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Panda_eyed: February 2009
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Chocolate and clementine heaven, oops, I mean, cake. I sometimes get the occasional urge to bake, and that's what I did this weekend. I had been a two-day chocolate splurge already but, finding it still unsatiated, I decided that what I needed was a reeeeeally chocolate-y chocolate cake, with reeeeally chocolate-y chocolate frosting. I found this conversions. Page, on Smitten Kitchen, useful for making conversions, especially from US to UK measurements. 350g dark chocolate, chopped. 1/4 teaspoon salt (if...
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Panda_eyed: I don't understand men
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I don't understand men. I don't understand them AT ALL. 1 comment so far. 2:12 pm, August 14, 2010. The key is not understanding men its understanding a man.give it time. I'm a London girl in my mid-twenties. View my complete profile.
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Panda_eyed: July 2009
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August 14th 2008 11am. That was the last time I was in his arms. You touched my heart o. N our first date, halfway over Waterloo Bridge, when you stopped, took my hand and said to me ". Look - that there is my London". And now it's mine too. Thanks. For teaching me to appreciate the simple things in life". That resonated with my soul. It was a memory I had all but forgotten, and it melted me that something I had said or done so unwittingly could have touched him so profoundly. Be strong for me".
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Panda_eyed: March 2010
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When The Spaniard came into my life, although I didn't really notice it at the time, the ache that I felt slowly lifted until it disappeared altogether. I guess it was the rush from being in a new relationship that did it - all those new possibilities, the hope, the passion, the flirtation. So until a few days ago when the ache returned, I hadn't even noticed that it had gone. So, another frog down. I guess. I wonder how many more before I find my prince? I'm a London girl in my mid-twenties.
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Panda_eyed: May 2011
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International MS/CFS awareness day (12.05.2011). Posted this to Facebook today:. In November 2005, I got a flu, which, try as I might, I never seemed to recover from. I seemed to be living with constant flu symptoms - constant exhaustion, achiness, joint pains, a sore throat that never went away and bouts of fever and chills, just to name a few. What I didn't know was that this was the beginning of my relationship with ME/CFS ( http:/ www.meassociation.org.uk/? This' is not me. I wish that I could wa...
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Panda_eyed: February 2010
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You know the saying that, in every relationship, there's always one partner that is more emotionally invested than the other? That person is me. It always is. We’re at the stage of the relationship when it’s time to decide what you mean to each other – is this to be a casual thing that will eventually fizzle out, or will we come to mean more to each other? There are certain tell-tale signs that a girl looks for to determine how important she is in her partner's eyes. I'm a London girl in my mid-twenties.
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Panda_eyed: Frightened 18/11/2010
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I've been seeing someone for a while. I've sort of been keeping it secret because I'm afraid of jinxing it - like I did with the South African when I waxed lyrical about him on this here blog and then soon after, got dumped. It means that it's going well. But on the other hand, it's terrifying. 1 comment so far. 3:32 pm, January 10, 2011. Panda, dont let fools of the past spoil the richness of life in ur future. Im sure cute nerd feels the same way and time has the power to reveal all.
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Panda_eyed: March 2009
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I loved you; even now I may confess,. Some embers of my love their fire retain;. But do not let it cause you more distress,. I do not want to sadden you again. Hopeless and tonguetied, yet I loved you dearly. With pangs the jealous and the timid know;. So tenderly I loved you, so sincerely,. I pray God grant another love you so. Currently feeling bruised (not physically) and sad. Will be back soon. xxx. I did something quintessentially English this week - afternoon tea at the Park Lane Hotel. I had Flowe...
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Panda_eyed: Reflections (18/10/2010)
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Take the relationship with the Spaniard for example. I read back on those entries and think, 'What the hell? 1 comment so far. 3:38 pm, January 10, 2011. I miss u bloggin :). Glad u keeping all ur old posts. 3rd nipple, frog prince. some of my favs. Hope is all we have in the world we live in. If u do lose, do know that there will always be someone will share theirs with you and help you find yours again :). I'm a London girl in my mid-twenties. View my complete profile.
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Panda_eyed: April 2010
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I don't understand men. I don't understand them AT ALL. I love you, I love you not. I've been thinking a lot lately. How do you know you really love someone? I used to think I knew, and now I'm not so sure. I miss The Spaniard an awful lot. I haven't stopped thinking about him. I know it's only been 3 weeks since we broke up, but he's on my mind an awful lot. Did I really love him though? If I did, wouldn't I know beyond a shadow of a doubt? Or it is just that I miss having someone there? I'm 27 next mon...
