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klog blog flog: July 2005
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Contains thoughts, musings, notes, wonderments, journal entries, entreaties for help, depressing missives, soul-searching, and quests for holy grails. Sunday, July 03, 2005. I should actually title this post "survivor getting to my hotel in budapest" because the adventure began the moment i stepped out the door and didn't end until my arrival at atlas hotel in budapest. gah. Friday, july 1, 12:29 pm EST. I start running. i get to the platform just in time to see my train pull away. FUCK! And now that i k...
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klog blog flog: i am Worthy
http://kbfreder.blogspot.com/2012/02/i-am-worthy.html
Contains thoughts, musings, notes, wonderments, journal entries, entreaties for help, depressing missives, soul-searching, and quests for holy grails. Wednesday, February 08, 2012. This post was going to be titled, "sometimes, beer makes me happy." but for one, that title is way too long. and for another, this statement is not true. "often" or "nearly always" would be more accurate. Stone Double Bastard's prose begins as follows, and it was this that made me beer-happy tonight:. Posted by kbf @ 9:31 PM.
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klog blog flog: learning by meandering
http://kbfreder.blogspot.com/2013/03/learning-by-meandering.html
Contains thoughts, musings, notes, wonderments, journal entries, entreaties for help, depressing missives, soul-searching, and quests for holy grails. Saturday, March 16, 2013. The foot bone's connected to the leg bone.the leg bone's connected to the knee bone. But the knee bone is also connected to ligaments and tendons, and tendons to muscles. speaking of muscles, what makes them cramp? How long do you really need to rest between sets? Does foam rolling really work? How did i get here again?
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klog blog flog: February 2005
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Contains thoughts, musings, notes, wonderments, journal entries, entreaties for help, depressing missives, soul-searching, and quests for holy grails. Monday, February 14, 2005. Especially when you spent valentine's day last year with someone but this year find yourself sorrowfully single and alone. At least it was cold and raining and a monday. took away some of the magic, made it more OK to not be doing anything tonight. Posted by kbf @ 11:07 PM. New Haven, Connecticut, United States. AUDL - my take.
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klog blog flog: November 2005
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Contains thoughts, musings, notes, wonderments, journal entries, entreaties for help, depressing missives, soul-searching, and quests for holy grails. Monday, November 28, 2005. There was a brief sermon before the noon-time meal. just prior, i had been going back into the kitchen to get something, and i got stuck behind this old guy in a suit with a cane. i remember thinking to myself "he doesn't need a cane! It's all for show! It made my situation seem pathetic - or rather it made me. Tear it all down?
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klog blog flog: August 2005
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Contains thoughts, musings, notes, wonderments, journal entries, entreaties for help, depressing missives, soul-searching, and quests for holy grails. Wednesday, August 24, 2005. Moving on (moving day). Memories which had laid dormant in the back of my mind were stirred up along with the dust in the process of sorting through things, cleaning out drawers, and uncovering forgotten items. painful, bittersweet memories. Why had he left me alone, abandoned me? The dusty memories had been stirred.
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klog blog flog: quiet breeds discontent
http://kbfreder.blogspot.com/2013/03/quiet-breeds-discontent.html
Contains thoughts, musings, notes, wonderments, journal entries, entreaties for help, depressing missives, soul-searching, and quests for holy grails. Sunday, March 17, 2013. A rare quiet evening. Lately i've been thinking:. So this is it? The view on this road is great, but i'm fast approaching a blind curve and all i can think about is what's around the bend. does the view get better? Does the road lead straight off a cliff? But oh so time-consuming. sometimes it is uplifting, that i can do this (n...
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Burn it Off: 07/2003
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My self-inflicted panopticon failed. And the dude said, "let there be light". Very odd.what a job. he works alone *shrugs*. Either way, i wasn't really planning on blobbing tonight 'cause i was really tired.but then my mom just went to sleep and, contrary to logic, i have a renewed vigor. i wonder if i should be worried that solitude brings me warmth. That's it for the surf review today. Not a single serious word passed between us and she took it. *shrugs*. So that's me, who're you? 4) surf is good.
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klog blog flog: the unbearable emptiness of full
http://kbfreder.blogspot.com/2011/11/unbearable-emptiness-of-full.html
Contains thoughts, musings, notes, wonderments, journal entries, entreaties for help, depressing missives, soul-searching, and quests for holy grails. Friday, November 25, 2011. The unbearable emptiness of full. Despite their proximity, filling your stomach does nothing to fill your heart (and here i make the switch from physical heart and metaphorical one). that emptiness you feel from years of neglect from your mother? Amidst all these activities, how is it that the kind words, the smile, the friendly ...
