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Baby Crazy Kiwi: March 2014
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Trying to Clear My Mind while TTC. Friday, 28 March 2014. You know that saying how you can be in a room full of people yet still feel totally alone? That's me right now. Generally I'm ok but then times like right now I feel totally lost and like part of me is missing. I feel like I'm functioning on auto pilot and in the back of my mind is this constant wondering about the Fella and what he's up to, how he is etc. I just miss him like mad. And I love him. Oh how I love him. Sunday, 23 March 2014. Then the...
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Baby Crazy Kiwi: July 2014
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Trying to Clear My Mind while TTC. Thursday, 17 July 2014. Feeling a bit brighter today. That would be despite the raging head cold playing havoc with my body. Guess its a bit of an up and down journey that'll have it's moments. But I can't dwell on that, it's not healthy. Anyway. Had bloods Tuesday. They're down to 1100 which is a great drop (ha who'd ever think they'd say that about hcg! Played netball last night and felt awesome for it. Will play on Saturday too as that will be pretty close to 2wk...
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Baby Crazy Kiwi: Long overdue update
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Trying to Clear My Mind while TTC. Tuesday, 4 November 2014. So we left off with me being a day or two post ec and in some pain. Well that passed thank god. Not sure I'm ready to repeat that a third time however. I must apologise to anyone who actually reads this and follows like a soap opera because I'm leaving it a bit long between episodes. There's such a thing as a cliff hanger and then there's a wide gaping canyon lol. How do I feel about this? However given my response wasn't as high this time mayb...
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Baby Crazy Kiwi: May 2014
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Trying to Clear My Mind while TTC. Saturday, 31 May 2014. Holy Batman I'm Actually Pregnant. As the title would suggest the fact that I am pregnant has actually just hit home right now. I'm sitting here knitting my blanket and holy batman I am pregnant. There is going to be a baby. Well all going to plan there will be a baby. I'm knitting a blanket for my baby. That makes it real. The baby who is going to come and live here with us. Our baby. Supposed to be getting back into netball this week after injur...
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Baby Crazy Kiwi: The TTC Journey
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Trying to Clear My Mind while TTC. October 2009 - ditched the pill and started the see what happens approach. May 2010 - Nothing remotely like pregnant. Started trying a bit harder. June 2010 - Started using saliva microscope and EPO. No luck this cycle. July 2010 - Used microscope and OPK's but the Fella's back is buggered so might be time to take a break. Cycle 10 is a bust onto number 11. September 2010 - ov'd later than usual making a 33day cycle (random! March 2011 - Had app with naturopath and disc...
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Baby Crazy Kiwi: I am here
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Trying to Clear My Mind while TTC. Friday, 24 April 2015. Here I am. Months after my last post. A whole school term been and gone and another just begun. And looking back briefly at that post I feel I've made some mental progress. My heart isn't so broken. There's still a longing but it's not so sharp. Umm what else to tell from the past few months? And that is about it. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Coming up for air. Fast waters run shallow. Just a little tart. Life as I know it.
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Baby Crazy Kiwi: November 2014
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Trying to Clear My Mind while TTC. Tuesday, 4 November 2014. So we left off with me being a day or two post ec and in some pain. Well that passed thank god. Not sure I'm ready to repeat that a third time however. I must apologise to anyone who actually reads this and follows like a soap opera because I'm leaving it a bit long between episodes. There's such a thing as a cliff hanger and then there's a wide gaping canyon lol. How do I feel about this? However given my response wasn't as high this time mayb...
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Baby Crazy Kiwi: December 2014
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Trying to Clear My Mind while TTC. Monday, 8 December 2014. Well there I did it again. Left it too long between drinks. Life is just so darn busy these days, end of year school stuff would just be the tip of the iceberg. And I'm off for a weekend away to see friends so I should be doing dishes, making the bed, packing a bag among other things. But here I am. So last time we caught up I was waiting to hear when transfer will be. Well today I had said transfer. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Coming up for air.
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Baby Crazy Kiwi: Goodbye 2014
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Trying to Clear My Mind while TTC. Monday, 5 January 2015. A quick review of the year that was 2014. January - ivf # 1 resulted in two frosties. March - grandmother has fall and is in hospital. April - FET 1 resulted in chemical pregnancy. May - FET 2 resulted in BFP. Grandmother dies. June - bfp becomes missed miscarriage of twins. October - ivf #2 resulted in one frostie. December - FET 2 resulted in chemical pregnancy. Another 2 friends are due June/July. I've become immune to it now. Coming up for air.
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Baby Crazy Kiwi: August 2014
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Trying to Clear My Mind while TTC. Sunday, 31 August 2014. Just like to put it out there that I'm ok and back to normal after my complete and utter meltdown the other night. Gah over mince of all things lol! It was a perfect 28 days since the bleed which was exactly a month after the d&c so looks like things actually got back to normal pretty easily really. Hoping this cycle is the same because.I have tentatively booked IVF for the cycle following this one! So that's us for the time being. My steel a...