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Coret Coret: September 2008

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Me in Qatar. In the making of superwoman that I intended to be, for a long time. Thursday, September 25, 2008. Hari demi hari berlalu, aku berhijrah jauh, kutinggalkan R dalam kenangan. Kutinggalkan mainan perasaan. Kusimpan dalam lipatan kenangan. Perlukah AT tahu? Ku rasa tidak. Namun walau tak ku luahkan padanya, dari wajahnya ku tahu dia dapat mengagak. Ahh. AT manusia jujur. Seluruh perasaan terlukis di wajahnya. Walau tiada kata yang dituturnya, ku tahu dia tahu. Usahaku tidak sia-sia. Kini R k...

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Coret Coret: February 2009

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Me in Qatar. In the making of superwoman that I intended to be, for a long time. Tuesday, February 24, 2009. Kesian orang yang tag aku, dah basi dah, baru aku nak tulis. And I'm not tagging anyone after this. 1Emak kata aku start jalan masa umur 11 bulan. 2Masa kecik aku sangat suka membaca, buku cerita, majalah wanita semua aku tala.buku sekolah je malas sikit.tapi dah besar, aku tak berapa rajin. Excusenya, tak de masa :(. 4Bila buang air besar, aku tak suka lama-lama sebab err. tak wangi :). 12Aku kua...

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Coret Coret: Adeela "wa" Aqeela

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Me in Qatar. In the making of superwoman that I intended to be, for a long time. Wednesday, May 06, 2015. Every time I visited Aqeela to supply her milk, she opens her eyes and looks at me sadly. I can tell in her eyes that she missed us. Much. Very much. At home Adeela refused to sleep alone, refused to be left in the cot. She will cry her heart out and can only sleep if I put her on my chest. She'll stay quiet for hours. This went on until they day they re united. Hugs to you too! 2) oh mannnn, i have ...

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Coret Coret: March 2009

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Me in Qatar. In the making of superwoman that I intended to be, for a long time. Monday, March 23, 2009. Average. That's what you have. You told lies. To get things your way you told lies. Told everything perfect. In every sense. You know those lies, as when you turn around, reality bites. Everything told was not the things that longed for, not the things that dreamt for. The dream was just the opposite of what you have. Keep lying and denying and continue with your life. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).

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Coret Coret: December 2009

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Me in Qatar. In the making of superwoman that I intended to be, for a long time. Monday, December 14, 2009. These notes are not about transformation of plain Jane to a pious lady. Nor it is about new me. These are my struggle to tame my heart. When I completed the umrah (for Hajj Tamattu'), all I can feel was relieved because I'm out of ihram and can go back to our accommodation for a rest. I pity myself. I feel sad for my soul. That day, I was disturbed. I kept remembering the incident. Was I ra...Even ...

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Coret Coret: May 2015

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Me in Qatar. In the making of superwoman that I intended to be, for a long time. Wednesday, May 06, 2015. Every time I visited Aqeela to supply her milk, she opens her eyes and looks at me sadly. I can tell in her eyes that she missed us. Much. Very much. At home Adeela refused to sleep alone, refused to be left in the cot. She will cry her heart out and can only sleep if I put her on my chest. She'll stay quiet for hours. This went on until they day they re united. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).

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Coret Coret: Betrayal.

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Me in Qatar. In the making of superwoman that I intended to be, for a long time. Monday, March 23, 2009. Average. That's what you have. You told lies. To get things your way you told lies. Told everything perfect. In every sense. You know those lies, as when you turn around, reality bites. Everything told was not the things that longed for, not the things that dreamt for. The dream was just the opposite of what you have. Keep lying and denying and continue with your life. View my complete profile.

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Coret Coret: Hajj Memories (part 1).

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Me in Qatar. In the making of superwoman that I intended to be, for a long time. Sunday, December 13, 2009. Hajj Memories (part 1). My heart was paralyzed. I want loads from Allah but not giving enough for Allah. Yang wajib tidak sempurna, sunnah (sunat) jarang sekali. I know what need to be done, yet not doing it. Like a paralyzed person, the brain tells the body to act, no respond from the body part. It is sad. Yes, my heart was paralyzed. Umrah We went. Kursus haji. We went. Hajj reading m...When hajj...

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Coret Coret: Hajj Memories (part2).

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Me in Qatar. In the making of superwoman that I intended to be, for a long time. Monday, December 14, 2009. These notes are not about transformation of plain Jane to a pious lady. Nor it is about new me. These are my struggle to tame my heart. When I completed the umrah (for Hajj Tamattu'), all I can feel was relieved because I'm out of ihram and can go back to our accommodation for a rest. I pity myself. I feel sad for my soul. That day, I was disturbed. I kept remembering the incident. Was I ra...Even ...