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Losing a loved one to suicide, as an atheist. – existingwithdepression
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Losing a loved one to suicide, as an atheist. August 2, 2016. August 2, 2016. Whilst reflecting on the tragic death of my brother to suicide four years ago, I searched for WordPress posts about the subject without hitting the nail on the head. Everyone who is bereaved by suicide has a different story, one that is unique to them, of course. No two situations are the same. However, as anyone who has been affected by suicide bereavement will know it is extremely isolating. Why would a god allow someone who ...
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I think I might be okay – existingwithdepression
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I think I might be okay. April 6, 2016. I’ve been quiet for a while on here; Partly because my partner saw my open WordPress account on my tablet and decided to go reading through everything, including my post about buying alcohol and drinking it with abandon early in the day. Partly because I have been having EMDR therapy. Six sessions of it and a few to stabilise me beforehand and some afterwards too. She interrupted my downward spiral. How dare she. Go to my safe place in my mind,. I’m terrified...
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August 2015 – existingwithdepression
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I am a loser. August 30, 2015. August 30, 2015. I was born a loser. As soon as i was born i began to lose heat. My temperature plummeted and the doctors wrapped me in a foil blanket to warm me up. My parents snapped my Christening candle in half and burnt both pieces during a power cut. I discovered the melted waxen stubs in a cupboard as a child, with the remnants of my name and a date on the sides of them. Being forced to go to church every Sunday under threat of violence was really helpful also. My fa...
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existingwithdepression – Page 2 – Existence is futile
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August 12, 2015. When feelings change as time goes on. How do u know when to stop holding on? Is it the natural ebb and flow. Or is it time to let go? I know things will never be the same. The only real certainties:. Death, Taxes and Change. It’s meant to be hard work,. But she’s doing all the work. I feel so bad. July 27, 2015. July 27, 2015. I am everything they say I am. And I am nothing. I feel like shit. Therefore I am shit. It’s been a while. July 24, 2015. Why do I treat her like shit though?
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August 2016 – existingwithdepression
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Losing a loved one to suicide, as an atheist. August 2, 2016. August 2, 2016. Whilst reflecting on the tragic death of my brother to suicide four years ago, I searched for WordPress posts about the subject without hitting the nail on the head. Everyone who is bereaved by suicide has a different story, one that is unique to them, of course. No two situations are the same. However, as anyone who has been affected by suicide bereavement will know it is extremely isolating. Why would a god allow someone who ...
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December 2015 – existingwithdepression
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I went to the shop for milk and came back with Rum and Chocolate. December 7, 2015. It was only 10am. I guess it was inevitable after lastnight’s major argument. I had to sleep on the couch for the first time in our almost-decade-long relationship. That’s how I know it was bad. It always seems to happen after I take my knock-out depression pills, Quetiapine. I kept on dreaming about being in work during the conversation and then I started snoring, several times. She got so pissed off with me! Re: I Dont ...
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I just wrote this song in my head – existingwithdepression
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I just wrote this song in my head. November 6, 2015. November 6, 2015. Make her think that. I don’t feel so good. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out. I Follow You Follow.
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April 2016 – existingwithdepression
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I think I might be okay. April 6, 2016. I’ve been quiet for a while on here; Partly because my partner saw my open WordPress account on my tablet and decided to go reading through everything, including my post about buying alcohol and drinking it with abandon early in the day. Partly because I have been having EMDR therapy. Six sessions of it and a few to stabilise me beforehand and some afterwards too. She interrupted my downward spiral. How dare she. Go to my safe place in my mind,. I’m terrified...
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I am a loser – existingwithdepression
https://existingwithdepression.wordpress.com/2015/08/30/i-am-a-loser
I am a loser. August 30, 2015. August 30, 2015. I was born a loser. As soon as i was born i began to lose heat. My temperature plummeted and the doctors wrapped me in a foil blanket to warm me up. My parents snapped my Christening candle in half and burnt both pieces during a power cut. I discovered the melted waxen stubs in a cupboard as a child, with the remnants of my name and a date on the sides of them. Being forced to go to church every Sunday under threat of violence was really helpful also. My fa...
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I don’t feel so good – existingwithdepression
https://existingwithdepression.wordpress.com/2015/11/06/i-dont-feel-so-good
I don’t feel so good. November 6, 2015. November 6, 2015. My fists hurt from punching the cupboards. Im so tensed up that im shaking. My breathimg is shallow. I’m hummung somethimg over and over that i just made up in my head. My teeth are chattering and clenching together so ive just noticed. My neckand shoulders are getting sore from the stress tension. Im rocking from side to side on my restless legs. Im flashing back to my overdose two years ago. I think im having some sort of meltdown. You are comme...
