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La La Land...: February 2012
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Learning to play again, this side of Heaven. Feb 11, 2012. I need my blog/coming home. I don't know if my readers will come back, but I'm coming back. I'm done with fb for the time being and I find I still need a space to connect with people. To vent or talk about the random goodness I've witnessed lately. To speak of the thoughts that run crazy through my mind like disobedient children and explain how only my attitude has changed but it has made a big difference. Links to this post. Granny on the Web.
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La La Land...: January 2011
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Learning to play again, this side of Heaven. Jan 8, 2011. Time for me to get real, for real. If you read this blog:. Or "Curse you tiny toilet! We have to go to Virginia (yes, 1,000 away from me) on Wednesday. Anybody want to do lunch? I'll be stuffed in a cold, I'm guessing, hotel room all by my lonesome Thursday while Jeff fights to keep visitation with his adorable, spitting image of himself son thanks to an evil bitter ex-wife. YAY! I named this blog La La Land, because my nephew calls me La La and I...
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La La Land...: September 2011
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Learning to play again, this side of Heaven. Sep 29, 2011. Happy Birthday baby. I miss you so much. I wish you were here, running around with your family. Things are sad and crazy for your momma right now. My heart hurts. I love you, forever, xoxoxoxoxoxo. Links to this post. Sep 28, 2011. I've never had a live person break my heart, and we're still together in a small sad way. In limbo. Now I feel that limbo is closer to hell, the hope to rise out of it will consume your mind. Links to this post. Hannah...
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La La Land...: June 2011
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Learning to play again, this side of Heaven. Jun 29, 2011. What I've been doing in here. Links to this post. I've been meaning to do Angie's Where I Am Now project, I just feel so exposed here. I don't want to go private, so I just have to get over it. I'll give it a shot next week maybe. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Zoe's name in the sand. From my sweet friend Lea. Doing my favorite thing! Other friends in La La Land. Where laughter lives: The Riggs Family. Granny on the Web.
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La La Land...: April 2011
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Learning to play again, this side of Heaven. Apr 11, 2011. I'm such a punk. I put the little pill under my tongue and hope for the best. It can't fix everything. Loneliness and anger will always have their say. Why did he do this. Why do I make myself into a martyr. Why do I still bother. I'm the one alone. I'm the one hurt. Listening to Miller's Angels. I want you to leave me, leave me, leave me, leave me alone". I HATE that I think like I do and in such circles and so fast. Links to this post. And blow...
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La La Land...: I....
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Learning to play again, this side of Heaven. Jun 29, 2012. Its good to here from you. I hope you post more often. I have you on my sidebar so I know when youre back. Always look for you and you were on my heart this morning. I wonder if well ever get to meet IRL. My daughter that lived there moved to Odessa, TX a couple of months ago. I hate that shes now 12 or 13 hours away! Who is this little troll named Boris? Does he mean anything to you or a stranger? June 29, 2012 at 5:41 PM. Zoe's name in the sand.
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La La Land...: July 2012
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Learning to play again, this side of Heaven. Jul 30, 2012. Anti- Pity Party Poem. I am married to Ottis Redding, Jeff Buckley, Joe Henry,. Thom Yorke, Grant Lee Philips. The teenage crushes, Bradley from Sublime, Bono,. Heather Nova, P.J. Harvey. Every poet that sings to my soul. I'm not accepting the sentence given me,. Not when I don't feel sick. Not when they seem so rushed. To get me gone from bed to make empty for a better customer. A card not from the state,. If you've been avoiding me. If I was in...
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La La Land...: 4 years...
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Learning to play again, this side of Heaven. Oct 17, 2011. I can't believe it's been four years since I've held you in my arms, or seen your sweet face. So much has happened, and so many things have changed. What never changes is how much I miss you or love you. I will always feel a little guilty that I'm here, typing this, and you're gone, you died. I'm sorry I haven't been to your grave. I hate it there and now that Moah is there too, it's so depressing. I know you are not there. Louis Vuitton T-Shirt ...
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La La Land...: October 2010
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Learning to play again, this side of Heaven. Oct 19, 2010. Links to this post. Oct 15, 2010. I lit them for all of us. I lit a candle outside. I lit a candle near Zoe's picture. I lit a candle by us on Zoe's memory chest. I lit them for Zoe and for all of your sweet babies too. I hate the circumstances that brought us together, but I'm so glad to have some of you (you know who you are) on this crazy ride with me.xo. Links to this post. Oct 3, 2010. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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La La Land...: July 2011
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Learning to play again, this side of Heaven. Jul 22, 2011. Or maybe he doesn't but then there's another reminder, I don't trust people. Since Zoe died, I don't trust people to stick around because in my experience they don't. I don't expect him to stick around forever. I don't trust anyone to do that. How do you have a relationship, if you don't learn to trust someone to stay? Links to this post. Jul 8, 2011. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Zoe's name in the sand. From my sweet friend Lea.
