crowd. Hearing whispers from afar. There he is they say. He’s the one with the terrible scar. Heard them speak about. My life’s strange journey. All of the BS I’ve been through. In my absence Pe...

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man...: No Strings...

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man. My thoughts, poetry and other crap. Monday, February 3, 2014. I can't believe it. Words truly can't convey. The shock of this moment. Got me feeling some type of way. How did I allow this. It's not my fault this time. You got caught up in the moment. Told you not to cross that line. I knew I wasn't ready. But you were so insistent. The attraction between us I can't deny. My psyche just wasn't that resistant. Now you've gotta deal. I told you that I'm quite intense.

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man...: For Her...

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man. My thoughts, poetry and other crap. Saturday, October 15, 2011. 8220;Google it.". I’ve witnessed her tears. Too many for me to count. I’ve seen the hurt in her eyes. It’s an unbearable amount. These emotions are vital. But she’s afraid to let them show. Feelings she tries to conceal. Acting like I don’t already know. A Lack of Visual Empathy. Those words sound so mean. Sometimes it only takes a spark. To melt the heart of an Ice Queen. We sit alone in silence.

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man...: Without You... (S.O.L.)

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The Maniacal Ravings of a Desperate Man. My thoughts, poetry and other crap. Wednesday, September 14, 2011. Without You. (S.O.L.). 8220;I bet it sucks to be you right now…”. I believed all your lies. I was such a fool,. Didn’t expect us to work out. Just figured we’d at least be cool. You just stood there. And watched me burn. Taught me an important lesson. One that I needed to learn. You are the worst kind of person. One that lives life without regret. Through your actions I’ve seen the real you. What a...