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life in the making...: tsunami

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Life in the making. A collision of dreams and reality. Heavy distraction, losing traction. Sadness creeps in and chokes out. A tsunami drowning out any sign of light. No rest for the wicked,. You've taken it to new height,. Taking over mind, body and soul. No longer mine,. But puppets in this dark and dangerous marionette game. No sleep, only tears and fear and emptiness. That fill this hollow shell of the person that I used to be. Like a deadly addiction that I can't shake. I picked my poison,.

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life in the making...: selfish

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Life in the making. A collision of dreams and reality. I continuously solicit reassurance in one way or another. Reassurance that he loves me, or that she approves, or whatever the the case may be. And when I don't feel it, I let it send my life into a whirlwind of self-doubt and panic, jumping to conclusions and thinking the worst - and once again I don't rest easy. Here's to day one of selfishness. You are getting stronger! September 10, 2011 at 10:23 AM. September 11, 2011 at 9:57 AM. Summer 2016 : No...

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life in the making...: going there

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Life in the making. A collision of dreams and reality. Working on getting back to basics, back to simple, back to happy. Seems like this is what I'm always working on, but I get closer every single day! And afterall, that's what life's all about right? Pieces of history that will take your mind back and make you wonder about the people who made a home here, wonder who they were and what their lives were like. And the people you will meet out in the middle of nowhere on a steamy hot summer day! Perhaps ma...

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life in the making...: so this is me

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Life in the making. A collision of dreams and reality. So this is me. Sometimes the best gift of all that you can give another person is the hardest one you'll ever have to give, and that is to let go and let them fly. Birds don't belong in cages, neither do people. Unconditional love means just that - no cages, no locks, just the freedom and respect to make ones own choices without fear. So this is me. Hoping for the best. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Along for the ride.

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life in the making...: lazy days

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Life in the making. A collision of dreams and reality. Of all the days of my life, I love the ones that belong completely to myself the most. The days with no time restrictions, no rules, nowhere to be - unless I want to be there. No pressures or people to please. Sleep all day or run and run until I'm exhausted. Cook a big meal or eat a $1.00 frozen pizza and then drive into town for a euro-tart frozen yogurt in my pajamas and messy hair, if it pleases me. Life is sounding good. View my complete profile.

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life in the making...: June

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Life in the making. A collision of dreams and reality. Today I fully grasp the concept of being quiet and still. I wrap my mind around it like a vine on a pole and realize this is why I'm here, in this place at this time in my life - to finally get it. So much better to find beauty in sunlight rather than darkness, although I am without a doubt capable of both. Sunflowers shine their pretty faces at me to remind me that all is well, and once again I am grounded. August 1, 2011 at 2:47 PM. She's got her d...

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life in the making...: Monkey on my back

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Life in the making. A collision of dreams and reality. Monkey on my back. As we settle into the new year, I lay here thinking with a twisted mind. A conversation plays out daily in this house, usually initiated by myself: please don't let this turn into every other relationship, please don't turn into every other man. Sometimes there are tears, sometimes voices are louder than they should be. Hello, my name is Tiffany, the monkey on my back goes by the name of Apparently Unresolved Issues. She's got her ...

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life in the making...: tired

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Life in the making. A collision of dreams and reality. Sick of it all. Can't stop the fall. That's just a crock. But pulled in directions. Hear my limbs breaking. Mind full of infection. And starts to consume. I retreat to a room. Where no one can find me. Or hear my lips screaming. See the tears flowing. Wake me when the world stops turning. I need to step off to stop the burning. Girl You gotta hang on and hang in. Itll get better. It always does. March 1, 2011 at 4:21 PM. March 1, 2011 at 5:34 PM.

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life in the making...: one wish

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Life in the making. A collision of dreams and reality. If I could have anything in this world for Christmas this year, my one wish would be the ability to trust without fear. All I want is to know what it feels like just once in life. To know that there is just one thing in life that I can trust without doubting or worrying or wondering. I have loved and been loved in life, but never trusted it to not break my heart. How sad is that? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.